1 00:01:22,430 --> 00:01:19,940 all right good evening ah so looking 2 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:22,440 forward to this show tonight I've wanted 3 00:01:27,260 --> 00:01:25,770 Terry on for such a long time and I 4 00:01:30,320 --> 00:01:27,270 don't know if I'll mention it tonight 5 00:01:34,700 --> 00:01:30,330 with Terry but I had originally when 6 00:01:39,230 --> 00:01:34,710 Terry was still undecided about coming 7 00:01:40,670 --> 00:01:39,240 out I had heard about his case and but 8 00:01:42,800 --> 00:01:40,680 he wasn't ready this was like three 9 00:01:48,650 --> 00:01:42,810 years ago three or four years ago three 10 00:01:51,020 --> 00:01:48,660 years ago and there you go so he's on 11 00:01:53,710 --> 00:01:51,030 with us tonight finally it's very 12 00:01:57,889 --> 00:01:53,720 interesting it's not too often that 13 00:02:01,279 --> 00:01:57,899 somebody of his caliber comes out with a 14 00:02:03,529 --> 00:02:01,289 story like this and and and go so public 15 00:02:06,980 --> 00:02:03,539 with it so it's it's gonna be a really 16 00:02:08,960 --> 00:02:06,990 good show and yeah so we got the bunker 17 00:02:10,729 --> 00:02:08,970 camp back everything is functional I 18 00:02:15,920 --> 00:02:10,739 don't know what we're gonna be doing 19 00:02:16,820 --> 00:02:15,930 with YouTube in the future but it's you 20 00:02:19,190 --> 00:02:16,830 know it's here now 21 00:02:22,069 --> 00:02:19,200 but I'm not sure what's gonna happen 22 00:02:23,690 --> 00:02:22,079 with the channel and I have to deal with 23 00:02:25,940 --> 00:02:23,700 that we're gonna be going live here in a 24 00:02:27,740 --> 00:02:25,950 few minutes and tomorrow night Rob 25 00:02:30,680 --> 00:02:27,750 Potter is here and then Thursday night 26 00:02:34,280 --> 00:02:30,690 is of course fate or night and we're 27 00:02:41,170 --> 00:02:34,290 working really really hard to get to 28 00:02:44,150 --> 00:02:41,180 this weekend we need some much-needed 29 00:02:45,310 --> 00:02:44,160 rest and relaxation but it's all good 30 00:02:48,979 --> 00:02:45,320 it's all good 31 00:02:53,900 --> 00:02:48,989 and that's about it so enjoy the show 32 00:02:57,080 --> 00:02:53,910 tonight and I don't have much commentary 33 00:03:01,009 --> 00:02:57,090 I'll speak a little bit about the summit 34 00:03:03,410 --> 00:03:01,019 that went down over in North Korea 35 00:03:05,479 --> 00:03:03,420 probably not exactly what you're going 36 00:03:22,630 --> 00:03:05,489 to expect but here we go we're going 37 00:03:37,550 --> 00:03:30,950 [Music] 38 00:03:41,360 --> 00:03:37,560 this hope radio for the masses headliner 39 00:03:43,880 --> 00:03:41,370 between July 8 1947 the Army Air Force 40 00:03:46,510 --> 00:03:43,890 has announced on applying their - found 41 00:03:50,770 --> 00:03:46,520 under now in the possession of the on a 42 00:03:53,590 --> 00:03:50,780 rig change the game changer I 43 00:03:57,890 --> 00:03:53,600 occasionally think how quickly our 44 00:04:00,560 --> 00:03:57,900 differences worldwide would vanish if we 45 00:04:01,790 --> 00:04:00,570 were facing an alien threat from outside 46 00:04:06,280 --> 00:04:01,800 this way 47 00:04:09,039 --> 00:04:06,290 [Music] 48 00:04:11,979 --> 00:04:09,049 this is baked and black with your host 49 00:04:14,979 --> 00:04:11,989 Jimmy Church on the game changer radio 50 00:04:19,009 --> 00:04:14,989 network and K GRA the Global Radio 51 00:04:25,200 --> 00:04:20,680 I need your help to get to the year 52 00:04:31,070 --> 00:04:28,690 [Music] 53 00:04:33,080 --> 00:04:31,080 like with Jimmy Church on the 54 00:04:36,610 --> 00:04:33,090 game-changing network 55 00:04:38,800 --> 00:04:36,620 [Music] 56 00:04:43,820 --> 00:04:38,810 good evening 57 00:04:46,060 --> 00:04:43,830 save the block this spoke 58 00:04:47,580 --> 00:04:46,070 radio 59 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:47,590 for 60 00:04:56,830 --> 00:04:49,690 [Applause] 61 00:05:00,430 --> 00:04:56,840 massive yeah man 62 00:05:07,780 --> 00:05:00,440 today's Monday June 63 00:05:10,760 --> 00:05:07,790 12 162 days into the New Year just 64 00:05:13,900 --> 00:05:10,770 203 days left we are live from a bunker 65 00:05:16,460 --> 00:05:13,910 somewhere in downtown Burbank California 66 00:05:18,830 --> 00:05:16,470 and I would like to welcome everybody 67 00:05:22,520 --> 00:05:18,840 listening all around the world all 68 00:05:24,860 --> 00:05:22,530 across the United States hither and 69 00:05:29,750 --> 00:05:24,870 thither to and fro back and forth up and 70 00:05:32,500 --> 00:05:29,760 down east and west north and south far 71 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:32,510 and near 72 00:05:40,820 --> 00:05:37,890 this is fade to black for kjc are the 73 00:05:43,970 --> 00:05:40,830 game changer Network and kera the 74 00:05:48,820 --> 00:05:43,980 planets coming off Jimmy Church what is 75 00:05:51,320 --> 00:05:48,830 cracking everybody how you doin an 76 00:05:52,150 --> 00:05:51,330 amazing show we've got right in front of 77 00:05:57,770 --> 00:05:52,160 us tonight 78 00:06:03,130 --> 00:05:57,780 Terry Lovelace joins us a former 79 00:06:06,110 --> 00:06:03,140 assistant attorney general lawyer esq 80 00:06:10,550 --> 00:06:06,120 Esquire we're gonna be talking about his 81 00:06:16,280 --> 00:06:10,560 amazing encounter contact and his new 82 00:06:17,690 --> 00:06:16,290 book incident at Devil's Den yeah so 83 00:06:21,970 --> 00:06:17,700 that's what we're gonna be talking about 84 00:06:25,690 --> 00:06:21,980 tonight and get ready for this I've 85 00:06:28,580 --> 00:06:25,700 wanted Terry on the show for many years 86 00:06:33,790 --> 00:06:28,590 going back to when I had first heard 87 00:06:36,260 --> 00:06:33,800 about his case and him and and back then 88 00:06:39,290 --> 00:06:36,270 it was a it was a private conversation 89 00:06:41,030 --> 00:06:39,300 and and I was told that you know 90 00:06:44,140 --> 00:06:41,040 assistant attorney general and an 91 00:06:47,210 --> 00:06:44,150 attorney and and and so forth and and 92 00:06:50,720 --> 00:06:47,220 implants and contact and I was like what 93 00:06:52,790 --> 00:06:50,730 and you know we've got to get him on the 94 00:06:58,430 --> 00:06:52,800 show well he's not ready and you know 95 00:07:01,640 --> 00:06:58,440 you hear that like man you know okay all 96 00:07:05,500 --> 00:07:01,650 right well it's taken a while but 97 00:07:08,150 --> 00:07:05,510 tonight Terry is gonna share his his 98 00:07:08,930 --> 00:07:08,160 experience with all of you so get ready 99 00:07:11,770 --> 00:07:08,940 for that 100 00:07:14,780 --> 00:07:11,780 tomorrow night Rob Potter is here and 101 00:07:16,760 --> 00:07:14,790 it's always great when Rob is on the 102 00:07:19,550 --> 00:07:16,770 show Thursday night is another Fator 103 00:07:20,239 --> 00:07:19,560 night with Jon Rappoport and there's no 104 00:07:23,359 --> 00:07:20,249 more fake 105 00:07:24,109 --> 00:07:23,369 newsroom live followed by open lines all 106 00:07:28,039 --> 00:07:24,119 night long 107 00:07:31,429 --> 00:07:28,049 okay now let's get everything out of the 108 00:07:34,249 --> 00:07:31,439 way on stellar is just absolutely 109 00:07:37,519 --> 00:07:34,259 amazing and I was looking at the numbers 110 00:07:39,979 --> 00:07:37,529 for on stellar today Wow Wow 111 00:07:42,709 --> 00:07:39,989 incredible what on stellar is done and 112 00:07:45,799 --> 00:07:42,719 it's just this is before the beginning 113 00:07:47,929 --> 00:07:45,809 the beginning hasn't happened yet 114 00:07:51,079 --> 00:07:47,939 right still in still in beta and there's 115 00:07:52,879 --> 00:07:51,089 a couple of more features and 116 00:07:54,739 --> 00:07:52,889 improvements that are going to be done 117 00:07:57,679 --> 00:07:54,749 this week I'll go over that with you 118 00:08:03,619 --> 00:07:57,689 later on in the week when those kick in 119 00:08:05,179 --> 00:08:03,629 but for now the platform is amazing and 120 00:08:09,019 --> 00:08:05,189 it's everything that we thought it would 121 00:08:13,879 --> 00:08:09,029 be and much much more and so as we start 122 00:08:16,159 --> 00:08:13,889 to phase out Facebook and YouTube and 123 00:08:20,299 --> 00:08:16,169 start to move everything over on stellar 124 00:08:25,129 --> 00:08:20,309 you can go now and join okay it's very 125 00:08:27,589 --> 00:08:25,139 simple it's just the next great amazing 126 00:08:29,299 --> 00:08:27,599 social media platform totally free to 127 00:08:31,009 --> 00:08:29,309 sign up it's just a social media 128 00:08:34,100 --> 00:08:31,019 platform like Facebook or anything else 129 00:08:37,999 --> 00:08:34,110 all right totally free and as a matter 130 00:08:40,969 --> 00:08:38,009 of fact you get paid to join okay so 131 00:08:43,969 --> 00:08:40,979 when you sign up and it's very simple 132 00:08:47,329 --> 00:08:43,979 you just go to a stellar com you sign up 133 00:08:50,389 --> 00:08:47,339 and and go build your profile page like 134 00:08:53,240 --> 00:08:50,399 you do with anything else and go start 135 00:08:55,160 --> 00:08:53,250 saying hello to friends and building 136 00:08:59,360 --> 00:08:55,170 your friends list and maybe get a group 137 00:09:02,540 --> 00:08:59,370 started events write articles do all of 138 00:09:04,220 --> 00:09:02,550 that but when you sign up and you go to 139 00:09:06,530 --> 00:09:04,230 your profile page on the left there 140 00:09:09,049 --> 00:09:06,540 you'll see a wallet it'll say your 141 00:09:13,069 --> 00:09:09,059 wallet and there will be ten tokens 142 00:09:16,639 --> 00:09:13,079 there boom this is a token based economy 143 00:09:18,079 --> 00:09:16,649 with the blockchain built in and there 144 00:09:21,559 --> 00:09:18,089 you go and it's done that way for a lot 145 00:09:23,119 --> 00:09:21,569 of different reasons but it's a token 146 00:09:26,420 --> 00:09:23,129 based economy so you're gonna get ten 147 00:09:30,379 --> 00:09:26,430 tokens just to sign up if you use my 148 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:30,389 referral code which is Jimmy very simple 149 00:09:34,949 --> 00:09:32,290 use my referral code 150 00:09:36,780 --> 00:09:34,959 you're gonna get 15 bonus tokens and 151 00:09:38,699 --> 00:09:36,790 you're gonna go over and you're gonna 152 00:09:41,999 --> 00:09:38,709 look and you're gonna have 25 of those 153 00:09:46,229 --> 00:09:42,009 tokens on stellar tokens in your wallet 154 00:09:48,599 --> 00:09:46,239 when everything kicks in in quarter 155 00:09:51,509 --> 00:09:48,609 three it's just a couple of short months 156 00:09:54,859 --> 00:09:51,519 away you're gonna have tokens right 157 00:09:56,549 --> 00:09:54,869 there that you can spend and use and and 158 00:09:59,669 --> 00:09:56,559 there you go 159 00:10:03,419 --> 00:09:59,679 it is wonderful it is the internet 3.0 160 00:10:06,329 --> 00:10:03,429 so go now and join and sign up and 161 00:10:11,189 --> 00:10:06,339 participate in on stellar okay on 162 00:10:14,999 --> 00:10:11,199 stellar com ons te ll AR and when you do 163 00:10:17,009 --> 00:10:15,009 send me a friend request so cool I mean 164 00:10:21,840 --> 00:10:17,019 every day I got a pile of firm requests 165 00:10:26,369 --> 00:10:21,850 oh by the way use a profile picture 166 00:10:29,779 --> 00:10:26,379 I'm warning everybody right now I have 167 00:10:34,769 --> 00:10:29,789 got over it on stellar right now 168 00:10:38,400 --> 00:10:34,779 somewhere in the neighborhood of five 169 00:10:41,609 --> 00:10:38,410 hundred pending friend requests that I 170 00:10:46,409 --> 00:10:41,619 haven't accepted you know why no profile 171 00:10:48,919 --> 00:10:46,419 picture no profile picture no 172 00:10:52,499 --> 00:10:48,929 confirmation from me 173 00:10:55,229 --> 00:10:52,509 okay and so I go I'm reviewing it all 174 00:10:56,759 --> 00:10:55,239 the time and and people will add their 175 00:10:59,039 --> 00:10:56,769 profile picture and then I accept the 176 00:11:03,359 --> 00:10:59,049 friend request so do it 177 00:11:07,049 --> 00:11:03,369 don't hide be proud of who you are put 178 00:11:10,710 --> 00:11:07,059 up your profile picture okay I want to 179 00:11:13,650 --> 00:11:10,720 see who you are I do I really do I want 180 00:11:17,189 --> 00:11:13,660 to see who you are so do the profile 181 00:11:23,369 --> 00:11:17,199 picture and look yeah thank you mark 182 00:11:26,399 --> 00:11:23,379 mark just this is the infamous this is 183 00:11:29,069 --> 00:11:26,409 the infamous on stellar placeholder pic 184 00:11:32,729 --> 00:11:29,079 this is who you are to me I'm tweeting 185 00:11:35,429 --> 00:11:32,739 it now this is who you are to me on on 186 00:11:40,369 --> 00:11:35,439 stellar without your profile pic and I'm 187 00:11:48,870 --> 00:11:40,379 gonna write that right here this is who 188 00:11:59,800 --> 00:11:56,020 with out without your profile pic there 189 00:12:02,410 --> 00:11:59,810 you go see and that's it so I've got 190 00:12:08,500 --> 00:12:02,420 I've got 500 of these staring at me in 191 00:12:11,170 --> 00:12:08,510 the face I've accidentally accepted a 192 00:12:15,300 --> 00:12:11,180 couple so if you slip through the cracks 193 00:12:18,820 --> 00:12:15,310 just because I was just clicking away 194 00:12:22,030 --> 00:12:18,830 congratulations but put up a profile pic 195 00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:22,040 do it do it so many people over on 196 00:12:29,170 --> 00:12:25,130 selling right now it is just so cool so 197 00:12:30,900 --> 00:12:29,180 on stellar you can still know of course 198 00:12:34,780 --> 00:12:30,910 our Twitter's not going to go away until 199 00:12:37,990 --> 00:12:34,790 something funky happens there but you 200 00:12:41,410 --> 00:12:38,000 can follow me on twitter at j radio that 201 00:12:43,210 --> 00:12:41,420 is simple don't worry about facebook we 202 00:12:44,770 --> 00:12:43,220 updated once in a while and we'll 203 00:12:47,620 --> 00:12:44,780 continue to do that until we make the 204 00:12:50,370 --> 00:12:47,630 complete transition I don't know what to 205 00:12:53,290 --> 00:12:50,380 do about YouTube right now that is just 206 00:12:59,050 --> 00:12:53,300 darkness that I just never thought I 207 00:13:04,930 --> 00:12:59,060 would see man but over at on stellar 208 00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:04,940 there will be soon video channels that's 209 00:13:09,670 --> 00:13:07,970 right okay okay alright enough of the 210 00:13:12,340 --> 00:13:09,680 dark stuff let's get to the good stuff 211 00:13:13,780 --> 00:13:12,350 the sandbox on Twitter is hashtag f2b 212 00:13:17,560 --> 00:13:13,790 come and hang out with us over there 213 00:13:23,500 --> 00:13:17,570 okay that is an amazing conversation 214 00:13:26,140 --> 00:13:23,510 station we do mm maybe 3,000 tweets at 215 00:13:28,120 --> 00:13:26,150 night and so come over and hang out with 216 00:13:30,730 --> 00:13:28,130 this error hashtag f2b we have to chat 217 00:13:34,180 --> 00:13:30,740 rooms one over at Spreaker and one over 218 00:13:36,400 --> 00:13:34,190 a kg RA the planet so you can hang out 219 00:13:39,220 --> 00:13:36,410 there if chatting is the way that you 220 00:13:41,110 --> 00:13:39,230 want to go and it's so funny every time 221 00:13:46,840 --> 00:13:41,120 I say that I think about it then I just 222 00:13:49,360 --> 00:13:46,850 go over and go good evening everyone 223 00:13:50,740 --> 00:13:49,370 see I do it in real time and they know 224 00:13:53,740 --> 00:13:50,750 because they're listening to the show 225 00:13:57,380 --> 00:13:53,750 and they see that come in Miami and 226 00:13:59,780 --> 00:13:57,390 churches legit churches led 227 00:14:02,540 --> 00:13:59,790 all right you can also email Jimmy at 228 00:14:06,080 --> 00:14:02,550 Jimmy Church radio calm if you have any 229 00:14:06,470 --> 00:14:06,090 questions or comments during the show 230 00:14:11,840 --> 00:14:06,480 tonight 231 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:11,850 you can tweet hashtag f2b Q and I'll see 232 00:14:16,100 --> 00:14:12,930 it right there and fade to black 233 00:14:17,420 --> 00:14:16,110 questions alright let's get this show 234 00:14:21,850 --> 00:14:17,430 crackin I'm ready 235 00:14:24,250 --> 00:14:21,860 breaking news Kentucky Fried Chicken 236 00:14:29,960 --> 00:14:24,260 that's right 237 00:14:32,470 --> 00:14:29,970 KFC is getting ready to launch wait for 238 00:14:32,480 --> 00:14:41,140 vegetarian Fried Chicken seriously 239 00:14:48,700 --> 00:14:46,640 that's right that's right now yeah let 240 00:14:54,920 --> 00:14:48,710 your imagination run for a second 241 00:15:01,760 --> 00:14:54,930 they are perfecting vegetarian fried 242 00:15:07,190 --> 00:15:01,770 chicken and it will be deep-fried made 243 00:15:09,470 --> 00:15:07,200 of what it's gonna be a secret but I 244 00:15:12,770 --> 00:15:09,480 have one thing to say I've got about 10 245 00:15:15,170 --> 00:15:12,780 but but if you're a vegetarian and you 246 00:15:18,350 --> 00:15:15,180 go to a place called Kentucky Fried 247 00:15:24,440 --> 00:15:18,360 Chicken for a meal you ain't a 248 00:15:27,190 --> 00:15:24,450 vegetarian you're not you're not and I 249 00:15:30,350 --> 00:15:27,200 just threw up in my mouth a little just 250 00:15:35,470 --> 00:15:30,360 it you know just just so I'll swallow 251 00:15:39,020 --> 00:15:35,480 that and I just man that's nasty yeah 252 00:15:44,480 --> 00:15:39,030 isn't that bizarre and it's it's it's 253 00:15:46,960 --> 00:15:44,490 funny to me because every all the vegans 254 00:15:53,870 --> 00:15:46,970 out there other vegetarians try to make 255 00:15:57,050 --> 00:15:53,880 vegetables taste like meat they do and I 256 00:15:59,420 --> 00:15:57,060 get I get those very kind very nice very 257 00:16:01,220 --> 00:15:59,430 sweet dinner invites all the time that 258 00:16:02,630 --> 00:16:01,230 you know they always say the same thing 259 00:16:05,450 --> 00:16:02,640 I can't imagine them every day 260 00:16:09,230 --> 00:16:05,460 Jimmy we want to take you and Reid out 261 00:16:10,500 --> 00:16:09,240 for gourmet vegan meal you're gonna love 262 00:16:14,610 --> 00:16:10,510 it man it tastes 263 00:16:16,829 --> 00:16:14,620 like meat come on you're gonna love it I 264 00:16:19,319 --> 00:16:16,839 promise it'll be the best you ever had 265 00:16:21,810 --> 00:16:19,329 the best vegan restaurant in lausanne I 266 00:16:26,370 --> 00:16:21,820 get it all the time all the time 267 00:16:28,110 --> 00:16:26,380 and I get it you know I really do I do 268 00:16:35,060 --> 00:16:28,120 I do we all love the taste of meat even 269 00:16:45,300 --> 00:16:35,070 vegans and but how come I can't send out 270 00:16:47,490 --> 00:16:45,310 the invite that says you know what I'm 271 00:16:50,610 --> 00:16:47,500 just gonna say how come I can't send the 272 00:16:54,740 --> 00:16:50,620 invite that says Rita and I would like 273 00:16:58,620 --> 00:16:54,750 to take you out to a great steak house 274 00:17:02,870 --> 00:16:58,630 you go to my vegan friends and tell them 275 00:17:10,199 --> 00:17:02,880 it's grass-fed beef it tastes just like 276 00:17:11,669 --> 00:17:10,209 grass you'll love it come on it's the 277 00:17:14,100 --> 00:17:11,679 best steak house in LA 278 00:17:19,079 --> 00:17:14,110 only grass-fed beef tastes it tastes it 279 00:17:22,439 --> 00:17:19,089 tastes grassy I can't do it isn't it 280 00:17:24,569 --> 00:17:22,449 bizarre double standard absolutely and 281 00:17:30,230 --> 00:17:24,579 it's so funny when you think about it if 282 00:17:35,990 --> 00:17:30,240 you go if if a meat-eater like myself 283 00:17:40,470 --> 00:17:36,000 carnivorous if you go to a party a 284 00:17:44,940 --> 00:17:40,480 meat-eater party everyone will look out 285 00:17:50,190 --> 00:17:44,950 for that odd vegan that shows up that 286 00:17:52,289 --> 00:17:50,200 needs to eat I do it Rita doesn't over 287 00:17:55,110 --> 00:17:52,299 at the house well you know we take care 288 00:17:59,520 --> 00:17:55,120 of our vegan friends but if I go to a 289 00:18:01,860 --> 00:17:59,530 vegan house party they never say hey 290 00:18:04,950 --> 00:18:01,870 Jimmy come on over we got we hooked you 291 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:04,960 up with some cheeseburgers we got you a 292 00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:07,330 special plate right here just for you 293 00:18:15,030 --> 00:18:09,640 we're looking out for you it doesn't 294 00:18:18,810 --> 00:18:15,040 work that way isn't it strange you know 295 00:18:22,049 --> 00:18:18,820 I would love to I would love to go to a 296 00:18:24,180 --> 00:18:22,059 vegan restaurant and act like a vegan 297 00:18:27,830 --> 00:18:24,190 does at a 298 00:18:32,190 --> 00:18:27,840 Steakhouse just just have those same 299 00:18:33,690 --> 00:18:32,200 reactions you know and they just bring 300 00:18:38,310 --> 00:18:33,700 something over and I taste it and I'll 301 00:18:41,129 --> 00:18:38,320 just spit it out start screaming you 302 00:18:43,919 --> 00:18:41,139 know what are you doing you know but we 303 00:18:46,499 --> 00:18:43,929 can't it's it's a strange double 304 00:18:49,289 --> 00:18:46,509 standard and I really I really kind of 305 00:18:55,320 --> 00:18:49,299 enjoy the observation and part of it is 306 00:18:57,769 --> 00:18:55,330 that this is this is what is strange and 307 00:19:02,730 --> 00:18:57,779 we see this throughout life 308 00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:02,740 vegans okay meat eaters carnivores right 309 00:19:11,070 --> 00:19:07,990 like myself we don't mind vegans they're 310 00:19:12,869 --> 00:19:11,080 cool they're fine no issues don't want 311 00:19:16,340 --> 00:19:12,879 to eat me don't eat me we're not gonna 312 00:19:23,369 --> 00:19:16,350 force anything on you it's no big deal 313 00:19:24,720 --> 00:19:23,379 viens hate us hate and and I'm saying a 314 00:19:29,759 --> 00:19:24,730 very light word there it's actually 315 00:19:34,889 --> 00:19:29,769 worse than that but they think we hate 316 00:19:38,129 --> 00:19:34,899 them too like they hate us and it's 317 00:19:41,970 --> 00:19:38,139 simply not the case it's simply it's 318 00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:41,980 just not don't care it's all good 319 00:19:49,499 --> 00:19:45,820 we we we love everybody but it's not the 320 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:49,509 case with vegans you know and it's just 321 00:19:57,619 --> 00:19:54,850 a strange thing and the treatment that 322 00:20:01,169 --> 00:19:57,629 carnivores get from vegans you know I 323 00:20:05,029 --> 00:20:01,179 get I get all of it I get how you became 324 00:20:09,299 --> 00:20:05,039 a vegan I do watched a couple of videos 325 00:20:11,279 --> 00:20:09,309 read a couple of books you're an animal 326 00:20:13,139 --> 00:20:11,289 lover I get all of that you get 327 00:20:17,369 --> 00:20:13,149 emotional maybe you saw a documentary 328 00:20:21,480 --> 00:20:17,379 and you cried and and I get that I get 329 00:20:25,350 --> 00:20:21,490 how you got there that's fine but life 330 00:20:30,450 --> 00:20:25,360 is about choices life is about choices 331 00:20:33,149 --> 00:20:30,460 and if somebody likes what they like you 332 00:20:36,130 --> 00:20:33,159 don't hate them for it if somebody likes 333 00:20:39,610 --> 00:20:36,140 to wear red pants 334 00:20:42,250 --> 00:20:39,620 and you can't stand the color red that 335 00:20:46,690 --> 00:20:42,260 doesn't mean you hate that person right 336 00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:46,700 it's it's just it life is choices life 337 00:20:53,549 --> 00:20:49,610 is B and that is what made this planet 338 00:20:58,389 --> 00:20:53,559 beautiful and I say it all the time that 339 00:21:03,370 --> 00:20:58,399 God made vanilla and chocolate ice cream 340 00:21:03,940 --> 00:21:03,380 for a reason for a reason so we can have 341 00:21:06,220 --> 00:21:03,950 choices 342 00:21:11,980 --> 00:21:06,230 Jimmy why are you poking the vegan bear 343 00:21:14,830 --> 00:21:11,990 see exactly not I'm just speaking the 344 00:21:16,990 --> 00:21:14,840 truth not poking the being a bear I'm 345 00:21:21,419 --> 00:21:17,000 speaking the truth everything that I 346 00:21:23,940 --> 00:21:21,429 just said right now is 100% true any 347 00:21:26,230 --> 00:21:23,950 vegan will tell you that and any 348 00:21:28,060 --> 00:21:26,240 carnivore will tell you that it's just 349 00:21:29,919 --> 00:21:28,070 the way that it is and I wish it would 350 00:21:33,519 --> 00:21:29,929 be different let's just all get along 351 00:21:39,730 --> 00:21:33,529 together you know it's it's really funny 352 00:21:41,950 --> 00:21:39,740 so we know you know what I'm not gonna 353 00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:41,960 go there anymore I want to get bring in 354 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:44,090 personal stuff but but it's just the way 355 00:21:50,230 --> 00:21:46,610 that it is you know and and this 356 00:21:52,750 --> 00:21:50,240 beautiful planet of ours is is populated 357 00:21:54,610 --> 00:21:52,760 by just people that are different that's 358 00:21:58,360 --> 00:21:54,620 it it's people that are different and 359 00:22:03,279 --> 00:21:58,370 that's all so can't we all get along the 360 00:22:06,669 --> 00:22:03,289 reason why all of us are here the reason 361 00:22:09,820 --> 00:22:06,679 why all of us are on this thing called 362 00:22:12,639 --> 00:22:09,830 fade to black right now is that it's not 363 00:22:15,159 --> 00:22:12,649 about what's on the outside and it's not 364 00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:15,169 about what you like or don't like it 365 00:22:19,680 --> 00:22:17,210 it's about what's on your inside and 366 00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:19,690 inside you went through something 367 00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:22,730 something personal something emotional 368 00:22:29,980 --> 00:22:26,690 is what brings you here and right and is 369 00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:29,990 what unites all of us and that's what 370 00:22:36,250 --> 00:22:32,210 I'm interested in I'm not interested in 371 00:22:38,830 --> 00:22:36,260 anybody's diet habits likes there 372 00:22:41,139 --> 00:22:38,840 anything like that that it doesn't come 373 00:22:44,350 --> 00:22:41,149 into play for me and it shouldn't come 374 00:22:46,899 --> 00:22:44,360 into play for anybody else you know it's 375 00:22:49,659 --> 00:22:46,909 it's what's on the inside why are we 376 00:22:52,180 --> 00:22:49,669 here you know and and 377 00:22:54,669 --> 00:22:52,190 that's what I'm so interested in you 378 00:22:57,339 --> 00:22:54,679 know sharing stories and experiences and 379 00:23:00,190 --> 00:22:57,349 and and what brought us here so there 380 00:23:04,060 --> 00:23:00,200 you go that that's my take on it that's 381 00:23:07,599 --> 00:23:04,070 my take all right it is funny though 382 00:23:13,079 --> 00:23:07,609 isn't it isn't I should I you know what 383 00:23:16,419 --> 00:23:13,089 one day one day let's let's fire up 384 00:23:24,549 --> 00:23:16,429 those fire up some video and let's go to 385 00:23:32,829 --> 00:23:24,559 a vegan restaurant this doesn't taste 386 00:23:36,279 --> 00:23:32,839 like beef our next event coming up will 387 00:23:38,619 --> 00:23:36,289 be disclosure fest put on by disclosure 388 00:23:41,769 --> 00:23:38,629 fest in the California State Parks the 389 00:23:44,379 --> 00:23:41,779 mass meditation initiative 390 00:23:48,569 --> 00:23:44,389 it'll be downtown Los Angeles at the Los 391 00:23:52,779 --> 00:23:48,579 Angeles State Historic Park 35 acres 392 00:23:54,639 --> 00:23:52,789 beautiful go it's a free event totally 393 00:23:59,319 --> 00:23:54,649 free all you have to do is go to 394 00:24:00,969 --> 00:23:59,329 disclosure fest dot org and register and 395 00:24:03,999 --> 00:24:00,979 you will get your free tickets it's that 396 00:24:07,389 --> 00:24:04,009 simple 35 acres vendors presenters 397 00:24:10,269 --> 00:24:07,399 speakers Film Fest 35 acres gorgeous 398 00:24:12,909 --> 00:24:10,279 downtown unbelievable backdrop of 399 00:24:15,459 --> 00:24:12,919 Chinatown and the downtown Los Angeles 400 00:24:19,089 --> 00:24:15,469 skyline right there it is incredible 401 00:24:21,989 --> 00:24:19,099 full day Saturday June 23rd we're gonna 402 00:24:26,440 --> 00:24:21,999 see all of you there do not miss 403 00:24:29,979 --> 00:24:26,450 disclosure fest okay now right after 404 00:24:33,279 --> 00:24:29,989 that is our sole tech gathering at East 405 00:24:36,399 --> 00:24:33,289 Eddie Ranch and it's going down this 406 00:24:39,659 --> 00:24:36,409 August August 9th through the 12th just 407 00:24:43,359 --> 00:24:39,669 go to Seoul tech gathering calm an 408 00:24:44,259 --> 00:24:43,369 amazing list of teachers and presenters 409 00:24:46,060 --> 00:24:44,269 are going to be there 410 00:24:48,369 --> 00:24:46,070 Cori Goods gonna be my special guest 411 00:24:50,169 --> 00:24:48,379 we've got James Gilliland Jason quit 412 00:24:54,639 --> 00:24:50,179 Matthew Ryan Makayla Sheldon Teresa 413 00:24:58,169 --> 00:24:54,649 Henares Holly Marie Mary Gabriel John 414 00:25:02,500 --> 00:24:58,179 lund Dana Harvey Laura can too and 415 00:25:04,450 --> 00:25:02,510 you're not and Billy Carson and and I'll 416 00:25:06,730 --> 00:25:04,460 - as well you're not gonna want to miss 417 00:25:08,470 --> 00:25:06,740 this and on Sunday night we're gonna 418 00:25:09,850 --> 00:25:08,480 have food trucks there that are gonna 419 00:25:13,780 --> 00:25:09,860 come in we're gonna throw a party on the 420 00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:13,790 field of dreams we're gonna have a lot 421 00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:16,970 of of our musicians friends musicians 422 00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:19,250 and friends we're gonna set up and we're 423 00:25:23,169 --> 00:25:21,650 gonna do all of that right there on the 424 00:25:24,789 --> 00:25:23,179 field of dreams so you're not gonna want 425 00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:24,799 to miss us we're gonna do sky watches 426 00:25:29,500 --> 00:25:27,290 every night got off the phone today 427 00:25:31,600 --> 00:25:29,510 Steve Murillo it's good to be there with 428 00:25:35,380 --> 00:25:31,610 his wife Pat so that's that right there 429 00:25:36,880 --> 00:25:35,390 is the reason to go to Seoul Tech right 430 00:25:39,909 --> 00:25:36,890 okay not me 431 00:25:43,570 --> 00:25:39,919 not gilliland not Cory good 432 00:25:46,390 --> 00:25:43,580 Steve Murillo and his wife Pat are gonna 433 00:25:48,039 --> 00:25:46,400 be hanging out also on stellar is going 434 00:25:49,900 --> 00:25:48,049 to be there too as well 435 00:25:51,789 --> 00:25:49,910 Scott Leslie's going to be there so 436 00:25:54,100 --> 00:25:51,799 you're gonna want to come up in and hang 437 00:25:56,890 --> 00:25:54,110 out and they're coming up they're coming 438 00:26:00,460 --> 00:25:56,900 up as sponsors but they're also coming 439 00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:00,470 up as attendees so it's going to be just 440 00:26:06,070 --> 00:26:02,690 the the event of the summer I can 441 00:26:09,610 --> 00:26:06,080 already see how this is shaping up and 442 00:26:11,950 --> 00:26:09,620 how excited we are for for this amazing 443 00:26:15,060 --> 00:26:11,960 amazing four-day weekend for everybody 444 00:26:18,220 --> 00:26:15,070 and then a week later I'll be over at 445 00:26:20,490 --> 00:26:18,230 the dimensions of disclosure in Loveland 446 00:26:24,430 --> 00:26:20,500 Colorado August 17th through the 19th 447 00:26:26,560 --> 00:26:24,440 and Cori Goods going to be there David 448 00:26:29,230 --> 00:26:26,570 Wilcock Henry Smith Theresa Ian Morris 449 00:26:31,990 --> 00:26:29,240 Gerald O'Donnell Jordan Saylor and 450 00:26:34,539 --> 00:26:32,000 twenty other speakers and presenters so 451 00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:34,549 tickets and info right there dimensions 452 00:26:40,539 --> 00:26:37,610 of disclosure calm and I can already see 453 00:26:43,659 --> 00:26:40,549 the Colorado fader knots that's right 454 00:26:45,730 --> 00:26:43,669 they're all gonna be there and one group 455 00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:45,740 we're in there Colorado fader not 456 00:26:52,030 --> 00:26:48,890 t-shirt that was so cool it's one of my 457 00:26:54,070 --> 00:26:52,040 favorite images of contact in the desert 458 00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:54,080 that was so cool so dimensions of 459 00:26:58,840 --> 00:26:56,330 disclosure dot-com don't forget to 460 00:27:02,020 --> 00:26:58,850 subscribe to our podcast we have over 461 00:27:08,289 --> 00:27:02,030 800 are you ready for this today's show 462 00:27:10,510 --> 00:27:08,299 number 870 oh man 870 right there 463 00:27:15,640 --> 00:27:10,520 archive shows custom apps Apple Android 464 00:27:18,730 --> 00:27:15,650 all platforms just $2 a month and 465 00:27:22,660 --> 00:27:18,740 it's it's the best value out there and 466 00:27:24,490 --> 00:27:22,670 you get you get the apps you get the 467 00:27:27,370 --> 00:27:24,500 automatic downloads everything is right 468 00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:27,380 there okay so the podcasts just two 469 00:27:30,960 --> 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rashon there you are 484 00:28:09,910 --> 00:28:07,700 just like that post your on Twitter I 485 00:28:13,150 --> 00:28:09,920 want everybody to see that picture of 486 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:13,160 you in front of gueros such a cool cool 487 00:28:21,070 --> 00:28:17,330 picture what who is that oh I thought 488 00:28:23,260 --> 00:28:21,080 that was me for a second there he go out 489 00:28:26,410 --> 00:28:23,270 of the fade to black mug Rajan I want to 490 00:28:28,210 --> 00:28:26,420 see that gueros picture let's get this 491 00:28:32,920 --> 00:28:28,220 show cracking happy birthday to today 492 00:28:35,290 --> 00:28:32,930 dave franco today is 33 and i posted it 493 00:28:38,020 --> 00:28:35,300 because i said happy birthday to franco 494 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:38,030 because he's a pretty convincing stoner 495 00:28:41,710 --> 00:28:40,130 so i'm just gonna leave it at that he's 496 00:28:45,700 --> 00:28:41,720 pretty funny when he does his stoner 497 00:28:48,310 --> 00:28:45,710 thing happy birthday dave franco and our 498 00:28:52,330 --> 00:28:48,320 dead guys birthday today 499 00:28:56,050 --> 00:28:52,340 are you ready I'm gonna do this man save 500 00:28:58,770 --> 00:28:56,060 the email our dead guys birthday today 501 00:29:02,050 --> 00:28:58,780 is the guy who lived to 102 502 00:29:06,610 --> 00:29:02,060 after getting 15 heart transplants 503 00:29:09,910 --> 00:29:06,620 that's right David Rockefeller and he's 504 00:29:12,940 --> 00:29:09,920 still dead allegedly maybe I don't know 505 00:29:17,140 --> 00:29:12,950 it's probably something on some private 506 00:29:19,300 --> 00:29:17,150 island in Fiji but there you go Thank 507 00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:19,310 You Rajan that's what I'm talking about 508 00:29:26,389 --> 00:29:22,610 right there that gets a retweet every 509 00:29:31,590 --> 00:29:28,230 that's right 510 00:29:33,210 --> 00:29:31,600 we're of Austin Texas all right death 511 00:29:35,730 --> 00:29:33,220 Proof is the movie if you haven't seen 512 00:29:41,669 --> 00:29:35,740 it on this day in history 513 00:29:44,840 --> 00:29:41,679 it happened 1982 I'm sorry 1987 and one 514 00:29:48,710 --> 00:29:44,850 of his most famous cold war speeches 515 00:29:52,110 --> 00:29:48,720 President Ronald Reagan challenges 516 00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:52,120 Soviet leader Mikhail Gorbachev with 517 00:30:00,389 --> 00:29:55,330 this and I'm quoting mr. Gorbachev open 518 00:30:06,810 --> 00:30:00,399 this gate mr. Gorbachev tear down this 519 00:30:08,930 --> 00:30:06,820 wall that's right on this day in 1987 520 00:30:14,700 --> 00:30:08,940 that was a game-changer saw myself 521 00:30:21,470 --> 00:30:14,710 Fator fact this is a fader fact there is 522 00:30:29,460 --> 00:30:21,480 a baby right now there is a baby named 523 00:30:32,700 --> 00:30:29,470 Netflix hey Seuss now why when and where 524 00:30:36,500 --> 00:30:32,710 I won't say I will protect the identity 525 00:30:40,799 --> 00:30:36,510 of this baby's parents for doing this 526 00:30:45,380 --> 00:30:40,809 but this is a vetted and very real fader 527 00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:45,390 fact man what kind of what are you doing 528 00:30:51,860 --> 00:30:48,610 what are you doing as parents what what 529 00:30:54,510 --> 00:30:51,870 are you doing at the moment we're 530 00:30:58,320 --> 00:30:54,520 Netflix hey Suze as the name of your 531 00:31:02,419 --> 00:30:58,330 child just sounds like a good idea what 532 00:31:04,470 --> 00:31:02,429 what what is happening at that moment 533 00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:04,480 think about that for a second all right 534 00:31:08,190 --> 00:31:05,890 tonight very special guest Harry 535 00:31:10,830 --> 00:31:08,200 Lovelace he's here former attorney 536 00:31:13,769 --> 00:31:10,840 general assistant attorney general 537 00:31:15,630 --> 00:31:13,779 lawyer and we're gonna talk about his 538 00:31:18,269 --> 00:31:15,640 amazing encounter and his new book 539 00:31:21,210 --> 00:31:18,279 incident at Devil's Den tomorrow night 540 00:31:25,049 --> 00:31:21,220 Rob Potter is gonna be here and what I 541 00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:25,059 wanted to mention because I did watch it 542 00:31:35,310 --> 00:31:28,210 last night after the show was the summit 543 00:31:38,730 --> 00:31:35,320 over in North Korea and the media the 544 00:31:41,790 --> 00:31:38,740 media is trying to 545 00:31:44,310 --> 00:31:41,800 both by all the media by the way both 546 00:31:45,690 --> 00:31:44,320 both both the right in the left in the 547 00:31:47,370 --> 00:31:45,700 center are trying to make this like 548 00:31:49,590 --> 00:31:47,380 nothing happened and it was a big 549 00:31:53,930 --> 00:31:49,600 nothing burger and and why didn't this 550 00:31:57,060 --> 00:31:53,940 happen why didn't this happen I'm I'm 551 00:31:58,920 --> 00:31:57,070 not I'm not I'm not there I'm not in 552 00:32:04,050 --> 00:31:58,930 that camp 553 00:32:09,590 --> 00:32:04,060 I don't know and it to me it doesn't 554 00:32:13,250 --> 00:32:09,600 matter I don't know why Trump is being 555 00:32:17,520 --> 00:32:13,260 nice on camera and everything else but 556 00:32:20,250 --> 00:32:17,530 he got the conversation started and when 557 00:32:23,430 --> 00:32:20,260 I think about where we were you know 558 00:32:26,670 --> 00:32:23,440 three months ago with missiles being 559 00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:26,680 fired and and crazy videos of the United 560 00:32:31,830 --> 00:32:29,290 States getting blown up and threatening 561 00:32:35,700 --> 00:32:31,840 Hawaii and Guam with nuclear destruction 562 00:32:38,550 --> 00:32:35,710 and you know oh you know to go from that 563 00:32:40,440 --> 00:32:38,560 in such a short period to this I really 564 00:32:45,570 --> 00:32:40,450 don't care how we got here to be honest 565 00:32:49,460 --> 00:32:45,580 with you and I hope that things continue 566 00:32:51,570 --> 00:32:49,470 I really really really do the media is 567 00:32:55,770 --> 00:32:51,580 really trying to turn this into a 568 00:32:57,330 --> 00:32:55,780 negative thing and I'm not buying it hey 569 00:33:01,980 --> 00:32:57,340 you know I never buy what the media is 570 00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:01,990 selling but right now it's it's like too 571 00:33:08,430 --> 00:33:06,250 obvious and I think generally I think in 572 00:33:11,550 --> 00:33:08,440 a general sense I think that most of us 573 00:33:13,170 --> 00:33:11,560 know or feel that North Korea ain't 574 00:33:14,970 --> 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radio on the 646 00:37:10,210 --> 00:37:08,620 hi this is Rob Reiner from anvil and 647 00:37:12,420 --> 00:37:10,220 you're listening to Jimmy Church 648 00:37:15,370 --> 00:37:12,430 radio.com 649 00:37:31,660 --> 00:37:15,380 what's up what up is that combats and 650 00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:34,940 [Music] 651 00:37:40,499 --> 00:37:38,650 all right let's go 652 00:37:43,529 --> 00:37:40,509 fade to black I'm here's Jimmy Church 653 00:37:50,219 --> 00:37:43,539 you can follow me on Twitter at Jay 654 00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:50,229 Church radio simple at JT radio great 655 00:37:55,950 --> 00:37:53,650 week here on the show and tonight Terry 656 00:37:58,789 --> 00:37:55,960 Lovelace is here waiting for this 657 00:38:03,479 --> 00:37:58,799 evening for a very long time 658 00:38:05,579 --> 00:38:03,489 author of incident at Devil's Den Terry 659 00:38:08,700 --> 00:38:05,589 is lawyer former assistant attorney 660 00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:08,710 general Terry was active duty in the Air 661 00:38:14,940 --> 00:38:11,890 Force from 1973 to 1979 and trained as a 662 00:38:17,339 --> 00:38:14,950 medic and EMT his entire enlistment was 663 00:38:19,979 --> 00:38:17,349 spent at Whiteman Air Force Base in 664 00:38:21,749 --> 00:38:19,989 western Missouri Terry has a bachelor's 665 00:38:24,749 --> 00:38:21,759 degree in psychology at Park University 666 00:38:27,839 --> 00:38:24,759 and a Juris Doctor from Western Michigan 667 00:38:29,519 --> 00:38:27,849 University and mr. Lovelace was in an 668 00:38:32,130 --> 00:38:29,529 assistant attorney general for the u.s. 669 00:38:36,420 --> 00:38:32,140 territory of American Samoa and the 670 00:38:40,739 --> 00:38:36,430 state of Vermont in 2012 a routine x-ray 671 00:38:44,009 --> 00:38:40,749 of Terry's leg found a bit of metal the 672 00:38:47,459 --> 00:38:44,019 size of a fingernail with two tiny wires 673 00:38:49,499 --> 00:38:47,469 attached what followed were horrific 674 00:38:52,349 --> 00:38:49,509 nightmares spontaneous recall and 675 00:38:54,749 --> 00:38:52,359 intrusive thoughts surrounding a 1977 676 00:38:56,999 --> 00:38:54,759 camping trip that he took with a friend 677 00:38:59,880 --> 00:38:57,009 to Devil's Den State Park in northern 678 00:39:02,160 --> 00:38:59,890 Arkansas his book is called incident at 679 00:39:06,059 --> 00:39:02,170 Devil's Den compelling proof of alien 680 00:39:09,150 --> 00:39:06,069 existence alleged USAF involvement and 681 00:39:11,370 --> 00:39:09,160 an alien implant discovered accidentally 682 00:39:13,529 --> 00:39:11,380 on x-ray and I would like to welcome for 683 00:39:16,289 --> 00:39:13,539 the first time to fade to black mr. 684 00:39:17,609 --> 00:39:16,299 Terry Lovelace esq by the way good 685 00:39:20,729 --> 00:39:17,619 evening Terry how are you 686 00:39:22,739 --> 00:39:20,739 good evening it's nice to be here it's a 687 00:39:26,009 --> 00:39:22,749 pleasure to be here finally well you 688 00:39:27,809 --> 00:39:26,019 know I feel a little intimidated you're 689 00:39:30,089 --> 00:39:27,819 the first assistant attorney general 690 00:39:31,039 --> 00:39:30,099 I've had on the show so I've done 691 00:39:39,479 --> 00:39:31,049 nothing wrong 692 00:39:41,459 --> 00:39:39,489 the thing you're a first-time guest and 693 00:39:42,809 --> 00:39:41,469 we've waited way too many years to get 694 00:39:45,089 --> 00:39:42,819 you on the show we talked about that 695 00:39:47,339 --> 00:39:45,099 earlier but you are a first-time guest 696 00:39:49,829 --> 00:39:47,349 so you get the first-time guests 697 00:39:51,269 --> 00:39:49,839 disclaimer the next time you're on the 698 00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:51,279 show you're not gonna get it but you get 699 00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:52,130 the honor to 700 00:39:56,590 --> 00:39:54,410 which is this it's just you and I 701 00:39:58,210 --> 00:39:56,600 sitting on my couch having a 702 00:40:00,010 --> 00:39:58,220 conversation as friends and where that 703 00:40:01,930 --> 00:40:00,020 conversation starts it starts where it 704 00:40:02,470 --> 00:40:01,940 ends it ends but we're gonna end as 705 00:40:04,420 --> 00:40:02,480 friends 706 00:40:10,180 --> 00:40:04,430 all right simple enough you're ready to 707 00:40:13,750 --> 00:40:10,190 go I am now oh man 708 00:40:18,240 --> 00:40:13,760 okay I almost want to start at the end 709 00:40:21,130 --> 00:40:18,250 and then go back to the beginning 710 00:40:24,550 --> 00:40:21,140 okay so let's kind of start there now 711 00:40:28,510 --> 00:40:24,560 you have sent us some pretty amazing 712 00:40:32,170 --> 00:40:28,520 images of the X rays and some other 713 00:40:36,520 --> 00:40:32,180 stuff is it okay if we post those yes 714 00:40:39,240 --> 00:40:36,530 please do okay all right so but going to 715 00:40:45,940 --> 00:40:39,250 make more sense if I start actually in 716 00:40:48,340 --> 00:40:45,950 1979 well okay well yeah and we'll do 717 00:40:51,700 --> 00:40:48,350 that but what are what I meant by 718 00:40:56,290 --> 00:40:51,710 starting at the end was that for 719 00:40:58,570 --> 00:40:56,300 somebody like yourself in public service 720 00:41:03,520 --> 00:40:58,580 and certainly you know an Air Force 721 00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:03,530 career and in a career in law you didn't 722 00:41:09,010 --> 00:41:06,530 have to come forward even though you've 723 00:41:11,980 --> 00:41:09,020 had the memories and you've seen the 724 00:41:15,550 --> 00:41:11,990 x-rays you don't need to come forward 725 00:41:16,600 --> 00:41:15,560 you're you're retired life is good you 726 00:41:20,110 --> 00:41:16,610 know what I mean 727 00:41:22,210 --> 00:41:20,120 you didn't have to that's not any 728 00:41:24,670 --> 00:41:22,220 intention coming forward you know I 729 00:41:27,190 --> 00:41:24,680 intended to take this to my grave that's 730 00:41:31,570 --> 00:41:27,200 right and why didn't you as a matter of 731 00:41:35,290 --> 00:41:31,580 fact three years ago three or four years 732 00:41:38,140 --> 00:41:35,300 ago we don't have to discuss how you 733 00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:38,150 know how I was told about your case but 734 00:41:43,870 --> 00:41:41,090 when I was told about you back then you 735 00:41:46,450 --> 00:41:43,880 hadn't come forward yet and you hadn't 736 00:41:49,540 --> 00:41:46,460 made up your mind and I was pushing to 737 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:49,550 have you come forward and but I 738 00:41:53,230 --> 00:41:51,770 respected your privacy but then you 739 00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:53,240 decided to go ahead and write the book 740 00:41:58,720 --> 00:41:55,610 and come out I'm glad that you did but 741 00:42:01,990 --> 00:41:58,730 what what caused the decision why why 742 00:42:05,990 --> 00:42:02,000 the change you know after 40 years of 743 00:42:12,420 --> 00:42:09,900 angry I felt like you know these things 744 00:42:15,120 --> 00:42:12,430 whatever they are that put their hands 745 00:42:18,620 --> 00:42:15,130 on and put this thing in my leg right I 746 00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:18,630 kept their secret for 40-plus years and 747 00:42:24,750 --> 00:42:21,370 you know this is how they repay me you 748 00:42:28,380 --> 00:42:24,760 know with screaming nightmares and yeah 749 00:42:31,530 --> 00:42:28,390 I just got to the point where I thought 750 00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:31,540 the right thing to do was to disclose it 751 00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:33,610 and disclose everything right right 752 00:42:37,500 --> 00:42:35,050 right 753 00:42:39,750 --> 00:42:37,510 Terry can you do me a favor and I hate 754 00:42:43,530 --> 00:42:39,760 to say something like this on the radio 755 00:42:45,180 --> 00:42:43,540 but hold your microphones still yes okay 756 00:42:52,200 --> 00:42:45,190 yeah just hold it still it's moving 757 00:42:55,470 --> 00:42:52,210 around in in your experience in law the 758 00:42:59,370 --> 00:42:55,480 evidence that you have now not only 759 00:43:01,290 --> 00:42:59,380 through memories and your testimony but 760 00:43:05,280 --> 00:43:01,300 you have some physical evidence too is 761 00:43:10,260 --> 00:43:05,290 that good enough in court to use as 762 00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:10,270 evidence to prove your case I think I 763 00:43:16,680 --> 00:43:12,970 could I I think if you gave me 12 men 764 00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:16,690 and women on a jury right then I could 765 00:43:20,670 --> 00:43:18,370 that I could present the evidence I 766 00:43:22,950 --> 00:43:20,680 could present the x-rays I could present 767 00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:22,960 the photograph of my niece showing 768 00:43:30,270 --> 00:43:28,450 there's no scar yeah I think I could do 769 00:43:32,910 --> 00:43:30,280 that I'm confident I could do that and I 770 00:43:34,710 --> 00:43:32,920 think I did yeah there's no question 771 00:43:39,030 --> 00:43:34,720 about it the evidence is overwhelming 772 00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:39,040 and and the the book is a great read by 773 00:43:44,100 --> 00:43:41,410 the way it's it's really well written 774 00:43:46,710 --> 00:43:44,110 and I it's highly recommended and we've 775 00:43:49,860 --> 00:43:46,720 got all the links up over to maturity Oh 776 00:43:51,720 --> 00:43:49,870 calm where to go and get the book so 777 00:43:55,230 --> 00:43:51,730 that being said I find that very 778 00:43:57,750 --> 00:43:55,240 interesting because I know that as a 779 00:44:00,540 --> 00:43:57,760 lawyer you were a defense attorney too 780 00:44:03,000 --> 00:44:00,550 as well but you know attorney general 781 00:44:06,750 --> 00:44:03,010 now you're in the process it's ID right 782 00:44:08,760 --> 00:44:06,760 you're prosecuting yeah and so you are 783 00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:08,770 presented with cases all the time but 784 00:44:13,350 --> 00:44:10,690 either have evidence that is strong 785 00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:13,360 enough or not and you are telling people 786 00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:15,850 all the time and we don't have anything 787 00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:16,850 here 788 00:44:20,950 --> 00:44:18,770 when you know that something has 789 00:44:24,340 --> 00:44:20,960 happened and you know but there's not 790 00:44:25,870 --> 00:44:24,350 enough there or you're handed stuff that 791 00:44:27,460 --> 00:44:25,880 has got all the evidence in the world 792 00:44:30,310 --> 00:44:27,470 and you know that you're gonna get your 793 00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:30,320 conviction and you know or not you know 794 00:44:34,510 --> 00:44:33,050 if you're a defense attorney but you are 795 00:44:37,240 --> 00:44:34,520 presented this stuff all the time 796 00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:37,250 and you feel that in your case you've 797 00:44:40,870 --> 00:44:38,810 got all you've got everything that you 798 00:44:44,050 --> 00:44:40,880 would need perfect apps yeah that's a 799 00:44:46,270 --> 00:44:44,060 great observation I'll tell you I 2012 800 00:44:48,490 --> 00:44:46,280 they discovered this thing and and for 801 00:44:51,310 --> 00:44:48,500 two years I was I was really in denial 802 00:44:56,260 --> 00:44:51,320 about it I just could not come to grips 803 00:44:58,630 --> 00:44:56,270 with it and what the tipping point was 804 00:45:00,930 --> 00:44:58,640 and people asked what you know how can 805 00:45:04,900 --> 00:45:00,940 you remember all this in such detail and 806 00:45:07,180 --> 00:45:04,910 the reason is is that when I returned 807 00:45:08,950 --> 00:45:07,190 from our camping trip you know we were 808 00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:08,960 we were injured and we were under 809 00:45:15,550 --> 00:45:13,490 investigation by the OSI and I thought 810 00:45:18,430 --> 00:45:15,560 it would be prudent to document 811 00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:18,440 everything everything that happened and 812 00:45:22,930 --> 00:45:21,410 I did because I thought you know if I'm 813 00:45:26,460 --> 00:45:22,940 gonna I'm going to be court-martialed 814 00:45:30,100 --> 00:45:26,470 for something I want to have a record 815 00:45:33,190 --> 00:45:30,110 and then afterward when the nightmares 816 00:45:35,620 --> 00:45:33,200 began my wife suggested to me why don't 817 00:45:38,590 --> 00:45:35,630 you keep a journal of these nightmares 818 00:45:41,770 --> 00:45:38,600 and I started doing that and I did that 819 00:45:45,670 --> 00:45:41,780 diligently and it was a replay of all 820 00:45:49,210 --> 00:45:45,680 these horrific memories just played over 821 00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:49,220 and over again but I jotted all that 822 00:45:54,700 --> 00:45:52,010 down those notebooks my wife kept and in 823 00:45:56,410 --> 00:45:54,710 2016 we thought they were lost in 2016 824 00:45:59,470 --> 00:45:56,420 she flew to Michigan to her storage 825 00:46:02,620 --> 00:45:59,480 locker we have there and she found my 826 00:46:06,100 --> 00:46:02,630 notebooks were there and some drawings 827 00:46:09,520 --> 00:46:06,110 that I had made were still there and 828 00:46:11,530 --> 00:46:09,530 back and that's that's what that's what 829 00:46:15,460 --> 00:46:11,540 gave me the evidence that's what gave me 830 00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:15,470 what I needed that was okay 831 00:46:20,890 --> 00:46:17,930 my father graduated from Western 832 00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:20,900 Michigan by the way did he yeah we lived 833 00:46:28,600 --> 00:46:23,090 on the campus there yeah he graduated 834 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:28,610 and uh I guess it would have been 71 71 835 00:46:33,230 --> 00:46:30,090 where did you go 836 00:46:37,670 --> 00:46:33,240 yeah but I went late in life I went in 837 00:46:39,950 --> 00:46:37,680 1990 oh you went 1990 right at the top 838 00:46:41,900 --> 00:46:39,960 of the hill okay so where the fountains 839 00:46:44,690 --> 00:46:41,910 are right then you know where the clock 840 00:46:48,740 --> 00:46:44,700 is right the fountains there's a road 841 00:46:52,580 --> 00:46:48,750 there that goes up the hill and at the 842 00:46:55,400 --> 00:46:52,590 top of the hill is redwood drive and we 843 00:46:57,770 --> 00:46:55,410 lived on that corner and I so from our 844 00:47:01,880 --> 00:46:57,780 front yard I could look down the hill 845 00:47:03,590 --> 00:47:01,890 into the mirror pool Wow yeah I can see 846 00:47:06,260 --> 00:47:03,600 that my mind's eye yeah I know right 847 00:47:07,910 --> 00:47:06,270 were you yep yep yep yeah yep lived 848 00:47:11,900 --> 00:47:07,920 right there beautiful campus by the way 849 00:47:15,230 --> 00:47:11,910 beautiful beautiful so okay so you 850 00:47:20,270 --> 00:47:15,240 wanted to go to 1979 first and so let's 851 00:47:24,520 --> 00:47:20,280 do that why go to 1979 because when I 852 00:47:30,980 --> 00:47:24,530 left the Air Force I took up running 853 00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:30,990 they called it jogging and they did yes 854 00:47:34,820 --> 00:47:33,210 you know you know if you think about it 855 00:47:37,760 --> 00:47:34,830 if you look at old pictures and movies 856 00:47:40,670 --> 00:47:37,770 you don't see anybody who's running 857 00:47:42,140 --> 00:47:40,680 who's not on an an athletic field or 858 00:47:44,210 --> 00:47:42,150 running away from something 859 00:47:49,880 --> 00:47:44,220 I mean people running out in the street 860 00:47:52,370 --> 00:47:49,890 was kind of a new concept so I started 861 00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:52,380 running and I noticed when I hit the 2 862 00:47:57,230 --> 00:47:54,690 mile mark and my run give or take a 863 00:47:59,990 --> 00:47:57,240 hundred yards with 50 yards every time 864 00:48:04,070 --> 00:48:00,000 there was a spot on my knee and my right 865 00:48:07,670 --> 00:48:04,080 thigh that would go totally numb Wow and 866 00:48:11,090 --> 00:48:07,680 I could take a pin when I finished my 867 00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:11,100 run and to find the outline it was 868 00:48:17,420 --> 00:48:13,650 circular about the size of a half dollar 869 00:48:20,090 --> 00:48:17,430 and every single time that I did my run 870 00:48:23,030 --> 00:48:20,100 and hit that 2 mile mark that numb spot 871 00:48:25,610 --> 00:48:23,040 I called it would come would come back 872 00:48:27,530 --> 00:48:25,620 and I asked a doctor about it 1980 he's 873 00:48:29,870 --> 00:48:27,540 thinking it doesn't bother you don't 874 00:48:32,240 --> 00:48:29,880 worry about it right so I didn't they 875 00:48:34,760 --> 00:48:32,250 didn't for 40 years but when they took 876 00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:34,770 that x-ray and it didn't hit me until 877 00:48:41,810 --> 00:48:37,170 I'm on the way home and it's like that's 878 00:48:43,710 --> 00:48:41,820 right underneath the numb spot and I 879 00:48:47,790 --> 00:48:43,720 made that connection 880 00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:47,800 well that has to have been in my leg at 881 00:48:58,080 --> 00:48:51,810 least as far back as 1979 right right 882 00:49:00,359 --> 00:48:58,090 you sent us a couple of images of what 883 00:49:04,890 --> 00:49:00,369 you sent us a bunch of the x-rays Rita 884 00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:04,900 is gonna post these and I want the 885 00:49:10,710 --> 00:49:07,090 audience to look at these as we're 886 00:49:14,580 --> 00:49:10,720 discuss we're discussing this when the 887 00:49:16,200 --> 00:49:14,590 doctor looked at the x-ray just like you 888 00:49:18,200 --> 00:49:16,210 being a lawyer when you're looking down 889 00:49:21,150 --> 00:49:18,210 at evidence and you have that aha moment 890 00:49:23,640 --> 00:49:21,160 you may not necessarily discuss it with 891 00:49:25,650 --> 00:49:23,650 your client but your mind gets going 892 00:49:29,070 --> 00:49:25,660 you're putting the puzzle pieces 893 00:49:30,960 --> 00:49:29,080 together what was your doctor's reaction 894 00:49:34,859 --> 00:49:30,970 when you know he's used to looking at 895 00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:34,869 x-rays and looking at stuff and what was 896 00:49:40,410 --> 00:49:38,050 his reaction to the reaction to the 897 00:49:45,510 --> 00:49:40,420 implants was from the radiologist and 898 00:49:48,510 --> 00:49:45,520 the I was in the x-ray room and the tech 899 00:49:50,550 --> 00:49:48,520 took a set of x-rays came out and asked 900 00:49:51,839 --> 00:49:50,560 mr. Lobley should you have a shrapnel 901 00:49:54,540 --> 00:49:51,849 wound or something 902 00:49:56,460 --> 00:49:54,550 I get my tear at the VA right in a car 903 00:49:58,020 --> 00:49:56,470 accident or something that maybe could 904 00:50:02,370 --> 00:49:58,030 account for a piece of metal being in 905 00:50:04,079 --> 00:50:02,380 your leg and I'm like no never and she 906 00:50:06,540 --> 00:50:04,089 was puzzled and she took a couple more 907 00:50:11,790 --> 00:50:06,550 films in a couple more and in total she 908 00:50:13,260 --> 00:50:11,800 took eight shots of my knee and she said 909 00:50:15,990 --> 00:50:13,270 I'm gonna have the radiologist come down 910 00:50:18,900 --> 00:50:16,000 and look at these and and he didn't guy 911 00:50:21,570 --> 00:50:18,910 came down and he popped popped one up on 912 00:50:25,349 --> 00:50:21,580 the view box the first shot the head-on 913 00:50:27,180 --> 00:50:25,359 shot popped it up on the view box and 914 00:50:29,390 --> 00:50:27,190 then he went over to me and poked me in 915 00:50:32,670 --> 00:50:29,400 the thigh and says it'll be right here 916 00:50:34,620 --> 00:50:32,680 and I said what'll be right here he says 917 00:50:36,089 --> 00:50:34,630 your scar there's a scar gonna be right 918 00:50:39,030 --> 00:50:36,099 here because that's where this thing 919 00:50:43,500 --> 00:50:39,040 entered your leg and said doctor I don't 920 00:50:45,390 --> 00:50:43,510 have a scar ASIS I you know insisted on 921 00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:45,400 examining my knee so I took my pants off 922 00:50:50,040 --> 00:50:47,650 again he looked at my knee he looks kind 923 00:50:51,930 --> 00:50:50,050 of confused he's yeah an intern there 924 00:50:55,079 --> 00:50:51,940 and he says you know get a black light 925 00:50:57,450 --> 00:50:55,089 and she came back with a handheld black 926 00:51:00,150 --> 00:50:57,460 light and 927 00:51:02,250 --> 00:51:00,160 killed the overheads and searched every 928 00:51:06,839 --> 00:51:02,260 inch of my knee every square inch of my 929 00:51:09,990 --> 00:51:06,849 knee for a scar and there was not there 930 00:51:13,470 --> 00:51:10,000 is not and I asked him I said doctor how 931 00:51:16,140 --> 00:51:13,480 often is it that you find a hard object 932 00:51:19,500 --> 00:51:16,150 embedded in someone's knee and no 933 00:51:22,980 --> 00:51:19,510 corresponding scar and his answer was 934 00:51:23,460 --> 00:51:22,990 never never happened before never seen 935 00:51:27,480 --> 00:51:23,470 it before 936 00:51:31,050 --> 00:51:27,490 your cat is funny I'm sorry oh I love it 937 00:51:36,180 --> 00:51:31,060 oh no no it's totally cool as I'm 938 00:51:37,950 --> 00:51:36,190 looking at these the object was you 939 00:51:39,839 --> 00:51:37,960 described it about the size of a 940 00:51:44,070 --> 00:51:39,849 fingernail 941 00:51:48,210 --> 00:51:44,080 give me some dimensions yes about the 942 00:51:52,740 --> 00:51:48,220 size of a fingernail then I think maybe 943 00:51:56,579 --> 00:51:52,750 paper-thin the two wires I I would love 944 00:52:00,660 --> 00:51:56,589 to know how far up they go but I don't 945 00:52:03,420 --> 00:52:00,670 have a clue and it hit me afterward that 946 00:52:06,329 --> 00:52:03,430 you know where the VA is an entity of 947 00:52:08,579 --> 00:52:06,339 the United States government sure but I 948 00:52:10,890 --> 00:52:08,589 can't complain about the quality of care 949 00:52:14,070 --> 00:52:10,900 I received from them receive good care 950 00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:14,080 from them but I was only able to secure 951 00:52:20,190 --> 00:52:17,290 two out of the eight x rays and I know 952 00:52:22,589 --> 00:52:20,200 that they took in a film of my leg 953 00:52:24,030 --> 00:52:22,599 higher up that's the film I would've 954 00:52:26,160 --> 00:52:24,040 loved to have seen because that's the 955 00:52:33,030 --> 00:52:26,170 film that I think would have shown where 956 00:52:37,740 --> 00:52:33,040 those wires led to now when it comes to 957 00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:37,750 implants and you know we all know Derrel 958 00:52:42,240 --> 00:52:39,490 Sims and Derrel Sims is a friend of 959 00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:42,250 yours and he's you know he's got a 960 00:52:48,870 --> 00:52:44,410 collection of them and and others out 961 00:52:52,260 --> 00:52:48,880 there I've always wanted that compelling 962 00:52:55,500 --> 00:52:52,270 thing it like wires you know something 963 00:52:59,040 --> 00:52:55,510 that was and yours had those how long 964 00:53:02,130 --> 00:52:59,050 were the two wires well you know they 965 00:53:04,020 --> 00:53:02,140 are as long as as the x-ray allows 966 00:53:06,329 --> 00:53:04,030 that's what I'm saying we don't we don't 967 00:53:10,950 --> 00:53:06,339 know because they end at the top of that 968 00:53:13,770 --> 00:53:10,960 film so there was a film that show 969 00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:13,780 my knee from above that point and and I 970 00:53:17,880 --> 00:53:16,450 don't have it and I would love to have 971 00:53:20,150 --> 00:53:17,890 that because that's the film that would 972 00:53:23,010 --> 00:53:20,160 show how far up those those wires went 973 00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:23,020 absolutely incredible absolutely 974 00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:28,210 incredible and now you had the implant 975 00:53:42,780 --> 00:53:39,690 removed well kind of continued in 2017 976 00:53:47,690 --> 00:53:42,790 and this is this is this is a little 977 00:53:51,990 --> 00:53:47,700 tough to wrap your head around I woke up 978 00:53:54,770 --> 00:53:52,000 and sitting in my living room 979 00:53:58,650 --> 00:53:54,780 sitting bolt upright in my chair and 980 00:54:01,470 --> 00:53:58,660 seated across from me is what I first 981 00:54:06,180 --> 00:54:01,480 took to be an Asian woman about four 982 00:54:10,950 --> 00:54:06,190 feet tall seated on my sofa in a 983 00:54:14,070 --> 00:54:10,960 non-threatening posture and I looked at 984 00:54:18,260 --> 00:54:14,080 her and I refer to her in the book as 985 00:54:22,050 --> 00:54:18,270 Betty and what's interesting is mr. Sims 986 00:54:26,610 --> 00:54:22,060 Betty has been spotted in Houston for 987 00:54:28,890 --> 00:54:26,620 the past 40 years the same entity I drew 988 00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:28,900 a picture of her and it's spot-on to 989 00:54:34,620 --> 00:54:31,770 what he has pictures from other people 990 00:54:41,250 --> 00:54:34,630 and this scent that he sat in my bedroom 991 00:54:43,380 --> 00:54:41,260 I in my living room and I was scared to 992 00:54:48,950 --> 00:54:43,390 death and they communicate 993 00:54:53,370 --> 00:54:48,960 telepathically so my first thought was 994 00:54:58,620 --> 00:54:53,380 my god that wig looks ridiculous that's 995 00:55:01,260 --> 00:54:58,630 you can't control your thoughts and she 996 00:55:02,640 --> 00:55:01,270 fired back into my head immediately I 997 00:55:04,680 --> 00:55:02,650 heard crystal clear 998 00:55:09,810 --> 00:55:04,690 it's the lat it's the same as the last 999 00:55:18,030 --> 00:55:09,820 time and I asked Erin I thought the last 1000 00:55:19,920 --> 00:55:18,040 time went and she said in 1987 and I had 1001 00:55:24,770 --> 00:55:19,930 some missing time during a motorcycle 1002 00:55:31,790 --> 00:55:30,200 I I was scared to death because I I 1003 00:55:34,490 --> 00:55:31,800 thought you know are these am I gonna be 1004 00:55:37,609 --> 00:55:34,500 abducted again am I you know I'd have to 1005 00:55:39,710 --> 00:55:37,619 go through that torture again and she 1006 00:55:41,890 --> 00:55:39,720 immediately fired back and said no you 1007 00:55:44,750 --> 00:55:41,900 know you're not gonna be taken tonight 1008 00:55:46,549 --> 00:55:44,760 and I I thought you know I wish I could 1009 00:55:48,140 --> 00:55:46,559 get a better look at her face and as 1010 00:55:50,630 --> 00:55:48,150 soon as I thought that she took her 1011 00:55:53,329 --> 00:55:50,640 glasses they had oversized glasses on 1012 00:55:58,160 --> 00:55:53,339 and I could see her face and her face 1013 00:56:04,190 --> 00:55:58,170 was familiar and I knew this woman this 1014 00:56:07,849 --> 00:56:04,200 entity I knew her and I believed that 1015 00:56:11,120 --> 00:56:07,859 this is the same creature entity hybrid 1016 00:56:16,609 --> 00:56:11,130 whatever you want to call her that I met 1017 00:56:19,910 --> 00:56:16,619 as a child and again in 1987 now I don't 1018 00:56:23,450 --> 00:56:19,920 recall her being a part of the 1977 1019 00:56:26,420 --> 00:56:23,460 abduction right and I had no memory of 1020 00:56:26,900 --> 00:56:26,430 the 1987 event other than what she told 1021 00:56:32,299 --> 00:56:26,910 me 1022 00:56:35,960 --> 00:56:32,309 but you knew her I did yeah yeah instant 1023 00:56:39,309 --> 00:56:35,970 recognition I find it very interesting 1024 00:56:45,829 --> 00:56:39,319 and compelling that you are saying her 1025 00:56:49,490 --> 00:56:45,839 so it when you say hybrid but was there 1026 00:56:54,170 --> 00:56:49,500 enough there that could she passes human 1027 00:56:57,410 --> 00:56:54,180 could she walk down the street yes yes 1028 00:57:00,980 --> 00:56:57,420 yeah very oversized glasses she would 1029 00:57:04,400 --> 00:57:00,990 appear to be a middle-aged Asian woman 1030 00:57:06,349 --> 00:57:04,410 Brian yeah I think she could walk down 1031 00:57:08,809 --> 00:57:06,359 the streets of Dallas stand in that 1032 00:57:11,900 --> 00:57:08,819 drawer crowd yeah now we're gonna be 1033 00:57:14,059 --> 00:57:11,910 headed towards a break and I when we 1034 00:57:15,620 --> 00:57:14,069 come back we're gonna go back to 1977 1035 00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:15,630 we're gonna talk about Devil's Den and 1036 00:57:19,630 --> 00:57:17,090 we're gonna go through all of those 1037 00:57:21,620 --> 00:57:19,640 [Music] 1038 00:57:22,970 --> 00:57:21,630 situations that you went through we're 1039 00:57:25,030 --> 00:57:22,980 gonna do that in just a second but I 1040 00:57:29,420 --> 00:57:25,040 want to stay with her before the break 1041 00:57:33,079 --> 00:57:29,430 were you were you scared or were you 1042 00:57:37,950 --> 00:57:33,089 comfortable you know I was terrified at 1043 00:57:40,470 --> 00:57:37,960 first and then I felt this calm 1044 00:57:42,780 --> 00:57:40,480 Shover me right and I had experienced 1045 00:57:46,500 --> 00:57:42,790 that before I had experienced that back 1046 00:57:48,870 --> 00:57:46,510 in 1977 whenever we first saw this thing 1047 00:57:51,060 --> 00:57:48,880 in the sky and I'll get to that but I 1048 00:57:53,790 --> 00:57:51,070 had this feeling of calm washed over me 1049 00:57:57,030 --> 00:57:53,800 and my wife is asleep in a bedroom just 1050 00:57:59,520 --> 00:57:57,040 down the hall and I think I could yell 1051 00:58:01,589 --> 00:57:59,530 for her and I thought you know no they 1052 00:58:02,960 --> 00:58:01,599 got that they got that handled too right 1053 00:58:06,210 --> 00:58:02,970 they do 1054 00:58:10,920 --> 00:58:06,220 so where did that were they was she 1055 00:58:14,640 --> 00:58:10,930 there for the implant she was there to 1056 00:58:19,170 --> 00:58:14,650 ask me not to write the book and to talk 1057 00:58:21,900 --> 00:58:19,180 publicly and I said what in the world 1058 00:58:23,790 --> 00:58:21,910 Who am I what makes my story any 1059 00:58:27,000 --> 00:58:23,800 different from anybody else there are 1060 00:58:28,560 --> 00:58:27,010 hundred books out there of people that 1061 00:58:34,970 --> 00:58:28,570 have experienced the same thing that 1062 00:58:43,890 --> 00:58:40,890 her hosts she refers to aliens as her 1063 00:58:44,880 --> 00:58:43,900 hosts no I don't know why but that's the 1064 00:58:48,359 --> 00:58:44,890 word she used 1065 00:58:50,310 --> 00:58:48,369 it's an ADD word I mean it could be you 1066 00:58:53,700 --> 00:58:50,320 know like a host welcoming a dinner 1067 00:58:56,940 --> 00:58:53,710 party it could be a a parasitic 1068 00:59:00,690 --> 00:58:56,950 relationship but she referred to the 1069 00:59:03,030 --> 00:59:00,700 aliens as her host and she said if you 1070 00:59:04,620 --> 00:59:03,040 write this book and continue to speak 1071 00:59:07,740 --> 00:59:04,630 they're going to come back and retrieve 1072 00:59:10,920 --> 00:59:07,750 these things from your legs and I said 1073 00:59:11,510 --> 00:59:10,930 legs I had no idea I had one in my left 1074 00:59:15,990 --> 00:59:11,520 leg 1075 00:59:19,020 --> 00:59:16,000 and I thought when you communicate 1076 00:59:19,770 --> 00:59:19,030 telepathically you cannot cannot control 1077 00:59:23,910 --> 00:59:19,780 your thought 1078 00:59:29,040 --> 00:59:23,920 no because and before I can finish a 1079 00:59:34,290 --> 00:59:29,050 thought she would answer it's amazing do 1080 00:59:36,870 --> 00:59:34,300 you say amazing I say creepy I mean 1081 00:59:38,430 --> 00:59:36,880 because you're naked right that's it you 1082 00:59:40,470 --> 00:59:38,440 can't control your thoughts and 1083 00:59:43,770 --> 00:59:40,480 whatever's gonna go through your mind 1084 00:59:46,020 --> 00:59:43,780 everybody knows and you know I asked her 1085 00:59:47,940 --> 00:59:46,030 that I addressed that issue of privacy I 1086 00:59:50,480 --> 00:59:47,950 said I'm not used to having my thoughts 1087 00:59:52,280 --> 00:59:50,490 open right and she said 1088 00:59:54,980 --> 00:59:52,290 just try it here you can keep them 1089 01:00:01,150 --> 00:59:54,990 private if you try now I think she said 1090 01:00:04,220 --> 01:00:01,160 that just to placate me yeah if if if 1091 01:00:06,380 --> 01:00:04,230 everybody had telepathy could you 1092 01:00:10,190 --> 01:00:06,390 imagine going into a restaurant how 1093 01:00:12,859 --> 01:00:10,200 noisy that would be right in order to 1094 01:00:17,170 --> 01:00:12,869 mean or a rock concert you know the 1095 01:00:21,230 --> 01:00:17,180 shopping mall some crowded area or work 1096 01:00:24,040 --> 01:00:21,240 you know yeah I I don't know so there 1097 01:00:27,710 --> 01:00:24,050 must be a way to block it out I guess 1098 01:00:29,660 --> 01:00:27,720 but you know you you would ask I was 1099 01:00:32,030 --> 01:00:29,670 gonna say about the implants I had to 1100 01:00:34,910 --> 01:00:32,040 thought about the implants I said you 1101 01:00:36,830 --> 01:00:34,920 know these things in my leg my god yeah 1102 01:00:38,770 --> 01:00:36,840 I thought crossed my mind how many 1103 01:00:41,780 --> 01:00:38,780 people have you put these things in and 1104 01:00:44,240 --> 01:00:41,790 and her answer just blew me away she 1105 01:00:48,230 --> 01:00:44,250 said many thousands over three 1106 01:00:50,750 --> 01:00:48,240 generations many thousands over at least 1107 01:00:55,700 --> 01:00:50,760 well that's a big number but she could 1108 01:00:57,710 --> 01:00:55,710 have said everybody she could have said 1109 01:01:00,800 --> 01:00:57,720 everybody let's take a break right here 1110 01:01:03,800 --> 01:01:00,810 Terry and when we come back we're gonna 1111 01:01:07,820 --> 01:01:03,810 go back to 1977 we're gonna start there 1112 01:01:09,800 --> 01:01:07,830 why Devil's Den and Devil's Den there's 1113 01:01:11,810 --> 01:01:09,810 been a lot of things going on up there 1114 01:01:13,849 --> 01:01:11,820 over the years too as well well we'll 1115 01:01:16,690 --> 01:01:13,859 address all of that our guest tonight 1116 01:01:19,460 --> 01:01:16,700 Terry Lovelace we're discussing his book 1117 01:01:22,040 --> 01:01:19,470 incident at Devil's Den compelling proof 1118 01:01:24,140 --> 01:01:22,050 of alien existence this is fade to black 1119 01:01:27,890 --> 01:01:24,150 I'm yours Jimmy Church on the game 1120 01:01:30,860 --> 01:01:27,900 changer network and kg RA the planet 1121 01:01:30,870 --> 01:01:47,560 [Music] 1122 01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:49,640 this is fade to black 1123 01:01:55,250 --> 01:01:51,570 with Jimmy Church on the game changer 1124 01:01:59,690 --> 01:01:55,260 radio network and kgr a the global radio 1125 01:02:02,570 --> 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involvement and then alien implant 1197 01:05:40,420 --> 01:05:37,710 discovered accidentally on x-ray Terry 1198 01:05:44,840 --> 01:05:40,430 is an attorney and former attorney 1199 01:05:46,880 --> 01:05:44,850 general assistant attorney general how 1200 01:05:48,800 --> 01:05:46,890 long were you at the assistant attorney 1201 01:05:54,320 --> 01:05:48,810 general for the state of Vermont 1202 01:05:56,360 --> 01:05:54,330 Terry five years five years but that's 1203 01:05:58,490 --> 01:05:56,370 that's a pretty intense gig you know 1204 01:06:02,210 --> 01:05:58,500 I don't know how much action goes down 1205 01:06:04,880 --> 01:06:02,220 in Vermont but nonetheless yeah you know 1206 01:06:07,160 --> 01:06:04,890 it it was and you know I had an 1207 01:06:09,770 --> 01:06:07,170 opportunity to retire early and I had 1208 01:06:12,110 --> 01:06:09,780 some heart problems and I thought you 1209 01:06:16,100 --> 01:06:12,120 know I'm gonna do this I'm gonna retire 1210 01:06:19,070 --> 01:06:16,110 and it was the right decision i watch 1211 01:06:21,020 --> 01:06:19,080 the TV show billions right it's it's 1212 01:06:24,290 --> 01:06:21,030 pretty cool and they had the season 1213 01:06:26,780 --> 01:06:24,300 finale last night but it's all about the 1214 01:06:29,690 --> 01:06:26,790 AG the assistant AG the Southern 1215 01:06:32,630 --> 01:06:29,700 District Manhattan right I gotta tell 1216 01:06:35,990 --> 01:06:32,640 you that's that's about as an intense of 1217 01:06:38,780 --> 01:06:36,000 a gig as anyone could encounter in it 1218 01:06:41,780 --> 01:06:38,790 you know at the federal level like that 1219 01:06:46,580 --> 01:06:41,790 lots of pressure and for you 1220 01:06:52,150 --> 01:06:46,590 if-if-if another assistant AG came in 1221 01:06:55,670 --> 01:06:52,160 and said to you a story similar to yours 1222 01:06:59,150 --> 01:06:55,680 what would you think I mean this person 1223 01:07:01,490 --> 01:06:59,160 is crazy or did you have an open mind 1224 01:07:03,380 --> 01:07:01,500 and and you would sit down and listen to 1225 01:07:06,830 --> 01:07:03,390 somebody with an experience like this I 1226 01:07:11,570 --> 01:07:06,840 wouldn't believe a word out of my office 1227 01:07:13,220 --> 01:07:11,580 right right right happened to me I mean 1228 01:07:15,320 --> 01:07:13,230 I can understand why people were 1229 01:07:18,290 --> 01:07:15,330 skeptical I would be skeptical if it 1230 01:07:21,620 --> 01:07:18,300 hadn't happened to me right but it did 1231 01:07:26,870 --> 01:07:21,630 now why Devil's Den let's go back to 1232 01:07:30,560 --> 01:07:26,880 1977 how old were you in 77 I was 22 1233 01:07:33,860 --> 01:07:30,570 years old in the Air Force yes you're in 1234 01:07:37,610 --> 01:07:33,870 the air force and why did you guys pick 1235 01:07:41,060 --> 01:07:37,620 Devil's Den at the time I was working 1236 01:07:42,680 --> 01:07:41,070 with I was working in the emergency room 1237 01:07:45,320 --> 01:07:42,690 with a good friend of mine we worked the 1238 01:07:49,460 --> 01:07:45,330 night shift Oh three and a half years or 1239 01:07:52,580 --> 01:07:49,470 so driving an ambulance together and we 1240 01:07:54,470 --> 01:07:52,590 were a team and over the time we worked 1241 01:07:56,960 --> 01:07:54,480 together we became friends and 1242 01:08:00,110 --> 01:07:56,970 socialized I refer to him as Tobias in 1243 01:08:02,630 --> 01:08:00,120 the book right and we became you know 1244 01:08:05,060 --> 01:08:02,640 good good friends we socialized barbecue 1245 01:08:09,320 --> 01:08:05,070 you know play cards his wife knew my 1246 01:08:12,380 --> 01:08:09,330 wife etc and one day he came to me in 1247 01:08:16,090 --> 01:08:12,390 the spring of 77 and said hey man I got 1248 01:08:18,860 --> 01:08:16,100 an idea let's go camping I said what you 1249 01:08:20,630 --> 01:08:18,870 nuts Toby we're City boys I mean you 1250 01:08:22,640 --> 01:08:20,640 know I grew up in st. Louis you grew up 1251 01:08:26,360 --> 01:08:22,650 in Flint what do we know about camping 1252 01:08:29,630 --> 01:08:26,370 right and he knew that I was an amateur 1253 01:08:33,140 --> 01:08:29,640 photographer edible black and white 1254 01:08:36,320 --> 01:08:33,150 darkroom set up in my home and I love to 1255 01:08:40,550 --> 01:08:36,330 take photographs of eagles and wildlife 1256 01:08:42,290 --> 01:08:40,560 and you know within 30 minutes within an 1257 01:08:45,440 --> 01:08:42,300 hour of Whiteman Air Force Base there 1258 01:08:47,810 --> 01:08:45,450 are a half a dozen beautiful parks but 1259 01:08:50,990 --> 01:08:47,820 Toby was insistent he said man this is 1260 01:08:52,610 --> 01:08:51,000 the place we have to go and I'm like you 1261 01:08:54,860 --> 01:08:52,620 know told me it's a long way to go why 1262 01:08:59,360 --> 01:08:54,870 why why go down there and he says just 1263 01:09:02,780 --> 01:08:59,370 just think about it and I did 1264 01:09:05,240 --> 01:09:02,790 and the thought of it I was dismissive 1265 01:09:08,000 --> 01:09:05,250 of it at first and in 48 hours something 1266 01:09:13,390 --> 01:09:08,010 well maybe it might be fun and in it's 1267 01:09:19,849 --> 01:09:13,400 72 hours I'm like yeah I want to go well 1268 01:09:23,329 --> 01:09:19,859 it was a compulsion we felt compelled to 1269 01:09:27,680 --> 01:09:23,339 go it reminds me of Dreyfuss in Close 1270 01:09:30,800 --> 01:09:27,690 Encounters right yeah yeah so you guys 1271 01:09:34,720 --> 01:09:30,810 get camping gear and you head to Devil's 1272 01:09:40,300 --> 01:09:34,730 Den we get camping gear we drive south 1273 01:09:43,970 --> 01:09:40,310 across the border and there's a 1274 01:09:45,519 --> 01:09:43,980 campground and Toby's like you know 1275 01:09:49,130 --> 01:09:45,529 we don't want to stay at a campground 1276 01:09:49,910 --> 01:09:49,140 now we're supposed to do it's the nine 1277 01:09:52,220 --> 01:09:49,920 and Isis 1278 01:09:53,599 --> 01:09:52,230 let's have a wilderness adventure where 1279 01:09:55,070 --> 01:09:53,609 we are we've never been camping in our 1280 01:09:57,530 --> 01:09:55,080 life and he's talking about wilderness 1281 01:09:59,780 --> 01:09:57,540 adventure I'm all for it 1282 01:10:02,479 --> 01:09:59,790 he's like let's find a nice place with 1283 01:10:04,820 --> 01:10:02,489 some high ground with nobody around us 1284 01:10:06,860 --> 01:10:04,830 you can photograph Eagles he was an 1285 01:10:09,500 --> 01:10:06,870 amateur astronomer he was told he was 1286 01:10:14,479 --> 01:10:09,510 just fixated he lived to watch the night 1287 01:10:17,830 --> 01:10:14,489 sky and he said you know I can star 1288 01:10:20,390 --> 01:10:17,840 watch you can take some photographs and 1289 01:10:22,310 --> 01:10:20,400 you know who knows maybe we'll enjoy it 1290 01:10:25,160 --> 01:10:22,320 we'll bring our wives for the next trip 1291 01:10:31,820 --> 01:10:25,170 and Toby just sold me on the idea and 1292 01:10:34,550 --> 01:10:31,830 see it became an obsession to grow so we 1293 01:10:38,000 --> 01:10:34,560 we got there we drove down and got there 1294 01:10:39,890 --> 01:10:38,010 and we skirted the park rangers we 1295 01:10:44,150 --> 01:10:39,900 stopped by the visitors center so Toby 1296 01:10:45,830 --> 01:10:44,160 could snag a little map of the park but 1297 01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:45,840 you know he almost didn't need it it was 1298 01:10:50,990 --> 01:10:48,330 like he knew where to go I mean in 1299 01:10:54,650 --> 01:10:51,000 retrospect looking back at it after he a 1300 01:10:57,200 --> 01:10:54,660 year or two it was an odd series of 1301 01:11:01,130 --> 01:10:57,210 events but he he knew where to go I 1302 01:11:02,570 --> 01:11:01,140 swear to God and we we went to a part we 1303 01:11:06,170 --> 01:11:02,580 went to a part of the park with a road 1304 01:11:08,960 --> 01:11:06,180 degraded from pavement to gravel to just 1305 01:11:12,920 --> 01:11:08,970 ruts and into a chain across the road 1306 01:11:15,560 --> 01:11:12,930 and Toby hopped out the chain had just 1307 01:11:17,870 --> 01:11:15,570 left on a link are draped around the 1308 01:11:20,630 --> 01:11:17,880 post so he just lifted it up dropped it 1309 01:11:21,770 --> 01:11:20,640 and we drove on through and boy we felt 1310 01:11:26,360 --> 01:11:21,780 terrific 1311 01:11:28,520 --> 01:11:26,370 and we felt on top of the world and Toby 1312 01:11:32,390 --> 01:11:28,530 made a note you get to a bank envelope 1313 01:11:33,080 --> 01:11:32,400 and a pencil and kept a map of where we 1314 01:11:35,570 --> 01:11:33,090 were going 1315 01:11:37,460 --> 01:11:35,580 which we didn't know I'm like not 1316 01:11:40,700 --> 01:11:37,470 valuable that would be in just a little 1317 01:11:42,530 --> 01:11:40,710 while but he was always the Navigator 1318 01:11:44,300 --> 01:11:42,540 when we drove an ambulance I I had no 1319 01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:44,310 sense of direction his sense of 1320 01:11:51,770 --> 01:11:48,570 direction was unerring and he he led us 1321 01:11:54,170 --> 01:11:51,780 up to we were going in our steep grade 1322 01:11:56,979 --> 01:11:54,180 upward and we crested the top of this 1323 01:12:00,459 --> 01:11:56,989 hill and here is this I call it a meadow 1324 01:12:04,060 --> 01:12:00,469 and there were late blooming wildflowers 1325 01:12:08,319 --> 01:12:04,070 and grass and it was just beautiful and 1326 01:12:10,750 --> 01:12:08,329 it was an ideal place to probably 1327 01:12:11,410 --> 01:12:10,760 photograph Eagles and scenery it was 1328 01:12:14,529 --> 01:12:11,420 gorgeous 1329 01:12:16,689 --> 01:12:14,539 I felt OB I said this is great you know 1330 01:12:19,029 --> 01:12:16,699 what's I wanted to set up camp right in 1331 01:12:21,250 --> 01:12:19,039 the middle of the meadow and he's like 1332 01:12:23,410 --> 01:12:21,260 no no no we can't do that don't do set 1333 01:12:26,649 --> 01:12:23,420 up over here by the edge of the tree 1334 01:12:30,850 --> 01:12:26,659 line and we argued about it he was 1335 01:12:33,879 --> 01:12:30,860 insistent and that would be the reason 1336 01:12:36,100 --> 01:12:33,889 for that would come out so so later so 1337 01:12:39,700 --> 01:12:36,110 we instead of staying in the matter we 1338 01:12:43,600 --> 01:12:39,710 stayed back along the tree line and we 1339 01:12:47,049 --> 01:12:43,610 went Toby wanted to set up camp right 1340 01:12:49,000 --> 01:12:47,059 away and I said no no no I want to take 1341 01:12:51,669 --> 01:12:49,010 a hike I want to stretch my legs a 1342 01:12:53,140 --> 01:12:51,679 little bit so we took a hike and we 1343 01:12:56,459 --> 01:12:53,150 walked and we looked around a little bit 1344 01:12:59,350 --> 01:12:56,469 and there was a limestone Bluff there 1345 01:13:02,470 --> 01:12:59,360 that we got to we did about three or 1346 01:13:06,489 --> 01:13:02,480 four mile hike laid down in this Bluff 1347 01:13:10,270 --> 01:13:06,499 and both of us fell asleep which was 1348 01:13:12,669 --> 01:13:10,280 kind of crazy because I was tired from 1349 01:13:13,839 --> 01:13:12,679 the drive but I wasn't sleepy I 1350 01:13:16,899 --> 01:13:13,849 shouldn't have been drowsy 1351 01:13:19,060 --> 01:13:16,909 mm-hmm but we slept for a couple hours 1352 01:13:20,830 --> 01:13:19,070 and woke up and realized hey we better 1353 01:13:23,609 --> 01:13:20,840 get back and set up camp before it gets 1354 01:13:26,200 --> 01:13:23,619 dark out here or we're lost in the woods 1355 01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:26,210 so we hustle when we get back we set up 1356 01:13:33,459 --> 01:13:31,010 a camp and you know we could get little 1357 01:13:35,979 --> 01:13:33,469 three-man tent put up I had a fire put 1358 01:13:39,160 --> 01:13:35,989 together and we're laying around in 1359 01:13:40,810 --> 01:13:39,170 these air mattresses and I'm thinking 1360 01:13:44,500 --> 01:13:40,820 remember I say in the Toby you know this 1361 01:13:46,419 --> 01:13:44,510 must be the lure of camping you know we 1362 01:13:51,970 --> 01:13:46,429 roasted some hot dogs and it was nice 1363 01:13:54,129 --> 01:13:51,980 and I noticed that the forest in back of 1364 01:13:57,669 --> 01:13:54,139 us had been loud there had been like 1365 01:14:00,239 --> 01:13:57,679 tree frogs and crickets and all the 1366 01:14:06,910 --> 01:14:00,249 night noises you hear in forest life 1367 01:14:08,950 --> 01:14:06,920 yeah and that almost all stopped and and 1368 01:14:10,339 --> 01:14:08,960 then only stopped it was called there 1369 01:14:13,550 --> 01:14:10,349 was no breeze even 1370 01:14:15,649 --> 01:14:13,560 it's a Toby you know the crickets you 1371 01:14:17,959 --> 01:14:15,659 know word with the crickets in the tree 1372 01:14:19,520 --> 01:14:17,969 frogs going you know what what and he's 1373 01:14:21,530 --> 01:14:19,530 like nah don't worry about it it's just 1374 01:14:22,790 --> 01:14:21,540 look we're laughing he cut now he says 1375 01:14:26,709 --> 01:14:22,800 just give him a while they'll be back 1376 01:14:31,430 --> 01:14:26,719 he'll come back but it left me uneasy 1377 01:14:34,640 --> 01:14:31,440 and they change the subject and we're 1378 01:14:37,490 --> 01:14:34,650 just we're just chatting and Toby jerks 1379 01:14:40,370 --> 01:14:37,500 his head to the left and he's staring at 1380 01:14:43,819 --> 01:14:40,380 something and he asked me says hey were 1381 01:14:46,010 --> 01:14:43,829 those there before and like what were 1382 01:14:49,339 --> 01:14:46,020 you talking about it and he points to 1383 01:14:53,479 --> 01:14:49,349 the western sky alone horizon and there 1384 01:14:57,500 --> 01:14:53,489 are three stars in the perfect little 1385 01:14:59,450 --> 01:14:57,510 triangle and you're just about there all 1386 01:15:02,870 --> 01:14:59,460 the same brightness they are just about 1387 01:15:05,209 --> 01:15:02,880 as bright as the North Star but they're 1388 01:15:07,640 --> 01:15:05,219 sitting low in the horizon where it 1389 01:15:09,979 --> 01:15:07,650 could have been and we were debating 1390 01:15:12,010 --> 01:15:09,989 where these these couldn't be aircraft 1391 01:15:15,260 --> 01:15:12,020 lights we knew a little body aircraft 1392 01:15:18,740 --> 01:15:15,270 nothing in that configuration and while 1393 01:15:22,459 --> 01:15:18,750 we're debating this it moves and it 1394 01:15:25,129 --> 01:15:22,469 turns like it's on an axis and that's 1395 01:15:30,879 --> 01:15:25,139 about a three quarter turn and we are 1396 01:15:34,760 --> 01:15:30,889 like whoa we're all struck so it spins 1397 01:15:39,530 --> 01:15:34,770 from the center all three just just 1398 01:15:43,430 --> 01:15:39,540 rotate rotate in unison wow-whee and 1399 01:15:46,040 --> 01:15:43,440 then it started to climb and we were I 1400 01:15:48,550 --> 01:15:46,050 said Toby if this is three independent 1401 01:15:53,149 --> 01:15:48,560 lights somebody is choreographed just 1402 01:15:55,780 --> 01:15:53,159 beautifully every single object and he 1403 01:15:58,729 --> 01:15:55,790 agreed with me and we we watched it and 1404 01:16:01,069 --> 01:15:58,739 as it went up in the sky the higher it 1405 01:16:03,470 --> 01:16:01,079 got the bigger it got and the three 1406 01:16:07,640 --> 01:16:03,480 points the lights just expanded and it 1407 01:16:10,069 --> 01:16:07,650 just it grew this the stars all remained 1408 01:16:14,300 --> 01:16:10,079 equidistant to one another but it got 1409 01:16:16,729 --> 01:16:14,310 bigger and Toby noticed that inside the 1410 01:16:19,490 --> 01:16:16,739 triangle was much darker it was jet 1411 01:16:24,170 --> 01:16:19,500 black yeah you talked about that in the 1412 01:16:25,820 --> 01:16:24,180 book that as it appeared to be solid you 1413 01:16:28,280 --> 01:16:25,830 thought it was three independent lights 1414 01:16:30,020 --> 01:16:28,290 or whatever but now it's passing in 1415 01:16:33,320 --> 01:16:30,030 front of stars and it's blocking out the 1416 01:16:38,120 --> 01:16:33,330 stars so now you realize that this is a 1417 01:16:42,260 --> 01:16:38,130 solid object exactly exactly and this is 1418 01:16:46,970 --> 01:16:42,270 the point where I went from feeling 1419 01:16:52,690 --> 01:16:46,980 uneasy about this the silence to calm 1420 01:16:55,100 --> 01:16:52,700 and I felt this calm wash over me and I 1421 01:16:58,010 --> 01:16:55,110 maybe I remember I asked Toby I said 1422 01:17:01,250 --> 01:16:58,020 Toby are you afraid he's like no I'm and 1423 01:17:01,990 --> 01:17:01,260 I'm not afraid are you afraid no thanks 1424 01:17:06,590 --> 01:17:02,000 good 1425 01:17:10,070 --> 01:17:06,600 and I'm like Toby you know you're the 1426 01:17:13,460 --> 01:17:10,080 astronomer well what is that thing and 1427 01:17:17,990 --> 01:17:13,470 he never answered me and it got bigger 1428 01:17:24,980 --> 01:17:18,000 and bigger and Jimmy it was enormous 1429 01:17:30,680 --> 01:17:24,990 I can't I did a drawing to scale tried 1430 01:17:34,580 --> 01:17:30,690 to do it to scale this thing yeah it was 1431 01:17:38,060 --> 01:17:34,590 parked about 3,000 feet 1432 01:17:42,320 --> 01:17:38,070 I'm guessing overhead and I would guess 1433 01:17:43,660 --> 01:17:42,330 that each leg of the triangle was a city 1434 01:17:49,340 --> 01:17:43,670 block in length 1435 01:17:52,820 --> 01:17:49,350 and it was easily five stories tall and 1436 01:17:56,620 --> 01:17:52,830 on each point there was a light panel 1437 01:18:01,190 --> 01:17:56,630 that ran from the bottom to the top and 1438 01:18:03,620 --> 01:18:01,200 there were were lights that's where the 1439 01:18:06,380 --> 01:18:03,630 and I remember these lights would run up 1440 01:18:07,790 --> 01:18:06,390 and down that light bar and I remember 1441 01:18:10,010 --> 01:18:07,800 thinking that's what must give the 1442 01:18:13,790 --> 01:18:10,020 illusion of a star twinkling when it's 1443 01:18:15,740 --> 01:18:13,800 up high in the sky but we're sitting 1444 01:18:18,500 --> 01:18:15,750 there on his air mattresses it's 3,000 1445 01:18:20,810 --> 01:18:18,510 feet over our heads and we are almost to 1446 01:18:24,830 --> 01:18:20,820 the point of disinterested we are 1447 01:18:27,530 --> 01:18:24,840 absolutely near apathetic and we're 1448 01:18:30,620 --> 01:18:27,540 laying there and and just watching this 1449 01:18:33,590 --> 01:18:30,630 thing and Toby has the flashlight in 1450 01:18:36,800 --> 01:18:33,600 this hand and he said something like I'm 1451 01:18:37,379 --> 01:18:36,810 gonna signal this thing I was going to 1452 01:18:39,779 --> 01:18:37,389 grab it from 1453 01:18:41,580 --> 01:18:39,789 him but I was her quick enough and he 1454 01:18:44,009 --> 01:18:41,590 turned it on a couple times and shined 1455 01:18:48,060 --> 01:18:44,019 it right in the middle of this thing and 1456 01:18:51,209 --> 01:18:48,070 as soon as he did from the center of 1457 01:18:53,040 --> 01:18:51,219 this triangle came a beam of light and 1458 01:18:55,649 --> 01:18:53,050 it just appeared like it just like 1459 01:18:57,899 --> 01:18:55,659 someone flipped the switch and it was a 1460 01:19:00,299 --> 01:18:57,909 visible beam of light when I say visible 1461 01:19:02,729 --> 01:19:00,309 I mean and I could like buy a high-power 1462 01:19:04,979 --> 01:19:02,739 searchlight cutting through fog right 1463 01:19:07,319 --> 01:19:04,989 you can see the beam right right that's 1464 01:19:10,979 --> 01:19:07,329 the way this was and it was about the 1465 01:19:13,409 --> 01:19:10,989 diameter of a softball and it it just 1466 01:19:17,040 --> 01:19:13,419 flipped on and it landed square in the 1467 01:19:21,060 --> 01:19:17,050 middle of our now almost dead campfire 1468 01:19:25,100 --> 01:19:21,070 holy crap and you know we should have 1469 01:19:29,639 --> 01:19:25,110 been yeah we should have been hysterical 1470 01:19:33,719 --> 01:19:29,649 and I think I think I said something 1471 01:19:37,100 --> 01:19:33,729 like that's pretty cool now you you and 1472 01:19:41,669 --> 01:19:37,110 Toby are in the the bleep in Air Force 1473 01:19:45,689 --> 01:19:41,679 you guys know what we have or you're 1474 01:19:48,000 --> 01:19:45,699 supposed to what did you guys discuss 1475 01:19:51,149 --> 01:19:48,010 this at that point you know the famous 1476 01:19:56,279 --> 01:19:51,159 us or them you know conversation what is 1477 01:19:59,100 --> 01:19:56,289 this no didn't do it and now I'm looking 1478 01:20:01,409 --> 01:19:59,110 at one of your drawings and of this 1479 01:20:05,250 --> 01:20:01,419 craft and we've got it posted and it's a 1480 01:20:08,339 --> 01:20:05,260 great drawing great recall there is I 1481 01:20:12,299 --> 01:20:08,349 have a couple of questions and each one 1482 01:20:17,299 --> 01:20:12,309 of the panels on the sides it looks like 1483 01:20:20,279 --> 01:20:17,309 the everything is in a triangle shape 1484 01:20:22,429 --> 01:20:20,289 right it's not a triangle shape what's 1485 01:20:25,979 --> 01:20:22,439 the word I'm trying to like it's a 1486 01:20:29,790 --> 01:20:25,989 parallelogram but it's not is that the 1487 01:20:32,040 --> 01:20:29,800 way it was represented you know the the 1488 01:20:35,429 --> 01:20:32,050 grid the squares it's smaller on one 1489 01:20:37,859 --> 01:20:35,439 side and bigger on them you know so 1490 01:20:39,870 --> 01:20:37,869 that's the way it was shaped that's 1491 01:20:43,649 --> 01:20:39,880 that's the way it was shaped I tried to 1492 01:20:45,449 --> 01:20:43,659 draw that to scale there the the the 1493 01:20:47,609 --> 01:20:45,459 lights and the craft is smaller on 1494 01:20:49,250 --> 01:20:47,619 either in because it is farther away 1495 01:20:51,800 --> 01:20:49,260 right 1496 01:20:56,000 --> 01:20:51,810 but you understand what I'm saying that 1497 01:21:02,570 --> 01:20:56,010 was the shape of this this area on the 1498 01:21:05,240 --> 01:21:02,580 side this I'm I'm at a loss for words 1499 01:21:06,500 --> 01:21:05,250 trying to describe this but it's not the 1500 01:21:09,170 --> 01:21:06,510 same 1501 01:21:10,729 --> 01:21:09,180 you've got the sides or scar you know or 1502 01:21:13,040 --> 01:21:10,739 square you know it's rectangular the 1503 01:21:16,280 --> 01:21:13,050 sides of the crowd but the inside area 1504 01:21:17,900 --> 01:21:16,290 with the grid is smaller on one side and 1505 01:21:21,190 --> 01:21:17,910 bigger on the other so that it was 1506 01:21:25,340 --> 01:21:21,200 shaped like that yes very interesting 1507 01:21:28,670 --> 01:21:25,350 very very very interesting and what what 1508 01:21:34,450 --> 01:21:28,680 do you think those were I don't have a 1509 01:21:38,240 --> 01:21:34,460 clue yeah we didn't really get the look 1510 01:21:39,830 --> 01:21:38,250 this is before the thing came down and 1511 01:21:41,690 --> 01:21:39,840 we could really see it right right 1512 01:21:44,570 --> 01:21:41,700 because we're looking at it it's above 1513 01:21:49,340 --> 01:21:44,580 the sky it's up in the sky still right 1514 01:21:52,400 --> 01:21:49,350 and the the the light that came down and 1515 01:21:54,500 --> 01:21:52,410 hit the camp higher higher right 1516 01:21:58,190 --> 01:21:54,510 lasted maybe a minute or two and then it 1517 01:22:02,140 --> 01:21:58,200 slipped off and immediately in its place 1518 01:22:05,540 --> 01:22:02,150 came this laser beam light thing ultra 1519 01:22:08,330 --> 01:22:05,550 purplish bluish laser beams were kind of 1520 01:22:11,360 --> 01:22:08,340 a new concept in 1977 I mean I'd seen 1521 01:22:14,060 --> 01:22:11,370 them on television but this thing came 1522 01:22:19,300 --> 01:22:14,070 from the center of the crap just like 1523 01:22:23,000 --> 01:22:19,310 the the white light came from and it 1524 01:22:26,479 --> 01:22:23,010 would flick on and land at a spot and 1525 01:22:29,479 --> 01:22:26,489 then flip off for a millisecond and then 1526 01:22:32,450 --> 01:22:29,489 flip back on at another place and in 1527 01:22:35,840 --> 01:22:32,460 that manner it darted all around a camp 1528 01:22:38,870 --> 01:22:35,850 site and I know that it hit me you know 1529 01:22:41,780 --> 01:22:38,880 two or three times I know it hit Toby it 1530 01:22:43,490 --> 01:22:41,790 hit our car and in the tent and I guess 1531 01:22:46,300 --> 01:22:43,500 that was some kind of scanner yeah 1532 01:22:50,500 --> 01:22:46,310 mapping yeah yeah some kind of scanner 1533 01:22:54,920 --> 01:22:50,510 and you also described before we move on 1534 01:22:59,630 --> 01:22:54,930 that it the craft was matte black like 1535 01:23:02,180 --> 01:22:59,640 flat black underneath yes yes and it was 1536 01:23:03,149 --> 01:23:02,190 it was night but the light panels on the 1537 01:23:06,029 --> 01:23:03,159 side 1538 01:23:10,259 --> 01:23:06,039 lift the thing up enough that we could 1539 01:23:14,879 --> 01:23:10,269 see that the body of it was matte black 1540 01:23:17,399 --> 01:23:14,889 yeah any windows yes yes the windows and 1541 01:23:19,859 --> 01:23:17,409 some were lit and at the very top I 1542 01:23:24,239 --> 01:23:19,869 don't do a good job of illustrating that 1543 01:23:26,339 --> 01:23:24,249 at the very top there were way almost 1544 01:23:28,020 --> 01:23:26,349 like an observation deck or something 1545 01:23:31,020 --> 01:23:28,030 yeah you've got little dudes there 1546 01:23:32,879 --> 01:23:31,030 looking out you could see them you know 1547 01:23:35,339 --> 01:23:32,889 we couldn't actually see we could see 1548 01:23:40,649 --> 01:23:35,349 shadows right but I couldn't actually 1549 01:23:43,469 --> 01:23:40,659 make out forms now if this thing was the 1550 01:23:45,569 --> 01:23:43,479 size that you think it was you know you 1551 01:23:47,489 --> 01:23:45,579 know city block on a site you know 3,000 1552 01:23:50,939 --> 01:23:47,499 feet or what of it it's ginormous 1553 01:23:53,969 --> 01:23:50,949 five stories tall these light panels on 1554 01:23:58,469 --> 01:23:53,979 each corner these are five story tall 1555 01:24:00,959 --> 01:23:58,479 light panels correct correct it just 1556 01:24:06,179 --> 01:24:00,969 must have been phenomenal to see this 1557 01:24:08,819 --> 01:24:06,189 and and huge well you know I I want to 1558 01:24:11,669 --> 01:24:08,829 get to where it comes down yeah and and 1559 01:24:14,209 --> 01:24:11,679 also you describe the sound too really 1560 01:24:19,439 --> 01:24:14,219 well in the book what were you hearing 1561 01:24:22,529 --> 01:24:19,449 well it should state that after the blue 1562 01:24:25,949 --> 01:24:22,539 light went out Toby said show's over and 1563 01:24:29,129 --> 01:24:25,959 we went to bed we went inside the tent 1564 01:24:30,569 --> 01:24:29,139 went to sleep with this thing 3,000 feet 1565 01:24:34,080 --> 01:24:30,579 overhead we went inside and with the 1566 01:24:35,969 --> 01:24:34,090 sleep and I remember I laid down and I 1567 01:24:37,739 --> 01:24:35,979 thought my last thought conscious 1568 01:24:43,529 --> 01:24:37,749 thought was that Toby was wrong - 1569 01:24:47,939 --> 01:24:43,539 crickets never came back I hit my pillow 1570 01:24:53,060 --> 01:24:47,949 and I was I was out and then sometime 1571 01:24:56,060 --> 01:24:53,070 about 3:00 a.m. I'm again I'm woke up by 1572 01:25:01,529 --> 01:24:56,070 incredible flashes of brilliant light 1573 01:25:04,620 --> 01:25:01,539 yellow and greenish light and it wakes 1574 01:25:06,959 --> 01:25:04,630 me up and I'm thinking these must be 1575 01:25:08,040 --> 01:25:06,969 like overhead lights from a park rangers 1576 01:25:10,500 --> 01:25:08,050 truck or something 1577 01:25:13,169 --> 01:25:10,510 and this droning sound this droning 1578 01:25:15,299 --> 01:25:13,179 sound was it's like standing next to a 1579 01:25:16,380 --> 01:25:15,309 diesel locomotive or a big piece of 1580 01:25:18,480 --> 01:25:16,390 equipment 1581 01:25:20,750 --> 01:25:18,490 right it's not so much loud as it is 1582 01:25:26,160 --> 01:25:20,760 powerful you can feel it in your chest 1583 01:25:28,680 --> 01:25:26,170 and Toby's on his knees and he's peering 1584 01:25:31,140 --> 01:25:28,690 out the tent and I could see in these 1585 01:25:36,360 --> 01:25:31,150 flashes of life there's streams of tears 1586 01:25:38,640 --> 01:25:36,370 down his face and I'm in a I'm in a fog 1587 01:25:41,970 --> 01:25:38,650 I'm having trouble getting my wits about 1588 01:25:47,250 --> 01:25:41,980 me and I realize I'm in a lot of pain 1589 01:25:51,630 --> 01:25:47,260 and I'm like Toby what and Shh and he 1590 01:25:55,770 --> 01:25:51,640 shushed me and I I could hear rustling 1591 01:25:58,010 --> 01:25:55,780 outside and he whispered something the 1592 01:26:00,840 --> 01:25:58,020 effect uh they're still out there and 1593 01:26:04,830 --> 01:26:00,850 I'm like who is it Toby Park Ranger 1594 01:26:07,380 --> 01:26:04,840 who's out there and I I got to my knees 1595 01:26:10,800 --> 01:26:07,390 and I nudged him over and I pulled back 1596 01:26:13,770 --> 01:26:10,810 a flap on my side of town and I looked 1597 01:26:15,840 --> 01:26:13,780 out and the first thing I saw was what 1598 01:26:19,770 --> 01:26:15,850 looked like about a dozen or maybe 1599 01:26:25,080 --> 01:26:19,780 fifteen little kids walking around this 1600 01:26:26,900 --> 01:26:25,090 meadow and I asked Toby I said Toby what 1601 01:26:29,820 --> 01:26:26,910 the hell are these little kids doing up 1602 01:26:33,690 --> 01:26:29,830 and he said man those ain't no little 1603 01:26:37,590 --> 01:26:33,700 kids and then it hit yeah then I was 1604 01:26:39,930 --> 01:26:37,600 awake then all that fog was gone all the 1605 01:26:44,160 --> 01:26:39,940 apathy and disinterest was gone 1606 01:26:47,940 --> 01:26:44,170 and I was scared I was terrified out of 1607 01:26:52,470 --> 01:26:47,950 my wits it was unbelievable yeah not 1608 01:26:56,100 --> 01:26:52,480 cool not cool at all where is where is 1609 01:27:01,290 --> 01:26:56,110 Toby today Toby is dead Toby is dead 1610 01:27:07,860 --> 01:27:01,300 when did he pass it's in 2014 I went and 1611 01:27:10,800 --> 01:27:07,870 and tried to find Toby and I found that 1612 01:27:18,780 --> 01:27:10,810 he was divorced left the Air Force due 1613 01:27:26,490 --> 01:27:18,790 to alcoholism and had died in 2000 no 1614 01:27:28,890 --> 01:27:26,500 support 1982 Dean age 82 and we're gonna 1615 01:27:30,300 --> 01:27:28,900 continue with this but staying on Toby 1616 01:27:35,330 --> 01:27:30,310 for a second 1617 01:27:39,570 --> 01:27:35,340 did you guys continue to work together 1618 01:27:44,370 --> 01:27:39,580 at the at white men and did you guys 1619 01:27:47,820 --> 01:27:44,380 talk about this afterwards you know we 1620 01:27:51,870 --> 01:27:47,830 never worked together and something 1621 01:27:55,560 --> 01:27:51,880 changed between us right when when when 1622 01:27:58,860 --> 01:27:55,570 this thing with everything that happened 1623 01:28:01,710 --> 01:27:58,870 was done and these little figures all 1624 01:28:04,140 --> 01:28:01,720 disappeared and droning stopped and the 1625 01:28:05,850 --> 01:28:04,150 lights changed all to white and we 1626 01:28:10,440 --> 01:28:05,860 watched this thing lift off like a 1627 01:28:13,860 --> 01:28:10,450 hot-air balloon what we could think of 1628 01:28:15,240 --> 01:28:13,870 was to get out of there and we I know it 1629 01:28:15,870 --> 01:28:15,250 sounds funny but I didn't really leave 1630 01:28:20,010 --> 01:28:15,880 the tent 1631 01:28:22,080 --> 01:28:20,020 to be in the open just in the few yards 1632 01:28:23,130 --> 01:28:22,090 to the car I can't blame you I would 1633 01:28:25,800 --> 01:28:23,140 have done the same thing 1634 01:28:27,510 --> 01:28:25,810 what were the kids the greys that you 1635 01:28:29,790 --> 01:28:27,520 know the ut's what were they doing out 1636 01:28:31,860 --> 01:28:29,800 there were they collecting stuff what 1637 01:28:35,910 --> 01:28:31,870 were they doing they were milling around 1638 01:28:38,010 --> 01:28:35,920 in pairs of twos and threes and yeah 1639 01:28:42,180 --> 01:28:38,020 occasionally one would bend down and 1640 01:28:44,010 --> 01:28:42,190 like pick up something and then as I see 1641 01:28:46,980 --> 01:28:44,020 in the book there was that 30-foot 1642 01:28:49,020 --> 01:28:46,990 column of white light from the middle of 1643 01:28:50,760 --> 01:28:49,030 the craft and like now it's just 30 feet 1644 01:28:53,730 --> 01:28:50,770 over the floor of the metal now I know 1645 01:28:56,910 --> 01:28:53,740 why Toby was so intrigued back by the 1646 01:28:59,120 --> 01:28:56,920 tree line right and these little guys 1647 01:29:07,620 --> 01:28:59,130 walked into that light and then just 1648 01:29:10,560 --> 01:29:07,630 dissolved the the idea to that Toby had 1649 01:29:14,460 --> 01:29:10,570 to move the camp side over to the edge 1650 01:29:16,980 --> 01:29:14,470 the idea to go to Devil's Den the idea 1651 01:29:20,970 --> 01:29:16,990 not to be at a campground all of these 1652 01:29:27,770 --> 01:29:20,980 were Toby's where did where did they 1653 01:29:32,060 --> 01:29:27,780 come from you know I think I think that 1654 01:29:35,730 --> 01:29:32,070 Toby and I were both programmed somehow 1655 01:29:40,860 --> 01:29:35,740 you know I I had experiences as a child 1656 01:29:44,140 --> 01:29:40,870 and you know that not like this I mean I 1657 01:29:46,180 --> 01:29:44,150 had I saw a UFO when I was a kid 1658 01:29:55,330 --> 01:29:46,190 flying saucer not a great big deal 1659 01:29:58,169 --> 01:29:55,340 nothing intimate like this but where I 1660 01:30:00,880 --> 01:29:58,179 was we were talking about the ideas 1661 01:30:02,770 --> 01:30:00,890 coming to Toby for all of these 1662 01:30:06,060 --> 01:30:02,780 different situations I mean everything 1663 01:30:08,649 --> 01:30:06,070 was it seems deliberate you know 1664 01:30:09,510 --> 01:30:08,659 absolutely delivered it was calculated 1665 01:30:13,540 --> 01:30:09,520 right huh 1666 01:30:15,669 --> 01:30:13,550 and I I said that in the book that on 1667 01:30:17,709 --> 01:30:15,679 the way back I thought you know damn it 1668 01:30:19,689 --> 01:30:17,719 we were set up you know we were there 1669 01:30:21,360 --> 01:30:19,699 for an appointment and we were right on 1670 01:30:26,439 --> 01:30:21,370 time 1671 01:30:31,240 --> 01:30:26,449 and I I I knew that they took us we we 1672 01:30:35,560 --> 01:30:31,250 were so we were pretty bad but I'm on 1673 01:30:37,959 --> 01:30:35,570 the car long drive back we're just we're 1674 01:30:41,590 --> 01:30:37,969 hurting we're thirsty just absolutely 1675 01:30:44,320 --> 01:30:41,600 incredibly thirsty and I look over at 1676 01:30:47,200 --> 01:30:44,330 Toby and he's kind of crewed up it's a 1677 01:30:48,899 --> 01:30:47,210 big bench seat in my old Impala and he's 1678 01:30:53,229 --> 01:30:48,909 kind of curled up into a fetal position 1679 01:30:56,890 --> 01:30:53,239 and I thought I wonder if he's really 1680 01:31:01,149 --> 01:30:56,900 sleeping and I suddenly had the 1681 01:31:02,950 --> 01:31:01,159 strangest dislike for the guy and I 1682 01:31:06,729 --> 01:31:02,960 shook my head and I'm like whoa where 1683 01:31:09,580 --> 01:31:06,739 did that where does this come from and I 1684 01:31:11,890 --> 01:31:09,590 did I had an absolute dislike for the 1685 01:31:16,630 --> 01:31:11,900 guy and I didn't want anything to do 1686 01:31:19,300 --> 01:31:16,640 with him I didn't blame him for for what 1687 01:31:22,540 --> 01:31:19,310 had happened but I just felt this 1688 01:31:24,100 --> 01:31:22,550 dislike for him there kind of dislike 1689 01:31:27,370 --> 01:31:24,110 like if you know sometimes you meet 1690 01:31:29,380 --> 01:31:27,380 someone and you immediately just there's 1691 01:31:32,680 --> 01:31:29,390 a bad vibe there and you don't don't 1692 01:31:36,189 --> 01:31:32,690 care for that person that's what this 1693 01:31:39,040 --> 01:31:36,199 was like was it the same a did you pick 1694 01:31:42,700 --> 01:31:39,050 up that vibe from him that he was also 1695 01:31:44,709 --> 01:31:42,710 feeling the same about you well when we 1696 01:31:47,770 --> 01:31:44,719 got back to base we were ordered to have 1697 01:31:49,600 --> 01:31:47,780 no contact now I'm we're gonna we're 1698 01:31:52,660 --> 01:31:49,610 gonna talk about all of this in just a 1699 01:31:55,300 --> 01:31:52,670 second and also to have OSI step in is a 1700 01:31:56,860 --> 01:31:55,310 really big deal and so let's do that 1701 01:31:57,399 --> 01:31:56,870 let's go ahead and take our break right 1702 01:31:59,489 --> 01:31:57,409 now let's get 1703 01:32:04,060 --> 01:31:59,499 out of the way because this perfect spot 1704 01:32:05,949 --> 01:32:04,070 perfect spot to segue about what happens 1705 01:32:07,929 --> 01:32:05,959 next when 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televised the revolution is on radio 1776 01:35:33,770 --> 01:36:11,189 [Music] 1777 01:36:14,490 --> 01:36:13,540 welcome back fade to black I'm the host 1778 01:36:17,590 --> 01:36:14,500 Jimmy Church 1779 01:36:20,530 --> 01:36:17,600 tonight our guest is a Terry Lovelace 1780 01:36:24,040 --> 01:36:20,540 and we're discussing discussing his book 1781 01:36:26,050 --> 01:36:24,050 and encounter incident at Devil's Den 1782 01:36:28,180 --> 01:36:26,060 and the links for the book are over at 1783 01:36:32,620 --> 01:36:28,190 Jimmy Turks radio.com and I do want to 1784 01:36:36,970 --> 01:36:32,630 say to everybody that the details that 1785 01:36:40,120 --> 01:36:36,980 Terry has on the are just incredible the 1786 01:36:43,060 --> 01:36:40,130 book is so well written tonight we only 1787 01:36:46,419 --> 01:36:43,070 have two hours two and half hours to get 1788 01:36:48,010 --> 01:36:46,429 all of this in and you need to go back 1789 01:36:50,200 --> 01:36:48,020 and when you read the book and the 1790 01:36:52,979 --> 01:36:50,210 details that are there Terry I'm very 1791 01:36:55,540 --> 01:36:52,989 thankful that you did take notes and 1792 01:36:57,250 --> 01:36:55,550 your memory of everything is just 1793 01:36:59,280 --> 01:36:57,260 incredible in the detail in the book 1794 01:37:02,620 --> 01:36:59,290 it's just like you're right there and 1795 01:37:04,180 --> 01:37:02,630 and we're we're leaving so much out but 1796 01:37:07,479 --> 01:37:04,190 that's the reason to go and get the book 1797 01:37:09,400 --> 01:37:07,489 - it's a it's a really great read but 1798 01:37:13,540 --> 01:37:09,410 let's pick up where we left off so you 1799 01:37:15,700 --> 01:37:13,550 and Toby oh oh okay you and Toby are on 1800 01:37:17,830 --> 01:37:15,710 your way back to Whiteman but you said 1801 01:37:20,080 --> 01:37:17,840 something earlier I want to just address 1802 01:37:22,060 --> 01:37:20,090 really quick you said when you came out 1803 01:37:26,620 --> 01:37:22,070 and Toby was on his knees he had the 1804 01:37:29,140 --> 01:37:26,630 tears in his face that you were in pain 1805 01:37:31,600 --> 01:37:29,150 what did you know at the time what the 1806 01:37:33,729 --> 01:37:31,610 pain was from and and what where was it 1807 01:37:38,880 --> 01:37:33,739 was it just your entire body 1808 01:37:42,130 --> 01:37:38,890 it was just generalized body aches I 1809 01:37:43,810 --> 01:37:42,140 found out later when I got home my wife 1810 01:37:46,360 --> 01:37:43,820 took my temperature I had a hurt for 1811 01:37:49,300 --> 01:37:46,370 temperature so some of those body aches 1812 01:37:51,520 --> 01:37:49,310 I could attribute the fever but some of 1813 01:37:54,700 --> 01:37:51,530 them I felt like I'd been beaten yeah 1814 01:37:57,550 --> 01:37:54,710 you were traumatized you're talking yeah 1815 01:38:00,669 --> 01:37:57,560 yeah totally and and plus you're an EMT 1816 01:38:02,650 --> 01:38:00,679 you know you're medic so you know that 1817 01:38:05,470 --> 01:38:02,660 there's something going on if you've got 1818 01:38:08,439 --> 01:38:05,480 some kind of physical trauma it's it's 1819 01:38:13,209 --> 01:38:08,449 your job right did you did you diagnose 1820 01:38:15,280 --> 01:38:13,219 yourself you know yeah yeah yeah we we 1821 01:38:18,220 --> 01:38:15,290 pulled into his first service station 1822 01:38:20,439 --> 01:38:18,230 that we could find open 1977 this was 1823 01:38:24,280 --> 01:38:20,449 rural there was nothing down there right 1824 01:38:27,610 --> 01:38:24,290 and I ran to the bathroom 1825 01:38:29,530 --> 01:38:27,620 yeah it's just a grungy faucet I 1826 01:38:32,020 --> 01:38:29,540 remember I put my hands in the defroster 1827 01:38:33,640 --> 01:38:32,030 then I drank oh my friend I like a hole 1828 01:38:36,820 --> 01:38:33,650 I couldn't get enough water it was so 1829 01:38:38,230 --> 01:38:36,830 dehydrated and I splashed some water in 1830 01:38:39,640 --> 01:38:38,240 my face like stood up and looked at 1831 01:38:40,870 --> 01:38:39,650 myself in the mirror and couldn't 1832 01:38:45,070 --> 01:38:40,880 believe it I was 1833 01:38:49,330 --> 01:38:45,080 beet-red III did he blister but it was 1834 01:38:52,090 --> 01:38:49,340 like a terrible sunburn and then I had 1835 01:38:55,300 --> 01:38:52,100 my shirt up and I realized I'm sunburned 1836 01:38:57,820 --> 01:38:55,310 under my arms not how does that happen 1837 01:39:00,310 --> 01:38:57,830 and I remember I thought you know why 1838 01:39:02,950 --> 01:39:00,320 would end up in a nude and it's like a 1839 01:39:05,890 --> 01:39:02,960 chicken on a rotisserie in the Sun right 1840 01:39:07,570 --> 01:39:05,900 right right right my shirt off during 1841 01:39:10,840 --> 01:39:07,580 the whole thing we use sunscreen 1842 01:39:13,600 --> 01:39:10,850 now those there's no reason for that and 1843 01:39:19,360 --> 01:39:13,610 photo phobic my eyes were so sensitive 1844 01:39:23,560 --> 01:39:19,370 to light and that and the thirst was 1845 01:39:26,890 --> 01:39:23,570 just but I hate Toby was worse Toby Toby 1846 01:39:29,830 --> 01:39:26,900 was was worse off I mean this whole face 1847 01:39:32,980 --> 01:39:29,840 was swollen and distorted where my eyes 1848 01:39:36,400 --> 01:39:32,990 were just puffy and swollen at this 1849 01:39:38,590 --> 01:39:36,410 point were you cognizant did you 1850 01:39:43,540 --> 01:39:38,600 remember everything that had just 1851 01:39:45,250 --> 01:39:43,550 happened did you remember it yeah did 1852 01:39:48,280 --> 01:39:45,260 you remember the craft did you remember 1853 01:39:51,070 --> 01:39:48,290 the little guys out in the field 1854 01:39:54,840 --> 01:39:51,080 did the beams of light did you remember 1855 01:39:59,440 --> 01:39:54,850 all of that no not on a linear not on a 1856 01:40:02,500 --> 01:39:59,450 chronological order it's hard to explain 1857 01:40:07,170 --> 01:40:02,510 but what it was was it was flashes 1858 01:40:10,450 --> 01:40:07,180 mental flashes and I would get a flash 1859 01:40:18,640 --> 01:40:10,460 memory and I would shake my head and say 1860 01:40:21,330 --> 01:40:18,650 no no no I wanted to ask you before we 1861 01:40:25,840 --> 01:40:21,340 get back to the car and head to the base 1862 01:40:29,950 --> 01:40:25,850 were the were the creatures was itwas et 1863 01:40:32,830 --> 01:40:29,960 where they clothed do you remember we 1864 01:40:38,320 --> 01:40:32,840 could see pretty well because the things 1865 01:40:40,840 --> 01:40:38,330 on the light were were the the light 1866 01:40:43,840 --> 01:40:40,850 panels had the whole place lit up like a 1867 01:40:46,810 --> 01:40:43,850 ballpark and we could see these little 1868 01:40:50,470 --> 01:40:46,820 guys they were like a gray pantsuit or 1869 01:40:52,630 --> 01:40:50,480 something they were clothed we also 1870 01:40:55,450 --> 01:40:52,640 notice I first mistook them for children 1871 01:40:57,550 --> 01:40:55,460 and then it did then I realized that 1872 01:41:00,130 --> 01:40:57,560 they were their bodies were 1873 01:41:02,590 --> 01:41:00,140 disproportionately to a human being they 1874 01:41:05,050 --> 01:41:02,600 were their legs for shorter their arms 1875 01:41:08,440 --> 01:41:05,060 were longer their torso was extended and 1876 01:41:13,300 --> 01:41:08,450 their the heads were bigger and they 1877 01:41:15,910 --> 01:41:13,310 they walked with an odd gait so I knew 1878 01:41:19,000 --> 01:41:15,920 that these were damaged human beings 1879 01:41:21,940 --> 01:41:19,010 right right what a nightmare just 1880 01:41:23,560 --> 01:41:21,950 absolutely crazy cool into in a sense 1881 01:41:25,750 --> 01:41:23,570 too as well 1882 01:41:29,560 --> 01:41:25,760 but let's get back to the car okay so 1883 01:41:32,320 --> 01:41:29,570 now you guys you get back in the car you 1884 01:41:34,900 --> 01:41:32,330 try to quench your thirst Toby's in bad 1885 01:41:39,550 --> 01:41:34,910 shape you're driving you head to the 1886 01:41:43,690 --> 01:41:39,560 base what happens next we get we get 1887 01:41:47,200 --> 01:41:43,700 home I don't think for the entire drive 1888 01:41:50,610 --> 01:41:47,210 back there were two words said between 1889 01:41:54,070 --> 01:41:50,620 us there's two people that just had this 1890 01:41:56,620 --> 01:41:54,080 incredible experience and you think we'd 1891 01:41:59,820 --> 01:41:56,630 be comparing notes and saying Hollywood 1892 01:42:06,400 --> 01:41:59,830 no no no wasn't like that at all it was 1893 01:42:09,370 --> 01:42:06,410 I felt a distaste for the guy that I 1894 01:42:11,200 --> 01:42:09,380 couldn't reconcile in my mind and we we 1895 01:42:14,320 --> 01:42:11,210 didn't talk there was no conversation on 1896 01:42:16,450 --> 01:42:14,330 the way back it was just awkward and I 1897 01:42:19,660 --> 01:42:16,460 remember I roused and he was sleeping I 1898 01:42:22,930 --> 01:42:19,670 think he was asleep when we were bought 1899 01:42:27,070 --> 01:42:22,940 and I told him told ETA about 15 minutes 1900 01:42:29,440 --> 01:42:27,080 man and he got up and he didn't say a 1901 01:42:31,690 --> 01:42:29,450 word and I dropped him off we lived in 1902 01:42:34,240 --> 01:42:31,700 base housing and NCO housing but I 1903 01:42:37,330 --> 01:42:34,250 dropped him off he got out of the car I 1904 01:42:39,790 --> 01:42:37,340 think my parting words were SIA I don't 1905 01:42:42,070 --> 01:42:39,800 think he said anything and he just well 1906 01:42:44,200 --> 01:42:42,080 he had was his flashlight we left we 1907 01:42:46,690 --> 01:42:44,210 left everything there I had my wallet my 1908 01:42:48,280 --> 01:42:46,700 keys we left her cooler we left the tent 1909 01:42:51,459 --> 01:42:48,290 without blankets we look 1910 01:42:55,089 --> 01:42:51,469 Toby's backpack his camera every 1911 01:42:57,009 --> 01:42:55,099 thing we left it's at the site all we 1912 01:42:59,500 --> 01:42:57,019 wanted was to get distance from that 1913 01:43:02,259 --> 01:42:59,510 metal did you take any pictures did a 1914 01:43:08,169 --> 01:43:02,269 Toby worth it was there anything left on 1915 01:43:11,140 --> 01:43:08,179 the cameras oh my god you know and this 1916 01:43:14,919 --> 01:43:11,150 this is worth telling because we're just 1917 01:43:16,629 --> 01:43:14,929 not this inept you know we're we guys of 1918 01:43:19,209 --> 01:43:16,639 course not of course not 1919 01:43:21,370 --> 01:43:19,219 and you know part of our routine was we 1920 01:43:23,469 --> 01:43:21,380 stalked an ambulance every day that's 1921 01:43:26,109 --> 01:43:23,479 right you guys had routines 1922 01:43:28,419 --> 01:43:26,119 yes packing for this trip should have 1923 01:43:31,629 --> 01:43:28,429 been a no-brainer right and we made 1924 01:43:34,959 --> 01:43:31,639 exhaustive lists and we went through 1925 01:43:37,810 --> 01:43:34,969 this exaggerated logistics and I had my 1926 01:43:40,239 --> 01:43:37,820 camera I had different kinds of 1927 01:43:42,100 --> 01:43:40,249 black-and-white films I was reading 1928 01:43:45,339 --> 01:43:42,110 Ansel Adams and looking his photographs 1929 01:43:47,049 --> 01:43:45,349 and I had I had the film all put 1930 01:43:49,089 --> 01:43:47,059 together I had new telephoto lens I 1931 01:43:51,629 --> 01:43:49,099 wanted to try I had a camp planner and I 1932 01:43:56,100 --> 01:43:51,639 borrow from someone and a hatchet and 1933 01:43:59,080 --> 01:43:56,110 we're three hours south and I realized 1934 01:44:03,759 --> 01:43:59,090 Toby I think I left that stuff in that 1935 01:44:05,979 --> 01:44:03,769 kitchen and then I'm like punching the 1936 01:44:08,020 --> 01:44:05,989 steering room like now this cannot be 1937 01:44:09,279 --> 01:44:08,030 and Toby's like no I mean I pulled this 1938 01:44:14,410 --> 01:44:09,289 thing over you you couldn't have done 1939 01:44:16,839 --> 01:44:14,420 that and I pulled the car over and no it 1940 01:44:18,430 --> 01:44:16,849 was saying we didn't find it it wasn't 1941 01:44:22,479 --> 01:44:18,440 there it was on my kitchen counter where 1942 01:44:26,979 --> 01:44:22,489 I left it but thought to use Toby's 1943 01:44:30,419 --> 01:44:26,989 camera never crossed our minds and I'm 1944 01:44:35,410 --> 01:44:30,429 an amateur photographer at the time I I 1945 01:44:36,910 --> 01:44:35,420 can't understand that you know I 1946 01:44:40,149 --> 01:44:36,920 wouldn't have been real thrilled about 1947 01:44:41,620 --> 01:44:40,159 having a flash go off but the thought of 1948 01:44:43,000 --> 01:44:41,630 using the camera never crossed my mind 1949 01:44:46,930 --> 01:44:43,010 yeah that's crazy 1950 01:44:48,790 --> 01:44:46,940 that's crazy and you guys just you know 1951 01:44:52,540 --> 01:44:48,800 the attention to detail and everything 1952 01:44:54,129 --> 01:44:52,550 else but you guys just left hightailed 1953 01:44:58,989 --> 01:44:54,139 it out of there and everything was just 1954 01:45:00,969 --> 01:44:58,999 like and somebody came back and got that 1955 01:45:02,979 --> 01:45:00,979 stuff and we'll talk about that too as 1956 01:45:04,600 --> 01:45:02,989 well so let's okay so you get back you 1957 01:45:09,550 --> 01:45:04,610 drop Toby off 1958 01:45:12,820 --> 01:45:09,560 and and you had home what happens next 1959 01:45:17,200 --> 01:45:12,830 what did your wife say III walk in the 1960 01:45:20,350 --> 01:45:17,210 door and my wife said oh hang on you 1961 01:45:23,970 --> 01:45:20,360 back early and she looked at me and all 1962 01:45:28,300 --> 01:45:23,980 she could see was Terry what the hell 1963 01:45:30,670 --> 01:45:28,310 and I sat down at the kitchen and I said 1964 01:45:32,830 --> 01:45:30,680 I need something to drink and she I 1965 01:45:35,140 --> 01:45:32,840 remember she had me a tumbler of 1966 01:45:36,790 --> 01:45:35,150 lemonade and I just downed it she kept 1967 01:45:40,960 --> 01:45:36,800 filling it up and she said what happened 1968 01:45:46,210 --> 01:45:40,970 to you and I told her the truth I don't 1969 01:45:51,430 --> 01:45:46,220 know and my memories foggy again at this 1970 01:45:53,620 --> 01:45:51,440 point and I'm in so much pain and she 1971 01:45:58,230 --> 01:45:53,630 puts me in a tub of water gets my fever 1972 01:46:00,610 --> 01:45:58,240 down to 102 takes me to the hospital and 1973 01:46:02,440 --> 01:46:00,620 when one more at the hospital I hear I 1974 01:46:06,310 --> 01:46:02,450 heard Toby's wife out in the hallway so 1975 01:46:07,720 --> 01:46:06,320 I knew Toby had to be there too but I 1976 01:46:12,130 --> 01:46:07,730 didn't know it at the time we were 1977 01:46:16,860 --> 01:46:12,140 listed as acutely ill and I had the most 1978 01:46:24,400 --> 01:46:20,880 and they admitted me to the hospital and 1979 01:46:28,330 --> 01:46:24,410 I want to jump to the point where I I 1980 01:46:32,560 --> 01:46:28,340 had I was there for two days or two 1981 01:46:34,510 --> 01:46:32,570 nights rather on the third day well they 1982 01:46:36,400 --> 01:46:34,520 kept the lights turned off that's where 1983 01:46:38,560 --> 01:46:36,410 I'm going with this the overhead lights 1984 01:46:40,720 --> 01:46:38,570 cuz man it overhead light would just 1985 01:46:46,470 --> 01:46:40,730 kill my eyes that was still that full of 1986 01:46:48,820 --> 01:46:46,480 phobic right my nurse walks in with a 1987 01:46:50,650 --> 01:46:48,830 hypodermic needle in her hand and I knew 1988 01:46:52,800 --> 01:46:50,660 what it was it was my pain med because I 1989 01:46:57,900 --> 01:46:52,810 was due for it and I could use it and 1990 01:47:03,460 --> 01:46:57,910 behind her came two guys in suits and 1991 01:47:05,020 --> 01:47:03,470 the one short guy old he was an older 1992 01:47:07,840 --> 01:47:05,030 guy there was an older guy and a younger 1993 01:47:10,900 --> 01:47:07,850 guy the solder guy I referred to as 1994 01:47:14,860 --> 01:47:10,910 agent Gregory in the book was jest Oh 1995 01:47:17,070 --> 01:47:14,870 just I mean he had this flattop haircut 1996 01:47:19,350 --> 01:47:17,080 you can recall 1997 01:47:22,320 --> 01:47:19,360 what those even look like absolutely I 1998 01:47:27,030 --> 01:47:22,330 never trusted anybody with a flat top oh 1999 01:47:29,670 --> 01:47:27,040 you just don't do it oh yeah so just 2000 01:47:32,430 --> 01:47:29,680 reeks of intimidation that's right and 2001 01:47:36,090 --> 01:47:32,440 you know these guys suit coat open so 2002 01:47:38,100 --> 01:47:36,100 you can see the shoulder holster and the 2003 01:47:41,550 --> 01:47:38,110 nurse came around to give me an 2004 01:47:43,080 --> 01:47:41,560 injection and this the odor agent who 2005 01:47:43,890 --> 01:47:43,090 was in charge the younger guy was a 2006 01:47:46,740 --> 01:47:43,900 captain 2007 01:47:48,770 --> 01:47:46,750 we didn't say much he said if that's 2008 01:47:52,500 --> 01:47:48,780 gonna sedate him it's gonna have to wait 2009 01:47:54,900 --> 01:47:52,510 we have to ask him some questions so she 2010 01:47:59,130 --> 01:47:54,910 left in a huff and I didn't get my pain 2011 01:48:02,190 --> 01:47:59,140 meds and he shut the door and flipped on 2012 01:48:04,620 --> 01:48:02,200 the overheads and I'm like sir could you 2013 01:48:06,630 --> 01:48:04,630 turn those out please I hiked mine and 2014 01:48:10,230 --> 01:48:06,640 it did it me like sand in my eyes 2015 01:48:13,110 --> 01:48:10,240 and he said gotta see what we're doing 2016 01:48:18,480 --> 01:48:13,120 here son can't work in the dark now can 2017 01:48:20,040 --> 01:48:18,490 we and they pulled tears around next to 2018 01:48:21,720 --> 01:48:20,050 be at the head of my bed where I was the 2019 01:48:24,180 --> 01:48:21,730 captain went down to the bed it was a 2020 01:48:26,790 --> 01:48:24,190 crank dad not electric and cranked up 2021 01:48:29,390 --> 01:48:26,800 the bed so I was sitting upright and the 2022 01:48:35,190 --> 01:48:29,400 major moved everything off my tray table 2023 01:48:39,540 --> 01:48:35,200 and slid it under my chest and started 2024 01:48:41,340 --> 01:48:39,550 asking me questions and they they 2025 01:48:44,490 --> 01:48:41,350 explained first of all the way he read 2026 01:48:47,430 --> 01:48:44,500 nearly all of my rights under the UCMJ 2027 01:48:51,300 --> 01:48:47,440 and I remember saying you know sir my in 2028 01:48:53,550 --> 01:48:51,310 trouble and he kind of chuckled and 2029 01:48:55,590 --> 01:48:53,560 looked at the captain and said son would 2030 01:48:58,440 --> 01:48:55,600 I be here if you weren't in trouble 2031 01:48:59,940 --> 01:48:58,450 that's right and I thought oh my god 2032 01:49:03,870 --> 01:48:59,950 what do we do I thought maybe we burned 2033 01:49:06,180 --> 01:49:03,880 a forest down or something right and he 2034 01:49:08,940 --> 01:49:06,190 said well you know Park Rangers found 2035 01:49:10,950 --> 01:49:08,950 your little campsite and he said now you 2036 01:49:13,440 --> 01:49:10,960 you left in the middle of the night and 2037 01:49:16,200 --> 01:49:13,450 you drove halfway across the state now 2038 01:49:18,420 --> 01:49:16,210 why would you do that sir why why would 2039 01:49:20,610 --> 01:49:18,430 you do that why why would you why 2040 01:49:22,230 --> 01:49:20,620 wouldn't you come back did you did you 2041 01:49:24,570 --> 01:49:22,240 guys have a little marijuana plot out 2042 01:49:28,950 --> 01:49:24,580 there somewhere and oh my god that made 2043 01:49:30,850 --> 01:49:28,960 me so scared because I thought God if by 2044 01:49:32,640 --> 01:49:30,860 happenstance that there were marijuana 2045 01:49:37,450 --> 01:49:32,650 thought they could try to you know yeah 2046 01:49:39,790 --> 01:49:37,460 that's right everything he said was to 2047 01:49:42,250 --> 01:49:39,800 intimidate me and he was very very good 2048 01:49:43,870 --> 01:49:42,260 at it and years later in retrospect and 2049 01:49:46,270 --> 01:49:43,880 after working with law enforcement I 2050 01:49:49,959 --> 01:49:46,280 could see that a lot of it was theater 2051 01:49:52,090 --> 01:49:49,969 but boy at the time it scared me to 2052 01:49:54,629 --> 01:49:52,100 death especially when you know you 2053 01:50:01,300 --> 01:49:54,639 haven't done anything wrong 2054 01:50:03,729 --> 01:50:01,310 yes well we we he made a big deal about 2055 01:50:06,189 --> 01:50:03,739 the trespass he says you know Park 2056 01:50:07,780 --> 01:50:06,199 Rangers found your your little campsite 2057 01:50:11,229 --> 01:50:07,790 and he says did you know that was 2058 01:50:14,500 --> 01:50:11,239 federal land and I thought who cares 2059 01:50:16,959 --> 01:50:14,510 what's the big deal I said no sir he 2060 01:50:20,560 --> 01:50:16,969 says yeah you know you guys you guys are 2061 01:50:22,180 --> 01:50:20,570 trespassing on a federal land and he 2062 01:50:26,620 --> 01:50:22,190 tried to make a big deal out of that and 2063 01:50:29,740 --> 01:50:26,630 I didn't understand it and then either 2064 01:50:31,990 --> 01:50:29,750 he read me my rights and he laid out 2065 01:50:36,340 --> 01:50:32,000 some forms in front of me there were six 2066 01:50:39,790 --> 01:50:36,350 forms and I said sir what are these and 2067 01:50:41,740 --> 01:50:39,800 he says son these are waiver consent 2068 01:50:44,020 --> 01:50:41,750 forms and they're going to give us 2069 01:50:46,479 --> 01:50:44,030 permission to look around your house 2070 01:50:48,810 --> 01:50:46,489 look around your car to see if there's 2071 01:50:50,979 --> 01:50:48,820 anything that that you shouldn't have 2072 01:50:52,810 --> 01:50:50,989 understand like anything that you want 2073 01:50:55,959 --> 01:50:52,820 to hide now you're not gonna hide 2074 01:50:57,520 --> 01:50:55,969 anything from us are you is or you do 2075 01:51:00,040 --> 01:50:57,530 want to set your cooperate and sign 2076 01:51:03,280 --> 01:51:00,050 these and I saw sir do I have to sign 2077 01:51:05,979 --> 01:51:03,290 these and that's when he said something 2078 01:51:08,290 --> 01:51:05,989 in fact like no no no I can I can just 2079 01:51:11,140 --> 01:51:08,300 take these away we'll just see you at 2080 01:51:12,459 --> 01:51:11,150 the court-martial and I'm like no sir I 2081 01:51:15,850 --> 01:51:12,469 want to do whatever I need to do to 2082 01:51:18,070 --> 01:51:15,860 cooperate yeah you know I'm 22 I'm dumb 2083 01:51:22,090 --> 01:51:18,080 I don't have the benefit of a law degree 2084 01:51:24,310 --> 01:51:22,100 and I signed EC six forms right where he 2085 01:51:27,100 --> 01:51:24,320 points his finger sign here sign here 2086 01:51:29,470 --> 01:51:27,110 sign here I signed all six forms an 2087 01:51:32,109 --> 01:51:29,480 initial two box and he scooped him up 2088 01:51:35,220 --> 01:51:32,119 put him in a manila folder you know it 2089 01:51:37,600 --> 01:51:35,230 looks satisfied stuck him in his case 2090 01:51:41,140 --> 01:51:37,610 and I found out that they went they 2091 01:51:43,180 --> 01:51:41,150 searched my car they got Toby's little 2092 01:51:45,340 --> 01:51:43,190 hand-drawn map 2093 01:51:47,970 --> 01:51:45,350 actually the captain left in the middle 2094 01:51:50,140 --> 01:51:47,980 of the thing and brought it back the 2095 01:51:53,260 --> 01:51:50,150 hand-drawn map in the map that he took 2096 01:51:55,630 --> 01:51:53,270 from the kiosk and he laid them down on 2097 01:51:57,790 --> 01:51:55,640 in front of me on the tray tape when it 2098 01:52:01,300 --> 01:51:57,800 says now sunny that explained these to 2099 01:52:03,760 --> 01:52:01,310 me show me where you were and he made me 2100 01:52:06,939 --> 01:52:03,770 you know look like he said look like you 2101 01:52:08,709 --> 01:52:06,949 were above looking down and he really 2102 01:52:10,959 --> 01:52:08,719 tried to get me to narrow down and I did 2103 01:52:13,240 --> 01:52:10,969 my very best you know point which 2104 01:52:16,060 --> 01:52:13,250 direction was nor do you want me to draw 2105 01:52:20,680 --> 01:52:16,070 where the car was was he trying to was 2106 01:52:22,930 --> 01:52:20,690 he was he trying to trip you up his 2107 01:52:25,720 --> 01:52:22,940 questions were always trying to trip me 2108 01:52:29,800 --> 01:52:25,730 up yeah what he would do is he would mix 2109 01:52:32,380 --> 01:52:29,810 I yes and no question right so and and 2110 01:52:34,990 --> 01:52:32,390 and he did that constantly so I would 2111 01:52:37,209 --> 01:52:35,000 have to say well sir yes and and no and 2112 01:52:40,240 --> 01:52:37,219 then and then try to explain myself and 2113 01:52:42,459 --> 01:52:40,250 then he said you know no did you spend 2114 01:52:46,720 --> 01:52:42,469 the night in the park last night and I 2115 01:52:47,770 --> 01:52:46,730 thought he meant the campgrounds and I 2116 01:52:49,990 --> 01:52:47,780 said no sir 2117 01:52:53,890 --> 01:52:50,000 and as soon as I said that he would 2118 01:52:57,459 --> 01:52:53,900 ballistic and he says you know where did 2119 01:53:01,479 --> 01:52:57,469 you stay expletive expletive the Hilton 2120 01:53:04,650 --> 01:53:01,489 and I'm just looking at him confused and 2121 01:53:07,300 --> 01:53:04,660 he says you didn't stay in a campground 2122 01:53:08,530 --> 01:53:07,310 they found your stuff Park Rangers found 2123 01:53:09,070 --> 01:53:08,540 your stuff out there out of the 2124 01:53:11,500 --> 01:53:09,080 wilderness 2125 01:53:13,689 --> 01:53:11,510 I said sir I'm sorry I misunderstood 2126 01:53:15,220 --> 01:53:13,699 your question but that was that was the 2127 01:53:17,740 --> 01:53:15,230 whole theme with the thing was to keep 2128 01:53:19,870 --> 01:53:17,750 me you know off balance and intimidated 2129 01:53:22,720 --> 01:53:19,880 and and I was intimidated 2130 01:53:26,350 --> 01:53:22,730 then they searched my home and they 2131 01:53:29,380 --> 01:53:26,360 searched my car and they asked me 2132 01:53:31,720 --> 01:53:29,390 questions about they night he knew 2133 01:53:33,850 --> 01:53:31,730 because he told me says I know you that 2134 01:53:37,330 --> 01:53:33,860 you threw the squadron's photographer he 2135 01:53:38,860 --> 01:53:37,340 says you got a reputation for that and 2136 01:53:40,660 --> 01:53:38,870 he says you know I know you got you got 2137 01:53:42,100 --> 01:53:40,670 this telephoto and ask me what do you 2138 01:53:43,470 --> 01:53:42,110 like the photograph I said like you got 2139 01:53:46,090 --> 01:53:43,480 a telephoto lens I like to photograph 2140 01:53:47,860 --> 01:53:46,100 Eagles and the moon I was kind of 2141 01:53:50,830 --> 01:53:47,870 captivated with the moon at the time for 2142 01:53:52,810 --> 01:53:50,840 some reason this is what I want to know 2143 01:53:54,610 --> 01:53:52,820 what it is your take with this kind of 2144 01:53:56,640 --> 01:53:54,620 pictures are taken with this telescopic 2145 01:54:01,350 --> 01:53:56,650 lens of yours 2146 01:54:04,140 --> 01:54:01,360 and boy he just he just drilled me drove 2147 01:54:06,470 --> 01:54:04,150 me drilled me and got to the point where 2148 01:54:08,550 --> 01:54:06,480 the nurse came back and said you know 2149 01:54:10,439 --> 01:54:08,560 dr. Sanders wants him to have his 2150 01:54:13,380 --> 01:54:10,449 medicine now I can bring doctor down 2151 01:54:15,510 --> 01:54:13,390 here if you'd like and the both the guy 2152 01:54:16,709 --> 01:54:15,520 stood up and the old guy said no no I 2153 01:54:17,970 --> 01:54:16,719 think we're about done here I think 2154 01:54:22,620 --> 01:54:17,980 we're about done with Sargent my place 2155 01:54:24,180 --> 01:54:22,630 and the nurse left the captain left and 2156 01:54:28,080 --> 01:54:24,190 shut the door behind him so it was just 2157 01:54:30,720 --> 01:54:28,090 me and the the older major Gregory agent 2158 01:54:33,630 --> 01:54:30,730 Gregory in the room and he said you're 2159 01:54:35,850 --> 01:54:33,640 gonna have no contact with senior Airman 2160 01:54:37,950 --> 01:54:35,860 Tobias in any way she performed that 2161 01:54:39,209 --> 01:54:37,960 means not through notes not to letters 2162 01:54:43,380 --> 01:54:39,219 not through a third party do you 2163 01:54:44,760 --> 01:54:43,390 understand me son and I said yes sir and 2164 01:54:45,780 --> 01:54:44,770 you know at that point I didn't want to 2165 01:54:51,120 --> 01:54:45,790 have anything to do with the guy for 2166 01:54:53,610 --> 01:54:51,130 some reason and then his demeanor 2167 01:54:55,560 --> 01:54:53,620 changed and he went from the stern 2168 01:54:58,800 --> 01:54:55,570 aspect to just kind of looking like a 2169 01:55:04,100 --> 01:54:58,810 regular guy and he gets down next close 2170 01:55:06,720 --> 01:55:04,110 to my ear and he says look son I know 2171 01:55:08,310 --> 01:55:06,730 you two knuckleheads stumbled into 2172 01:55:10,860 --> 01:55:08,320 something didn't you 2173 01:55:17,669 --> 01:55:10,870 I know what it was and you know what it 2174 01:55:21,120 --> 01:55:17,679 was don't ya I know you do and he said I 2175 01:55:23,160 --> 01:55:21,130 just want to see a picture she took and 2176 01:55:25,530 --> 01:55:23,170 I said sir I I never took a pitch I 2177 01:55:28,260 --> 01:55:25,540 never took I said I left my camera at 2178 01:55:31,169 --> 01:55:28,270 home my wife will please cut me off 2179 01:55:35,729 --> 01:55:31,179 Stern at that back line looked at me and 2180 01:55:38,100 --> 01:55:35,739 said I don't believe you and then he 2181 01:55:43,410 --> 01:55:38,110 left turn to turn the lights out when he 2182 01:55:49,140 --> 01:55:43,420 left yeah it's strange guy but terrified 2183 01:55:53,370 --> 01:55:49,150 me to death and this no order contact no 2184 01:55:55,800 --> 01:55:53,380 contact order with Toby was something 2185 01:55:58,430 --> 01:55:55,810 because I did see Toby one last time and 2186 01:56:00,720 --> 01:55:58,440 that was kind of poignant and that was 2187 01:56:03,540 --> 01:56:00,730 something I want to talk about but 2188 01:56:05,729 --> 01:56:03,550 briefly but when when it came time to go 2189 01:56:09,149 --> 01:56:05,739 home they gave us what I referred to in 2190 01:56:10,209 --> 01:56:09,159 the book as a bucket of pills and they 2191 01:56:12,790 --> 01:56:10,219 gave us both 2192 01:56:15,700 --> 01:56:12,800 why assuming they gave to Opie I didn't 2193 01:56:19,110 --> 01:56:15,710 talk to him but I had all these capsules 2194 01:56:22,420 --> 01:56:19,120 and I was to take three a day with meals 2195 01:56:25,450 --> 01:56:22,430 morning noon and night time and they 2196 01:56:28,660 --> 01:56:25,460 sent a nurse to my house every evening 2197 01:56:32,200 --> 01:56:28,670 to count my pills to make sure that I 2198 01:56:33,970 --> 01:56:32,210 had taken them correctly and about the 2199 01:56:37,000 --> 01:56:33,980 third day of taking these pills my 2200 01:56:39,130 --> 01:56:37,010 wife's like what is wrong with you and 2201 01:56:42,100 --> 01:56:39,140 I'm like I don't know I feel kind of 2202 01:56:43,479 --> 01:56:42,110 loopy she says loopy you're like you're 2203 01:56:45,939 --> 01:56:43,489 like you're drunk there's something 2204 01:56:47,709 --> 01:56:45,949 wrong with you and she made the 2205 01:56:49,120 --> 01:56:47,719 connection you know god bless her she 2206 01:56:51,910 --> 01:56:49,130 made the connection said it's those 2207 01:56:54,220 --> 01:56:51,920 pills you're taking no you know I had a 2208 01:56:57,270 --> 01:56:54,230 physicians Desk Reference which at the 2209 01:56:59,350 --> 01:56:57,280 time it had a photograph of every pill 2210 01:57:01,600 --> 01:56:59,360 manufactured approved by the FDA 2211 01:57:05,650 --> 01:57:01,610 my god I wish I'd saved just one of 2212 01:57:07,900 --> 01:57:05,660 those capsules and those capsules were 2213 01:57:09,640 --> 01:57:07,910 not in that PDR anywhere so these these 2214 01:57:15,250 --> 01:57:09,650 were something special made somewhere 2215 01:57:18,280 --> 01:57:15,260 and I stopped taking them and within a 2216 01:57:21,040 --> 01:57:18,290 week I was back to normal but it was 2217 01:57:23,860 --> 01:57:21,050 gradual so we would take and flush him 2218 01:57:25,510 --> 01:57:23,870 down the toilet at every meal so we'd be 2219 01:57:26,979 --> 01:57:25,520 sure if she showed early we had the 2220 01:57:30,250 --> 01:57:26,989 correct number of pills for the pill 2221 01:57:32,350 --> 01:57:30,260 count but I don't know what that would 2222 01:57:37,920 --> 01:57:32,360 have done to Toby's mind had he taken 2223 01:57:40,930 --> 01:57:37,930 you know all 14 days of those pills so 2224 01:57:44,410 --> 01:57:40,940 with the investigation we've got about 2225 01:57:49,090 --> 01:57:44,420 another three or four minutes before the 2226 01:57:52,630 --> 01:57:49,100 top of the hour how how many times did 2227 01:57:55,570 --> 01:57:52,640 they come back and what about filing of 2228 01:58:03,510 --> 01:57:55,580 a report what did they ask you to do how 2229 01:58:07,330 --> 01:58:03,520 intense did it get it got it got intense 2230 01:58:11,439 --> 01:58:07,340 the major Gregory asked me to do a 2231 01:58:13,450 --> 01:58:11,449 written statement and now you know Here 2232 01:58:16,300 --> 01:58:13,460 I am I know I'm not going to tell this 2233 01:58:17,800 --> 01:58:16,310 guy saw a UFO five stories tall in a 2234 01:58:19,689 --> 01:58:17,810 city block well I'm not going to say 2235 01:58:24,010 --> 01:58:19,699 though because I know it's going to put 2236 01:58:25,690 --> 01:58:24,020 me in a psych ward I thought 2237 01:58:28,030 --> 01:58:25,700 then you know well I wrote on my 2238 01:58:30,730 --> 01:58:28,040 statement and I just I just kind of 2239 01:58:33,900 --> 01:58:30,740 glossed it over we went to bed we got up 2240 01:58:36,910 --> 01:58:33,910 at 3 a.m. we were bug Benton and 2241 01:58:41,050 --> 01:58:36,920 sunburned and so miserable we decided to 2242 01:58:46,750 --> 01:58:41,060 come home and just left her stuff there 2243 01:58:48,880 --> 01:58:46,760 by accident and of course you know this 2244 01:58:51,490 --> 01:58:48,890 Gregory guy didn't believe that he 2245 01:58:53,410 --> 01:58:51,500 believed when I was in that hospital bed 2246 01:58:55,930 --> 01:58:53,420 and he got down next to my ear and said 2247 01:58:56,590 --> 01:58:55,940 you two knuckleheads stumbled onto 2248 01:59:01,150 --> 01:58:56,600 something 2249 01:59:04,120 --> 01:59:01,160 she knew he knew he knew what we saw I 2250 01:59:09,910 --> 01:59:04,130 and no doubt no question he knew it you 2251 01:59:13,360 --> 01:59:09,920 knew all about it and well and this is 2252 01:59:18,010 --> 01:59:13,370 the other point that the audience really 2253 01:59:25,870 --> 01:59:18,020 needs to absorb OSI Office of Special 2254 01:59:30,220 --> 01:59:25,880 Investigations is intimidating and as as 2255 01:59:32,860 --> 01:59:30,230 somebody in the military you always hear 2256 01:59:34,480 --> 01:59:32,870 about OSI in the background but as long 2257 01:59:38,050 --> 01:59:34,490 as you run clean you don't bump into 2258 01:59:42,460 --> 01:59:38,060 those guys but if you do bump into those 2259 01:59:45,910 --> 01:59:42,470 guys it is bad news you've either done 2260 01:59:48,520 --> 01:59:45,920 something really bad or or their reason 2261 01:59:51,010 --> 01:59:48,530 for being there is a bad situation that 2262 01:59:54,970 --> 01:59:51,020 you may or may not be involved in but 2263 01:59:58,210 --> 01:59:54,980 nothing good comes of that and that is 2264 02:00:00,640 --> 01:59:58,220 what OSI represents and that must have 2265 02:00:03,400 --> 02:00:00,650 scared the crap out of you and you know 2266 02:00:05,620 --> 02:00:03,410 OSI shows up at the hospital where OSI 2267 02:00:06,940 --> 02:00:05,630 and they're there for you everybody 2268 02:00:09,820 --> 02:00:06,950 snaps to attention 2269 02:00:11,740 --> 02:00:09,830 that's what OSI represent and I know 2270 02:00:13,750 --> 02:00:11,750 that I'm not wrong in painting that 2271 02:00:25,720 --> 02:00:13,760 picture that's exactly what's going on 2272 02:00:27,010 --> 02:00:25,730 here yes it really does yeah I didn't 2273 02:00:29,050 --> 02:00:27,020 know how to address thing I didn't know 2274 02:00:29,709 --> 02:00:29,060 what to say is everything I said was 2275 02:00:31,479 --> 02:00:29,719 wrong 2276 02:00:33,939 --> 02:00:31,489 and everything set the guy off and it 2277 02:00:36,520 --> 02:00:33,949 was well what did you say we've got 2278 02:00:39,880 --> 02:00:36,530 about one minute here Terry oh so what 2279 02:00:41,320 --> 02:00:39,890 did you say in your written statement in 2280 02:00:44,140 --> 02:00:41,330 my written statement I said that we'd 2281 02:00:48,420 --> 02:00:44,150 rolled down we got there we set up our 2282 02:00:51,220 --> 02:00:48,430 camp well we we made a campfire and we 2283 02:00:56,200 --> 02:00:51,230 you know laid out on some ear mattresses 2284 02:00:58,959 --> 02:00:56,210 and watch the night sky for a while with 2285 02:01:02,830 --> 02:00:58,969 the bed woke up badly sunburned and bug 2286 02:01:05,320 --> 02:01:02,840 bitten and then we drove home well you 2287 02:01:07,720 --> 02:01:05,330 know two years prior to this there was 2288 02:01:10,600 --> 02:01:07,730 another event that I talked about in my 2289 02:01:14,500 --> 02:01:10,610 book and that's the event where I wrote 2290 02:01:17,530 --> 02:01:14,510 the report that our CEO took and used a 2291 02:01:20,410 --> 02:01:17,540 magic marker to redact all the times in 2292 02:01:22,479 --> 02:01:20,420 my report and that may be the report you 2293 02:01:25,689 --> 02:01:22,489 were thinking about because that was 2294 02:01:27,580 --> 02:01:25,699 unusual too but as far as for this 2295 02:01:30,370 --> 02:01:27,590 incident goes it was a pretty 2296 02:01:34,660 --> 02:01:30,380 straightforward written report just 2297 02:01:39,850 --> 02:01:34,670 leaving out everything from 9 p.m. to 3 2298 02:01:42,790 --> 02:01:39,860 a.m. and Gregory I'm in a we can discuss 2299 02:01:46,689 --> 02:01:42,800 this when we come back but Gregory was 2300 02:01:50,170 --> 02:01:46,699 also asking you leading questions in my 2301 02:01:51,910 --> 02:01:50,180 opinion near the attorney but but you 2302 02:01:53,350 --> 02:01:51,920 know why were you guys going there what 2303 02:01:55,450 --> 02:01:53,360 do you mean you didn't take any pictures 2304 02:01:57,700 --> 02:01:55,460 something special happened and you 2305 02:02:00,760 --> 02:01:57,710 didn't take Ken you know why were you 2306 02:02:02,979 --> 02:02:00,770 guys going there and and and he you know 2307 02:02:06,100 --> 02:02:02,989 these were leading questions he knew the 2308 02:02:09,990 --> 02:02:06,110 answers to but he was trying to get the 2309 02:02:16,000 --> 02:02:13,959 absolutely everything say yes or no no 2310 02:02:18,640 --> 02:02:16,010 there's no there's no room for for an 2311 02:02:20,439 --> 02:02:18,650 explanation it's yes or no let's take a 2312 02:02:22,060 --> 02:02:20,449 break right here our guest tonight Terry 2313 02:02:24,850 --> 02:02:22,070 Lovelace we're 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02:07:14,320 tonight so there you go be prepared for 2411 02:07:20,210 --> 02:07:17,050 that at the bottom of the hour we've got 2412 02:07:27,150 --> 02:07:20,220 too much to get into here but 2413 02:07:28,710 --> 02:07:27,160 immediately after the OSI guys we're 2414 02:07:31,160 --> 02:07:28,720 gonna continue with that but what was 2415 02:07:36,120 --> 02:07:31,170 your treatment like in the Air Force 2416 02:07:38,850 --> 02:07:36,130 after that you were an EMT you had very 2417 02:07:40,830 --> 02:07:38,860 specific professional things that you 2418 02:07:45,210 --> 02:07:40,840 did but what have how did they treat you 2419 02:07:48,720 --> 02:07:45,220 after this I I was transferred and I I 2420 02:07:52,080 --> 02:07:48,730 know that they did this to avoid Toby 2421 02:07:57,630 --> 02:07:52,090 and I being a contact with one another 2422 02:08:01,860 --> 02:07:57,640 I was I was reassigned to work in a 2423 02:08:04,040 --> 02:08:01,870 supply unit and I'll tell you it was my 2424 02:08:06,960 --> 02:08:04,050 worst experience in the Air Force well 2425 02:08:08,520 --> 02:08:06,970 one of my worst experiences I didn't I 2426 02:08:11,210 --> 02:08:08,530 had a lot of good experiences in the Air 2427 02:08:14,910 --> 02:08:11,220 Force but this this was not one of them 2428 02:08:17,550 --> 02:08:14,920 so the seal of the hospital sorry to 2429 02:08:23,940 --> 02:08:17,560 lose both of us I mean we were good EMTs 2430 02:08:25,650 --> 02:08:23,950 and I'm in a support unit I go to see my 2431 02:08:28,230 --> 02:08:25,660 new commanding officer and he says you 2432 02:08:30,930 --> 02:08:28,240 know go down and see First Sergeant Rory 2433 02:08:32,610 --> 02:08:30,940 we don't we don't have need for an EMT 2434 02:08:35,840 --> 02:08:32,620 here but he'll have something to keep 2435 02:08:41,900 --> 02:08:35,850 you busy so I went down the hall and 2436 02:08:44,970 --> 02:08:41,910 there was a to his door first sergeant 2437 02:08:46,610 --> 02:08:44,980 rolling something and I knocked on his 2438 02:08:48,990 --> 02:08:46,620 door 2439 02:08:50,670 --> 02:08:49,000 you know CL told me you could call him 2440 02:08:52,680 --> 02:08:50,680 Roy well he didn't want me to call him 2441 02:08:56,550 --> 02:08:52,690 Roy he told me to call him First 2442 02:09:00,540 --> 02:08:56,560 Sergeant so on so but just you know just 2443 02:09:04,130 --> 02:09:00,550 this he was a real thin guy with just 2444 02:09:12,420 --> 02:09:09,620 mannerism and just look for like he was 2445 02:09:12,870 --> 02:09:12,430 well I wasn't welcome I'll put it that 2446 02:09:14,730 --> 02:09:12,880 way 2447 02:09:17,550 --> 02:09:14,740 and what was your rank at this time I 2448 02:09:21,420 --> 02:09:17,560 Staff Sergeant Mike yeah you're an e5 2449 02:09:23,820 --> 02:09:21,430 right so you've got your stripes yeah 2450 02:09:26,460 --> 02:09:23,830 yeah you got your stripes and so now 2451 02:09:33,300 --> 02:09:26,470 obvious what you don't know it yet but 2452 02:09:36,330 --> 02:09:33,310 you've been downgraded in in back of 2453 02:09:38,310 --> 02:09:36,340 this of this building the supply unit 2454 02:09:40,950 --> 02:09:38,320 was up was in a little building that 2455 02:09:43,740 --> 02:09:40,960 must have been like a woodwork shop at 2456 02:09:45,270 --> 02:09:43,750 one time and first sergeant walked me 2457 02:09:46,590 --> 02:09:45,280 back there any sense yeah he says you 2458 02:09:49,260 --> 02:09:46,600 know I got something I think you know 2459 02:09:51,060 --> 02:09:49,270 he's pretending he's like yeah you know 2460 02:09:53,100 --> 02:09:51,070 I got something we can we can help you 2461 02:09:54,960 --> 02:09:53,110 or you can help us with we could really 2462 02:09:57,120 --> 02:09:54,970 use your hand he says here's what I need 2463 02:09:59,340 --> 02:09:57,130 you to do he says see this to see that 2464 02:10:00,930 --> 02:09:59,350 stack of plywood over there and I 2465 02:10:05,700 --> 02:10:00,940 thought yeah you know I'm not blind and 2466 02:10:08,130 --> 02:10:05,710 he says I need you to spray-paint 30 2467 02:10:08,610 --> 02:10:08,140 sheets are those four by eight pieces of 2468 02:10:12,780 --> 02:10:08,620 plywood 2469 02:10:15,750 --> 02:10:12,790 the paint is all in that can't the cans 2470 02:10:18,690 --> 02:10:15,760 in the corner there and he said here's a 2471 02:10:21,300 --> 02:10:18,700 key come and go as you please you got an 2472 02:10:26,160 --> 02:10:21,310 hour for lunch be here at 8:30 worked 2473 02:10:28,380 --> 02:10:26,170 till 5:30 and unless you need me I don't 2474 02:10:33,770 --> 02:10:28,390 expect to hear from you so we're talking 2475 02:10:39,390 --> 02:10:33,780 about an e5 Staff Sergeant EMT is now 2476 02:10:42,960 --> 02:10:39,400 spray-painting plywood and it got worse 2477 02:10:46,260 --> 02:10:42,970 and so if it could get any worse and you 2478 02:10:50,220 --> 02:10:46,270 know after a couple of weeks I started 2479 02:10:51,720 --> 02:10:50,230 enjoying the isolation you know because 2480 02:10:52,680 --> 02:10:51,730 the other guys in squad who treated me 2481 02:10:54,780 --> 02:10:52,690 like a pariah 2482 02:10:56,520 --> 02:10:54,790 so you know I started like well you know 2483 02:11:00,000 --> 02:10:56,530 this is my workshop I'll make the best 2484 02:11:01,740 --> 02:11:00,010 of this and you know I I did my best cuz 2485 02:11:03,600 --> 02:11:01,750 you know yeah you know I'm proud of my 2486 02:11:05,280 --> 02:11:03,610 work product always have been if whether 2487 02:11:07,130 --> 02:11:05,290 I'm you know practice the law or 2488 02:11:09,900 --> 02:11:07,140 spray-painting I want to do a good job 2489 02:11:11,870 --> 02:11:09,910 so I get done and I go and I get for 2490 02:11:14,490 --> 02:11:11,880 sergeant my knock on a store and I say 2491 02:11:17,580 --> 02:11:14,500 yeah for sergeant I'm done 2492 02:11:19,590 --> 02:11:17,590 take a look and he's you know he's he's 2493 02:11:24,630 --> 02:11:19,600 feigning this I can tell this is all 2494 02:11:27,330 --> 02:11:24,640 fake enthusiasm he's like yeah yeah love 2495 02:11:30,930 --> 02:11:27,340 let's see what you done let's go take a 2496 02:11:33,570 --> 02:11:30,940 look you know and he walked act yeah he 2497 02:11:34,920 --> 02:11:33,580 look through these these plywood boards 2498 02:11:37,140 --> 02:11:34,930 I painted looked through maybe a half a 2499 02:11:40,170 --> 02:11:37,150 dozen of them and pointed out a spot or 2500 02:11:45,780 --> 02:11:40,180 two or two painted run and it wasn't 2501 02:11:47,580 --> 02:11:45,790 anything significant and I said well you 2502 02:11:48,840 --> 02:11:47,590 know you got another something else for 2503 02:11:52,920 --> 02:11:48,850 me to do maybe something a little more 2504 02:11:56,490 --> 02:11:52,930 cerebral and he rubs his chin and he 2505 02:11:59,010 --> 02:11:56,500 says well let me think yeah yeah yeah he 2506 02:11:59,370 --> 02:11:59,020 says you see you see that sandpaper over 2507 02:12:01,680 --> 02:11:59,380 there 2508 02:12:04,940 --> 02:12:01,690 go ahead and sand them down the bear 2509 02:12:08,490 --> 02:12:04,950 would come see me when you're done 2510 02:12:13,290 --> 02:12:08,500 unbelievable and and what about ageing 2511 02:12:15,540 --> 02:12:13,300 Gregory oh you know I I gotta tell this 2512 02:12:19,770 --> 02:12:15,550 because this was the last time that I 2513 02:12:22,110 --> 02:12:19,780 saw my friend Toby and agent Gregory's a 2514 02:12:26,130 --> 02:12:22,120 part and parcel of it 2515 02:12:28,770 --> 02:12:26,140 oh is this with Sheila yeah my wife is 2516 02:12:31,170 --> 02:12:28,780 driving the car right and I begged I 2517 02:12:33,720 --> 02:12:31,180 said we please stop by Toby's house 2518 02:12:35,520 --> 02:12:33,730 because I had this compulsion I didn't 2519 02:12:37,950 --> 02:12:35,530 want to I really didn't want to see the 2520 02:12:41,430 --> 02:12:37,960 guy but I thought I had to say goodbye 2521 02:12:44,640 --> 02:12:41,440 to him and it was a strong compulsion to 2522 02:12:47,070 --> 02:12:44,650 say goodbye to him and I and I talked 2523 02:12:49,140 --> 02:12:47,080 her into doing it she pulled over and I 2524 02:12:51,510 --> 02:12:49,150 I hopped out of the car and I I told her 2525 02:12:53,820 --> 02:12:51,520 I'll be quick and I ran you know through 2526 02:12:57,420 --> 02:12:53,830 the front door that you know I walked 2527 02:12:58,380 --> 02:12:57,430 through a hundred times and before and 2528 02:13:03,000 --> 02:12:58,390 there's Tammy 2529 02:13:04,440 --> 02:13:03,010 there's Toby's wife you know gives me a 2530 02:13:08,880 --> 02:13:04,450 hard look and says you're not supposed 2531 02:13:10,980 --> 02:13:08,890 to be here and just went on walking away 2532 02:13:13,950 --> 02:13:10,990 and Toby must have heard this exchange 2533 02:13:15,000 --> 02:13:13,960 and he walks around the corner and he's 2534 02:13:19,410 --> 02:13:15,010 a train wreck 2535 02:13:24,000 --> 02:13:19,420 I mean he's wearing a dirty t-shirt and 2536 02:13:27,510 --> 02:13:24,010 it just wasn't Toby and he was he was 2537 02:13:32,910 --> 02:13:27,520 just his James were dirty you name is 2538 02:13:34,920 --> 02:13:32,920 and he walked up to me yet she and I 2539 02:13:38,130 --> 02:13:34,930 could smell vodka on his breath 2540 02:13:41,550 --> 02:13:38,140 and this is 11:30 in the morning 2541 02:13:44,610 --> 02:13:41,560 no and I knew Toby could nurse a beer 2542 02:13:50,190 --> 02:13:44,620 for two hours a 12 ounce can of beer not 2543 02:13:54,330 --> 02:13:50,200 a he was not a drinker and he came out 2544 02:13:57,270 --> 02:13:54,340 and his eyes were bloodshot and it was a 2545 02:13:59,280 --> 02:13:57,280 real awkward moment for some reason that 2546 02:14:01,350 --> 02:13:59,290 moment is burned in my memory almost 2547 02:14:04,470 --> 02:14:01,360 like the birth of my kids I don't know 2548 02:14:08,010 --> 02:14:04,480 why but it was important at some level 2549 02:14:10,860 --> 02:14:08,020 and I didn't know I'm standing there 2550 02:14:12,690 --> 02:14:10,870 were two feet apart and I didn't I felt 2551 02:14:17,130 --> 02:14:12,700 that it be appropriate to embrace them 2552 02:14:19,770 --> 02:14:17,140 or hit Leigh shake his hand but I'm 2553 02:14:21,330 --> 02:14:19,780 looking at my shoes and I said you know 2554 02:14:22,979 --> 02:14:21,340 I just wanted to stop by and wish you 2555 02:14:27,930 --> 02:14:22,989 well and tell you I enjoyed working with 2556 02:14:30,870 --> 02:14:27,940 you and that's he was a short guy and 2557 02:14:34,100 --> 02:14:30,880 that's when I when I looked up we made 2558 02:14:39,410 --> 02:14:34,110 eye contact and I was his eyes were just 2559 02:14:43,260 --> 02:14:39,420 bloodshot and he said it happened didn't 2560 02:14:45,150 --> 02:14:43,270 and I said yeah told it happened and he 2561 02:14:45,660 --> 02:14:45,160 said we're not crazy I'm not losing my 2562 02:14:48,990 --> 02:14:45,670 mind 2563 02:14:53,300 --> 02:14:49,000 I said no Toby it happened you're not 2564 02:14:55,830 --> 02:14:53,310 losing your mind and with with that I 2565 02:15:03,120 --> 02:14:55,840 broke my days with him turn around and I 2566 02:15:04,590 --> 02:15:03,130 ran to our car just uh anyway hopped in 2567 02:15:06,870 --> 02:15:04,600 the car there tooth police there are two 2568 02:15:08,729 --> 02:15:06,880 policemen in a parked car in back of us 2569 02:15:11,910 --> 02:15:08,739 and they got my like him into this 2570 02:15:15,030 --> 02:15:11,920 parking spot and she's crying she's 2571 02:15:16,170 --> 02:15:15,040 freaked out she's gonna rest us no you 2572 02:15:18,240 --> 02:15:16,180 got to calm down if they were gonna 2573 02:15:21,270 --> 02:15:18,250 arrest us we'd be in the handcuffs 2574 02:15:23,130 --> 02:15:21,280 right did they follow you there or and 2575 02:15:25,800 --> 02:15:23,140 you were only inside for a couple of 2576 02:15:28,830 --> 02:15:25,810 minutes right you know so they were 2577 02:15:31,830 --> 02:15:28,840 either following you or they were 2578 02:15:34,140 --> 02:15:31,840 watching Toby's place and saw you pull 2579 02:15:36,000 --> 02:15:34,150 up but could be could have been 2580 02:15:37,920 --> 02:15:36,010 happenstance you know we had a little 2581 02:15:40,450 --> 02:15:37,930 orange Karmann Ghia so it was kind of an 2582 02:15:45,459 --> 02:15:40,460 unusual car right 2583 02:15:47,110 --> 02:15:45,469 but they they followed us right on our 2584 02:15:50,950 --> 02:15:47,120 bumper hold we were coming from the 2585 02:15:52,870 --> 02:15:50,960 grocery store and my wife parked and I 2586 02:15:54,580 --> 02:15:52,880 got her to calm down and I grabbed a 2587 02:15:56,830 --> 02:15:54,590 groceries and I run and unlocked the 2588 02:15:58,800 --> 02:15:56,840 door and the phone's ringing and I 2589 02:16:03,750 --> 02:15:58,810 dropped the groceries and I pick it up 2590 02:16:08,979 --> 02:16:03,760 sergeant Lovelace and it's agent Gregory 2591 02:16:11,020 --> 02:16:08,989 okay so just to understand you walk out 2592 02:16:13,300 --> 02:16:11,030 of Toby's house you say goodbye for the 2593 02:16:16,840 --> 02:16:13,310 last time he says did this really happen 2594 02:16:21,610 --> 02:16:16,850 we're not crazy he's obviously on the 2595 02:16:25,780 --> 02:16:21,620 edge of of losing it you get back out to 2596 02:16:29,260 --> 02:16:25,790 your car and then there's a cop car with 2597 02:16:32,140 --> 02:16:29,270 two cops in it that is basically blocked 2598 02:16:35,860 --> 02:16:32,150 you win so they've arrived they follow 2599 02:16:38,230 --> 02:16:35,870 you home after all of this you guys walk 2600 02:16:41,080 --> 02:16:38,240 in you're calming your wife down and the 2601 02:16:44,910 --> 02:16:41,090 friggin phone rings and and it's agent 2602 02:16:46,209 --> 02:16:44,920 Lovelace none of this is coincidence 2603 02:16:47,680 --> 02:16:46,219 none 2604 02:16:49,000 --> 02:16:47,690 those guys parked out in front of our 2605 02:16:51,820 --> 02:16:49,010 house and they stayed there for two 2606 02:16:54,700 --> 02:16:51,830 hours but when I picked up the phone I 2607 02:16:57,070 --> 02:16:54,710 said sorry Lovelace and the last person 2608 02:17:00,490 --> 02:16:57,080 I was expecting was agent regularly and 2609 02:17:01,140 --> 02:17:00,500 he says well son you just couldn't do it 2610 02:17:04,030 --> 02:17:01,150 could you 2611 02:17:05,919 --> 02:17:04,040 and I knew what he was talking about and 2612 02:17:09,940 --> 02:17:05,929 I said sir I'm sorry I just wanted to 2613 02:17:11,890 --> 02:17:09,950 say goodbye and and he interrupted me he 2614 02:17:14,140 --> 02:17:11,900 was good at that interrupted me said I 2615 02:17:16,330 --> 02:17:14,150 want to know what you gave him and I 2616 02:17:18,730 --> 02:17:16,340 want to know what he gave you well you 2617 02:17:26,379 --> 02:17:18,740 signed they gave you a direct written 2618 02:17:30,700 --> 02:17:26,389 order to stay away from Toby yes he said 2619 02:17:34,120 --> 02:17:30,710 you know it really know me off whenever 2620 02:17:36,190 --> 02:17:34,130 people disobey my order and he said let 2621 02:17:38,970 --> 02:17:36,200 me talk about sarcasm he says you're 2622 02:17:40,860 --> 02:17:38,980 just dying to change uniforms aren't you 2623 02:17:43,480 --> 02:17:40,870 [Music] 2624 02:17:45,160 --> 02:17:43,490 I got something in black and white 2625 02:17:47,140 --> 02:17:45,170 stripes that would look good on you and 2626 02:17:50,320 --> 02:17:47,150 I'll take your blue uniform would you 2627 02:17:51,700 --> 02:17:50,330 like that and I could just dumb it took 2628 02:17:53,890 --> 02:17:51,710 me a minute he was talking about out 2629 02:17:55,770 --> 02:17:53,900 there you know Portlander 2630 02:17:59,920 --> 02:17:55,780 you just talking about the penitentiary 2631 02:18:00,780 --> 02:17:59,930 and I said no sir and it just said you 2632 02:18:03,660 --> 02:18:00,790 know 2633 02:18:07,090 --> 02:18:03,670 watch yourself because I'm watching you 2634 02:18:11,400 --> 02:18:07,100 expletives deleted did he ask you what 2635 02:18:13,420 --> 02:18:11,410 you and Toby talked about yeah he said 2636 02:18:15,760 --> 02:18:13,430 what did he ask where did you exchange 2637 02:18:17,470 --> 02:18:15,770 and he's where did you talk about and I 2638 02:18:19,840 --> 02:18:17,480 said totally the truth I told him like 2639 02:18:24,340 --> 02:18:19,850 that total goodbye I said sir I was in 2640 02:18:27,720 --> 02:18:24,350 there maybe four minutes and and that 2641 02:18:31,060 --> 02:18:27,730 was it and then I didn't see him again 2642 02:18:34,541 --> 02:18:31,070 we talked to agent Gregory again until 2643 02:18:37,990 --> 02:18:34,551 the interrogation that happened when I 2644 02:18:41,140 --> 02:18:38,000 was in the process of spray-painting one 2645 02:18:44,220 --> 02:18:41,150 I'm sanding off the paint that had just 2646 02:18:50,860 --> 02:18:44,230 particular sleeping on these boards and 2647 02:18:52,570 --> 02:18:50,870 it's you know some weeks later and first 2648 02:18:56,260 --> 02:18:52,580 sergeant comes out and yells at me says 2649 02:18:58,450 --> 02:18:56,270 lovelace CEO wants to see ya so I'm like 2650 02:19:00,371 --> 02:18:58,460 hey just lock up and I thought well that 2651 02:19:04,270 --> 02:19:00,381 could be bad news or good news 2652 02:19:07,630 --> 02:19:04,280 so I lock up my shop and I go running in 2653 02:19:12,630 --> 02:19:07,640 and I I stop to use a bathroom boy am I 2654 02:19:15,550 --> 02:19:12,640 glad I did and check my appearance and 2655 02:19:18,010 --> 02:19:15,560 hustled down to the CIO's office since 2656 02:19:23,590 --> 02:19:18,020 no his secretary was there and she waved 2657 02:19:25,510 --> 02:19:23,600 me in and he said sorry Lovelace the OSI 2658 02:19:27,850 --> 02:19:25,520 sent a car for you they want to see you 2659 02:19:29,410 --> 02:19:27,860 at OSI headquarters they're out front 2660 02:19:32,831 --> 02:19:29,420 right now I wouldn't keep them waiting 2661 02:19:36,371 --> 02:19:32,841 if I were you you're dismissed and I 2662 02:19:38,410 --> 02:19:36,381 said yes sir and I ran down the hallway 2663 02:19:41,831 --> 02:19:38,420 and sure enough there's a blue car right 2664 02:19:43,180 --> 02:19:41,841 in front and I went and I got well there 2665 02:19:44,920 --> 02:19:43,190 was a driver and you open the door for 2666 02:19:46,900 --> 02:19:44,930 me I'd never been in the backseat of a 2667 02:19:49,631 --> 02:19:46,910 police car before I thought I noticed 2668 02:19:55,720 --> 02:19:49,641 you know no hand cranks you know the 2669 02:19:58,600 --> 02:19:55,730 metal floor anyway that's either he 2670 02:20:01,660 --> 02:19:58,610 drove us too few and maybe two miles to 2671 02:20:03,570 --> 02:20:01,670 the OSI headquarters which was an 2672 02:20:06,540 --> 02:20:03,580 intimidating building in itself 2673 02:20:09,029 --> 02:20:06,550 you know I I described the book 2674 02:20:15,719 --> 02:20:09,039 architecture is Stalin desk that makes 2675 02:20:19,800 --> 02:20:15,729 sense you know I'm a military brat so 2676 02:20:24,120 --> 02:20:19,810 I've been on many Air Force paces and an 2677 02:20:27,510 --> 02:20:24,130 army bases and that is what whatever it 2678 02:20:31,710 --> 02:20:27,520 is whether it's OSI civil investigations 2679 02:20:34,340 --> 02:20:31,720 all of those military police buildings 2680 02:20:38,399 --> 02:20:34,350 are very Stalin desk they stand out 2681 02:20:42,359 --> 02:20:38,409 stand down I should say yes and he took 2682 02:20:43,920 --> 02:20:42,369 me down a corridor and he had a key we 2683 02:20:45,870 --> 02:20:43,930 had first way to go through the locked 2684 02:20:47,639 --> 02:20:45,880 doors with the buzzer you know and then 2685 02:20:51,000 --> 02:20:47,649 the door opens and clicks shut behind 2686 02:20:54,420 --> 02:20:51,010 you like a bank vault took me down to 2687 02:20:56,399 --> 02:20:54,430 this little room the rooms were marked 2688 02:21:00,120 --> 02:20:56,409 alphabetically and it took me down the 2689 02:21:02,219 --> 02:21:00,130 room D and he opened the door and said 2690 02:21:04,019 --> 02:21:02,229 someone will be right with you and he 2691 02:21:06,929 --> 02:21:04,029 shut the door and I knew it was locked 2692 02:21:09,510 --> 02:21:06,939 and in this in this room there were 2693 02:21:12,300 --> 02:21:09,520 three those fiberglass molded plastic 2694 02:21:17,099 --> 02:21:12,310 chairs they made in the 60s and like a 2695 02:21:20,969 --> 02:21:17,109 1950's vintage military steel desk with 2696 02:21:23,160 --> 02:21:20,979 a heavy padded chair and there was a 2697 02:21:24,990 --> 02:21:23,170 two-way mirror there was a I didn't go 2698 02:21:27,149 --> 02:21:25,000 and cut my hands and look through it but 2699 02:21:28,410 --> 02:21:27,159 I remember thinking nobody's going to be 2700 02:21:30,210 --> 02:21:28,420 grooming themselves in this 2701 02:21:31,620 --> 02:21:30,220 interrogation room that's that that's 2702 02:21:33,929 --> 02:21:31,630 got to be what that's for 2703 02:21:39,420 --> 02:21:33,939 it was a clock on the wall and that was 2704 02:21:42,450 --> 02:21:39,430 it little glass window and I sat down it 2705 02:21:44,939 --> 02:21:42,460 was little after 9:00 and it was a 2706 02:21:47,849 --> 02:21:44,949 little after 10:00 and then it was a 2707 02:21:50,069 --> 02:21:47,859 little after 11:00 and I was so thankful 2708 02:21:53,550 --> 02:21:50,079 I made that stop the bathroom for our 2709 02:21:57,000 --> 02:21:53,560 left and around noon 2710 02:22:02,069 --> 02:21:57,010 here comes agent Gregory and the captain 2711 02:22:05,460 --> 02:22:02,079 and the guy opens the door for them and 2712 02:22:06,059 --> 02:22:05,470 they come in and the NSA word to me at 2713 02:22:10,939 --> 02:22:06,069 first 2714 02:22:16,469 --> 02:22:10,949 clearly ignore me they're talking about 2715 02:22:17,969 --> 02:22:16,479 golf and he made me of course he made me 2716 02:22:19,650 --> 02:22:17,979 get out of the heavy padded chair and 2717 02:22:24,540 --> 02:22:19,660 sitting one of the uncomfortable ones 2718 02:22:26,690 --> 02:22:24,550 and he said and the captain setting up 2719 02:22:29,340 --> 02:22:26,700 his little real real tape recorder and 2720 02:22:32,280 --> 02:22:29,350 he said why do you have any film for me 2721 02:22:34,320 --> 02:22:32,290 son and I said no sir I don't have any 2722 02:22:35,969 --> 02:22:34,330 film for you I didn't take any kid 2723 02:22:38,520 --> 02:22:35,979 pictures I didn't take a camera there 2724 02:22:41,550 --> 02:22:38,530 and he says well it doesn't matter much 2725 02:22:44,250 --> 02:22:41,560 today he says we're my just wrap this up 2726 02:22:45,770 --> 02:22:44,260 today would you like that and I said yes 2727 02:22:47,700 --> 02:22:45,780 sir I'd like that very much 2728 02:22:51,570 --> 02:22:47,710 and he says well you know you're gonna 2729 02:22:54,510 --> 02:22:51,580 be hypnotized today and I said what I'm 2730 02:22:55,950 --> 02:22:54,520 gonna be hypnotized he says yeah yeah 2731 02:22:58,290 --> 02:22:55,960 they're going to give you a little 2732 02:23:01,920 --> 02:22:58,300 medication and they're gonna ask you 2733 02:23:05,070 --> 02:23:01,930 some questions and I said sir but why'd 2734 02:23:08,070 --> 02:23:05,080 as soon as I said that word why he 2735 02:23:10,350 --> 02:23:08,080 pulled the sheet out from that manila 2736 02:23:12,300 --> 02:23:10,360 folder and slams it on a desk in front 2737 02:23:17,910 --> 02:23:12,310 of me and said this is all the why I 2738 02:23:20,389 --> 02:23:17,920 need son you signed it oh yeah yep no 2739 02:23:25,050 --> 02:23:20,399 idea what I'd signed I'd say and it was 2740 02:23:26,910 --> 02:23:25,060 captioned consent hypnotic regression 2741 02:23:31,080 --> 02:23:26,920 with chemical enhancements something 2742 02:23:33,870 --> 02:23:31,090 along those lines and I said sir but I 2743 02:23:35,700 --> 02:23:33,880 don't understand why and and he said 2744 02:23:37,080 --> 02:23:35,710 that same line he says well I can tear 2745 02:23:39,660 --> 02:23:37,090 these up you want to rescind your 2746 02:23:41,429 --> 02:23:39,670 cooperation I'll just tear these up and 2747 02:23:46,080 --> 02:23:41,439 we'll see a court-martial that's the 2748 02:23:48,719 --> 02:23:46,090 threat and it worked it worked it worked 2749 02:23:50,370 --> 02:23:48,729 for me it would work for me I'm I'm cool 2750 02:23:54,750 --> 02:23:50,380 oh think give me the drugs us do the 2751 02:23:59,210 --> 02:23:54,760 hypnosis that beats prison yeah right 2752 02:24:01,469 --> 02:23:59,220 and this major knocks on the door and 2753 02:24:03,840 --> 02:24:01,479 the captain leans over and opens the 2754 02:24:06,630 --> 02:24:03,850 door for him and it comes in and he's 2755 02:24:11,520 --> 02:24:06,640 carrying like a sheeting kit under his 2756 02:24:13,530 --> 02:24:11,530 arm Oh like a leather little kit and he 2757 02:24:15,810 --> 02:24:13,540 talks to the two guy to the two agents 2758 02:24:17,610 --> 02:24:15,820 to Gregory to cap that about fishing I 2759 02:24:19,950 --> 02:24:17,620 guess he didn't golf and they're they're 2760 02:24:22,440 --> 02:24:19,960 having a little conversation and he 2761 02:24:24,810 --> 02:24:22,450 ignored me you know at first and then he 2762 02:24:26,310 --> 02:24:24,820 pulls the chair he gets he makes Gregory 2763 02:24:28,969 --> 02:24:26,320 get out of the comfortable chair and he 2764 02:24:31,920 --> 02:24:28,979 commandeer sand and rolls it over and 2765 02:24:33,240 --> 02:24:31,930 scoops right encroaches in my personal 2766 02:24:36,590 --> 02:24:33,250 space gets right up neck 2767 02:24:42,030 --> 02:24:36,600 to be and he's a big barrel-chested 2768 02:24:46,380 --> 02:24:42,040 sandy-haired guy with oak leaves but no 2769 02:24:49,020 --> 02:24:46,390 name tag and he sits down next to me he 2770 02:24:51,480 --> 02:24:49,030 got this great big smile and he shakes 2771 02:24:54,330 --> 02:24:51,490 my hand and he says sergeant uh blaze 2772 02:24:59,040 --> 02:24:54,340 it's so good to finally meet you how are 2773 02:25:03,000 --> 02:24:59,050 you and I said I'm good sir he says 2774 02:25:04,820 --> 02:25:03,010 don't sir he says listen for today's for 2775 02:25:08,370 --> 02:25:04,830 the purpose of today's a little exercise 2776 02:25:12,930 --> 02:25:08,380 why don't you call me Brad that is my 2777 02:25:17,160 --> 02:25:12,940 name and at that point that's creepy 2778 02:25:22,230 --> 02:25:17,170 and I said yes sir Annie he chided me 2779 02:25:25,650 --> 02:25:22,240 and said don't you mean yes Brad and I 2780 02:25:27,300 --> 02:25:25,660 said yes Brad and he said what and for 2781 02:25:30,810 --> 02:25:27,310 purposes of today's little exercise may 2782 02:25:35,940 --> 02:25:30,820 I call you Terry is just creeping me out 2783 02:25:42,000 --> 02:25:35,950 man this is just creeping me out okay 2784 02:25:44,880 --> 02:25:42,010 continue oh man I said yes and then he 2785 02:25:46,650 --> 02:25:44,890 started a conversation of just routine 2786 02:25:49,290 --> 02:25:46,660 small talk he asked me where I was from 2787 02:25:50,910 --> 02:25:49,300 I told him some st. Louis I rattle off 2788 02:25:53,360 --> 02:25:50,920 some landmarks he rattle off some 2789 02:25:56,160 --> 02:25:53,370 landmarks didn't he Terry 2790 02:26:01,860 --> 02:25:56,170 refresh my memory didn't he say don't 2791 02:26:04,410 --> 02:26:01,870 you trust me yes man yes yeah that was 2792 02:26:06,270 --> 02:26:04,420 right after right after we go through 2793 02:26:08,190 --> 02:26:06,280 all this little chitchat and it's worth 2794 02:26:09,870 --> 02:26:08,200 like he read my mind cuz I begin 2795 02:26:14,370 --> 02:26:09,880 thinking you know I'm just not all that 2796 02:26:16,980 --> 02:26:14,380 interesting and he shifts gears and 2797 02:26:20,430 --> 02:26:16,990 takes on a real sombre effect and says 2798 02:26:26,360 --> 02:26:20,440 Terry I know we've only just met but do 2799 02:26:33,680 --> 02:26:26,370 you trust me and I gave him the you know 2800 02:26:36,420 --> 02:26:33,690 untruthful answer yes Brad I trust you 2801 02:26:40,320 --> 02:26:36,430 and he's this good that's good that you 2802 02:26:41,940 --> 02:26:40,330 trust me and he says well today we're 2803 02:26:45,090 --> 02:26:41,950 going to give you a little medication 2804 02:26:46,530 --> 02:26:45,100 and it's gonna help you relax and it's 2805 02:26:48,870 --> 02:26:46,540 going to help your memory and 2806 02:26:51,090 --> 02:26:48,880 a little shaving kit and he lays out a 2807 02:26:52,770 --> 02:26:51,100 little towel and there's a syringe I 2808 02:26:56,790 --> 02:26:52,780 have a doughnut syringe with a with a 2809 02:27:01,410 --> 02:26:56,800 yellow fluid in it some alcohol swabs a 2810 02:27:03,270 --> 02:27:01,420 bandage yellow two rubber tubing rubber 2811 02:27:08,360 --> 02:27:03,280 tubing yeah we have two rubber tubing 2812 02:27:14,220 --> 02:27:08,370 and he's humming and he reached over and 2813 02:27:16,440 --> 02:27:14,230 unbuttons my my sleeve of my shirt 2814 02:27:20,460 --> 02:27:16,450 starts to roll my sleeve up and stops 2815 02:27:23,040 --> 02:27:20,470 and says Terry you know what we don't 2816 02:27:26,880 --> 02:27:23,050 really have to do this today you know 2817 02:27:28,770 --> 02:27:26,890 what we could do if you left something 2818 02:27:31,650 --> 02:27:28,780 out of your report or there's something 2819 02:27:34,620 --> 02:27:31,660 you want to change we can fix it now 2820 02:27:38,310 --> 02:27:34,630 then it won't be any trouble would you 2821 02:27:40,680 --> 02:27:38,320 like to do that and I said sir I don't I 2822 02:27:43,440 --> 02:27:40,690 don't know what you mean and he said I 2823 02:27:45,780 --> 02:27:43,450 can ask these two gentlemen here to step 2824 02:27:46,830 --> 02:27:45,790 outside and me and you can have a little 2825 02:27:51,570 --> 02:27:46,840 chat Oh 2826 02:27:55,410 --> 02:27:51,580 what do you say hmm and the agent stood 2827 02:27:57,780 --> 02:27:55,420 up and I said sir I don't I told the 2828 02:28:00,150 --> 02:27:57,790 agents everything I know and the agent 2829 02:28:05,420 --> 02:28:00,160 said that now and he rolled up my sleeve 2830 02:28:09,270 --> 02:28:05,430 and put this tourniquet on my arm and 2831 02:28:11,490 --> 02:28:09,280 this just bizarre he he complimented me 2832 02:28:14,880 --> 02:28:11,500 on my veins he says my you have good 2833 02:28:18,420 --> 02:28:14,890 things this is gonna be no problem at 2834 02:28:19,860 --> 02:28:18,430 all you know this won't hurt it made the 2835 02:28:21,450 --> 02:28:19,870 comment you know Terry it'll be like 2836 02:28:23,280 --> 02:28:21,460 having a couple beers you look like a 2837 02:28:25,620 --> 02:28:23,290 guy who likes to have a few beers on the 2838 02:28:27,060 --> 02:28:25,630 weekend and I thought you jerk you know 2839 02:28:31,800 --> 02:28:27,070 you know what do you think all enlisted 2840 02:28:33,660 --> 02:28:31,810 people drink you know let's you know now 2841 02:28:37,950 --> 02:28:33,670 we're gonna be headed towards a break 2842 02:28:40,110 --> 02:28:37,960 here and when we come back we'll discuss 2843 02:28:43,530 --> 02:28:40,120 everything that happened in this session 2844 02:28:46,950 --> 02:28:43,540 but there was something that stood out 2845 02:28:51,320 --> 02:28:46,960 in the book for me that I have been 2846 02:28:54,300 --> 02:28:51,330 wanting to ask you about at this point 2847 02:28:58,950 --> 02:28:54,310 Gregory I believe it was Gregory one of 2848 02:29:00,300 --> 02:28:58,960 the two agents Gregory says something to 2849 02:29:03,660 --> 02:29:00,310 the effect 2850 02:29:06,000 --> 02:29:03,670 oh man this is so cool I love it when we 2851 02:29:09,649 --> 02:29:06,010 do this I I could have the wording wrong 2852 02:29:15,540 --> 02:29:09,659 it doesn't matter but but at that point 2853 02:29:19,429 --> 02:29:15,550 it's suggesting that Gregory has done 2854 02:29:22,920 --> 02:29:19,439 these types of sessions with 2855 02:29:26,639 --> 02:29:22,930 experiencers right with people that 2856 02:29:28,590 --> 02:29:26,649 that's that's what I get out of this and 2857 02:29:31,410 --> 02:29:28,600 actually it wasn't regular it was the 2858 02:29:34,380 --> 02:29:31,420 captain and what he said was he said 2859 02:29:37,290 --> 02:29:34,390 they're whispering and and I could hear 2860 02:29:39,929 --> 02:29:37,300 them and and he said I'm amazed every 2861 02:29:45,660 --> 02:29:39,939 time I see this right right right right 2862 02:29:47,670 --> 02:29:45,670 and so so they're doing these UFO you 2863 02:29:51,540 --> 02:29:47,680 know correct me if I'm wrong but they're 2864 02:29:54,780 --> 02:29:51,550 doing these UFO sessions quite often 2865 02:29:58,649 --> 02:29:54,790 that's what I get out of it had to be 2866 02:30:00,840 --> 02:29:58,659 right they can't do this to everyone who 2867 02:30:02,399 --> 02:30:00,850 sees a UFO and then I thought well my 2868 02:30:07,019 --> 02:30:02,409 experience was actually a little more 2869 02:30:09,389 --> 02:30:07,029 intimate but you know and I don't know 2870 02:30:13,740 --> 02:30:09,399 if I have time to get this out and 2871 02:30:15,689 --> 02:30:13,750 understood but I made my mind up I was 2872 02:30:18,750 --> 02:30:15,699 determined that I was not going to be 2873 02:30:20,639 --> 02:30:18,760 hip with the eyes and I knew I I had 2874 02:30:23,099 --> 02:30:20,649 been taking psychology classes part-time 2875 02:30:25,349 --> 02:30:23,109 for two years now and I knew a little 2876 02:30:27,750 --> 02:30:25,359 bit about hypnosis and I had seen stage 2877 02:30:29,939 --> 02:30:27,760 hypnosis and I knew that you know how 2878 02:30:33,689 --> 02:30:29,949 people react kind of robotic ly and 2879 02:30:37,170 --> 02:30:33,699 relaxed and I was determined I was not 2880 02:30:40,170 --> 02:30:37,180 gonna let this guy hypnotize me but I 2881 02:30:42,590 --> 02:30:40,180 knew that I had to appear compliant well 2882 02:30:47,580 --> 02:30:42,600 not now the drug concerned me because I 2883 02:30:50,460 --> 02:30:47,590 could resist the the hypnosis but the 2884 02:30:53,670 --> 02:30:50,470 drug I had no power over and there are 2885 02:30:58,130 --> 02:30:53,680 there are spaces where I had have no 2886 02:31:01,530 --> 02:30:58,140 memory but what I did was he this major 2887 02:31:05,550 --> 02:31:01,540 said and he had this smooth voice like a 2888 02:31:07,769 --> 02:31:05,560 radio announcer and he says okay Terry 2889 02:31:10,920 --> 02:31:07,779 now you still trust me 2890 02:31:13,070 --> 02:31:10,930 yes Brad and he says okay when should 2891 02:31:14,840 --> 02:31:13,080 sit back close your eyes 2892 02:31:17,000 --> 02:31:14,850 you know and then he gave me the 2893 02:31:20,960 --> 02:31:17,010 injection and then he says you know I 2894 02:31:23,030 --> 02:31:20,970 thought this flush warm all over me and 2895 02:31:25,870 --> 02:31:23,040 I really did feel sedated I thought I 2896 02:31:29,290 --> 02:31:25,880 felt sedated and I'm fighting to keep 2897 02:31:32,030 --> 02:31:29,300 conscious and to keep my wits about me 2898 02:31:35,301 --> 02:31:32,040 the last thing I'm gonna do is surrender 2899 02:31:39,080 --> 02:31:35,311 my mind at the sky right I'm gonna 2900 02:31:41,480 --> 02:31:39,090 resist this with everything I got and he 2901 02:31:43,551 --> 02:31:41,490 had me sister we're gonna go down Terry 2902 02:31:45,350 --> 02:31:43,561 I want you to imagine stairs just a 2903 02:31:48,020 --> 02:31:45,360 stairwell can you see it in your mind 2904 02:31:49,850 --> 02:31:48,030 it's ten stairs and it goes down to a 2905 02:31:52,011 --> 02:31:49,860 basement can you see it you're gonna 2906 02:31:54,410 --> 02:31:52,021 take the first step now you're going 2907 02:31:57,170 --> 02:31:54,420 down feeling relaxed taking the next 2908 02:31:58,730 --> 02:31:57,180 step feeling ten times more relaxed and 2909 02:32:00,590 --> 02:31:58,740 doing that kind of thing and I'm 2910 02:32:02,870 --> 02:32:00,600 thinking you know what I'll go backward 2911 02:32:06,710 --> 02:32:02,880 on the number line you know he's going 2912 02:32:09,680 --> 02:32:06,720 down I'll go up you know so I'm counting 2913 02:32:12,170 --> 02:32:09,690 you know backward Tim know and 2914 02:32:17,120 --> 02:32:12,180 visualizing myself coming out of the 2915 02:32:19,670 --> 02:32:17,130 basement instead of going down and he 2916 02:32:21,770 --> 02:32:19,680 gets to this point he goes through this 2917 02:32:24,320 --> 02:32:21,780 long thing about feeling relaxed and 2918 02:32:26,960 --> 02:32:24,330 having me relaxed different parts of my 2919 02:32:30,290 --> 02:32:26,970 body and what I did was I flexed and 2920 02:32:33,830 --> 02:32:30,300 tensed my buttocks parts of my body that 2921 02:32:36,650 --> 02:32:33,840 I could tense without without it being 2922 02:32:38,511 --> 02:32:36,660 noticed just everything I could to 2923 02:32:43,370 --> 02:32:38,521 resist this guy and was just 2924 02:32:44,990 --> 02:32:43,380 surrendering him my mind and I I did 2925 02:32:47,090 --> 02:32:45,000 multiplication tables in my head I 2926 02:32:53,120 --> 02:32:47,100 played beautiful songs in my hair over 2927 02:32:55,310 --> 02:32:53,130 and over again and did it work yeah yeah 2928 02:32:58,000 --> 02:32:55,320 and we're gonna talk about that when we 2929 02:33:01,011 --> 02:32:58,010 come back after this break with an 2930 02:33:03,290 --> 02:33:01,021 amazing conversation tonight Terry and 2931 02:33:04,610 --> 02:33:03,300 thank you for sharing all of this stay 2932 02:33:07,011 --> 02:33:04,620 right there we're gonna be doing 2933 02:33:09,620 --> 02:33:07,021 overtime with Terry Lovelace for 2934 02:33:10,940 --> 02:33:09,630 discussing his book incident at Devil's 2935 02:33:13,460 --> 02:33:10,950 Den I'm heroes Timmy church 2936 02:33:16,219 --> 02:33:13,470 this is fade to black stay with us thank 2937 02:33:20,470 --> 02:33:16,229 you so much for this Terry 2938 02:33:24,970 --> 02:33:20,480 we'll be right back stay with us 2939 02:33:26,060 --> 02:33:24,980 [Music] 2940 02:33:34,270 --> 02:33:26,070 [Applause] 2941 02:33:46,480 --> 02:33:42,670 [Music] 2942 02:33:55,490 --> 02:33:49,520 box here and you are listening to my boy 2943 02:33:58,730 --> 02:33:55,500 Jimmy Church Jimmy Church radio.com this 2944 02:34:08,390 --> 02:33:58,740 my popular opinion reading a book will 2945 02:34:12,110 --> 02:34:08,400 not make you smarter hurricanes 2946 02:34:13,850 --> 02:34:12,120 earthquakes wildfires this year we've 2947 02:34:16,400 --> 02:34:13,860 experienced more than our fair share 2948 02:34:19,130 --> 02:34:16,410 this is Jimmy Church of fade to black 2949 02:34:21,380 --> 02:34:19,140 and last month I decided to make sure my 2950 02:34:23,480 --> 02:34:21,390 family does not have to worry about food 2951 02:34:27,230 --> 02:34:23,490 should we get caught in a real emergency 2952 02:34:29,150 --> 02:34:27,240 situation introducing Humana a healthy 2953 02:34:30,950 --> 02:34:29,160 storable product that 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02:36:19,299 haunting you and you just felt better 2996 02:36:24,299 --> 02:36:21,639 well we can't turn back the clocks and 2997 02:36:26,429 --> 02:36:24,309 go back 10 or 15 years but you can start 2998 02:36:29,579 --> 02:36:26,439 feeling and looking 10 or 15 years 2999 02:36:31,619 --> 02:36:29,589 younger with nature's youth RSF it's a 3000 02:36:33,299 --> 02:36:31,629 doctor formulated daily supplement that 3001 02:36:35,009 --> 02:36:33,309 helps your body maintain its peak 3002 02:36:37,649 --> 02:36:35,019 performance and fight the aging process 3003 02:36:39,149 --> 02:36:37,659 imagine sleeping better looking better 3004 02:36:41,609 --> 02:36:39,159 and feeling better 3005 02:36:43,559 --> 02:36:41,619 see how Nature's youth RSF has helped 3006 02:36:46,259 --> 02:36:43,569 thousands of people just like you at 3007 02:36:48,749 --> 02:36:46,269 nature's youth calm nature's youth calm 3008 02:36:50,129 --> 02:36:48,759 the holidays are coming imagine how it 3009 02:36:52,049 --> 02:36:50,139 will feel when your family and friends 3010 02:36:52,679 --> 02:36:52,059 are asking you what you did to look so 3011 02:36:55,079 --> 02:36:52,689 good 3012 02:36:56,969 --> 02:36:55,089 your secret will be nature's youth RSF 3013 02:36:59,399 --> 02:36:56,979 it's time to start looking better and 3014 02:37:01,799 --> 02:36:59,409 feeling better learn more in order your 3015 02:37:11,530 --> 02:37:01,809 nature's use RSF at nature's youth calm 3016 02:37:16,580 --> 02:37:15,260 it's not a lifestyle we chose we were 3017 02:37:27,410 --> 02:37:16,590 born this way 3018 02:37:29,040 --> 02:37:27,420 kera radio.com this is kjc our Jimmy 3019 02:37:42,270 --> 02:37:29,050 search radiojohn ha 3020 02:37:47,100 --> 02:37:44,550 all right welcome back fade to black I'm 3021 02:37:48,720 --> 02:37:47,110 your Jimmy Church heading into some 3022 02:37:51,690 --> 02:37:48,730 overtime with our guest tonight 3023 02:37:54,570 --> 02:37:51,700 Terry Lovelace discussing his book and 3024 02:37:57,270 --> 02:37:54,580 it's an incredible read incident at 3025 02:38:00,810 --> 02:37:57,280 Devil's Den the links for the book are 3026 02:38:02,340 --> 02:38:00,820 over at Jimmy Church radio.com and at 3027 02:38:06,030 --> 02:38:02,350 Terry I do want to thank you in advance 3028 02:38:10,260 --> 02:38:06,040 for for this conversation tonight and 3029 02:38:12,360 --> 02:38:10,270 where this leads now I'm gonna help you 3030 02:38:18,240 --> 02:38:12,370 along a little bit because at the 3031 02:38:20,820 --> 02:38:18,250 beginning of the session you you go over 3032 02:38:23,850 --> 02:38:20,830 you're still you think you're in control 3033 02:38:29,790 --> 02:38:23,860 by the way in reading the book I'm not 3034 02:38:31,410 --> 02:38:29,800 so sure but you go through everything 3035 02:38:33,900 --> 02:38:31,420 with Toby 3036 02:38:36,720 --> 02:38:33,910 and and you describe how you got to the 3037 02:38:40,320 --> 02:38:36,730 campsite again leading questions coming 3038 02:38:43,170 --> 02:38:40,330 from Brad because they apparently know 3039 02:38:45,900 --> 02:38:43,180 everything there is something that I 3040 02:38:49,830 --> 02:38:45,910 wanted to ask you that isn't in the book 3041 02:38:52,470 --> 02:38:49,840 do you think that they have already now 3042 02:38:54,900 --> 02:38:52,480 looking back in hindsight did did they 3043 02:38:59,250 --> 02:38:54,910 get this information from Toby did they 3044 02:39:02,070 --> 02:38:59,260 already interrogate Toby that's a 3045 02:39:05,070 --> 02:39:02,080 question I would love to have answered I 3046 02:39:07,980 --> 02:39:05,080 don't know right well I don't think so 3047 02:39:11,130 --> 02:39:07,990 but I don't know you know that bucket of 3048 02:39:13,200 --> 02:39:11,140 pills those pills I don't know what kind 3049 02:39:15,090 --> 02:39:13,210 of mental condition that put him in like 3050 02:39:18,390 --> 02:39:15,100 I said he was a train wreck when I saw 3051 02:39:21,600 --> 02:39:18,400 him right god knows what he told these 3052 02:39:23,580 --> 02:39:21,610 guys so and and and I could see the 3053 02:39:25,410 --> 02:39:23,590 reason why they separated us you know 3054 02:39:28,860 --> 02:39:25,420 they didn't want us to get together and 3055 02:39:31,650 --> 02:39:28,870 say you know get your stories right 3056 02:39:35,310 --> 02:39:31,660 right right right right absolutely so 3057 02:39:39,870 --> 02:39:35,320 okay so back to the session so you go 3058 02:39:40,890 --> 02:39:39,880 through setting up how you guys got 3059 02:39:47,760 --> 02:39:40,900 there 3060 02:39:52,020 --> 02:39:47,770 so forth but then they get to I want to 3061 02:39:54,630 --> 02:39:52,030 pick up here they get to the lights in 3062 02:39:55,680 --> 02:39:54,640 the sky they know about the stars right 3063 02:39:58,290 --> 02:39:55,690 they know about the light 3064 02:40:01,020 --> 02:39:58,300 and I find that very compelling very 3065 02:40:04,460 --> 02:40:01,030 interesting and so I want to pick up 3066 02:40:10,170 --> 02:40:04,470 there because immediately after that you 3067 02:40:12,091 --> 02:40:10,180 go into your childhood and that's where 3068 02:40:14,551 --> 02:40:12,101 I want to lead up to so they start 3069 02:40:17,160 --> 02:40:14,561 asking you about the lights in the sky 3070 02:40:19,290 --> 02:40:17,170 then you describe the craft coming down 3071 02:40:22,860 --> 02:40:19,300 so let's let's pick up there I want to 3072 02:40:26,700 --> 02:40:22,870 try to get as much in before we wrap in 3073 02:40:30,240 --> 02:40:26,710 the next 15 minutes yes and Toby's name 3074 02:40:33,631 --> 02:40:30,250 was mentioned yes yes it was because any 3075 02:40:37,051 --> 02:40:33,641 interrogation but Brad said you and you 3076 02:40:39,780 --> 02:40:37,061 and Toby you saw some lights in the sky 3077 02:40:42,570 --> 02:40:39,790 didn't you but they weren't lights were 3078 02:40:46,560 --> 02:40:42,580 they Terry Werth they were stars were 3079 02:40:48,631 --> 02:40:46,570 they and he was big now look I want you 3080 02:40:49,860 --> 02:40:48,641 to look in your mind's eye and tell me 3081 02:40:51,750 --> 02:40:49,870 what you see 3082 02:40:53,700 --> 02:40:51,760 you know don't give me your opinion or 3083 02:40:55,801 --> 02:40:53,710 what you think tell me what you see and 3084 02:41:01,440 --> 02:40:55,811 we'll step in The effect of this drug 3085 02:41:03,060 --> 02:41:01,450 because I I had images that come to mind 3086 02:41:05,551 --> 02:41:03,070 that I don't know where they come from 3087 02:41:09,180 --> 02:41:05,561 but but yeah he said you know they 3088 02:41:12,750 --> 02:41:09,190 weren't stars were they and I said no 3089 02:41:15,780 --> 02:41:12,760 Brad they weren't and he says well who 3090 02:41:18,530 --> 02:41:15,790 were they Jerry tell me who were they 3091 02:41:21,660 --> 02:41:18,540 and I said they were the space people 3092 02:41:23,910 --> 02:41:21,670 and I I felt like somebody smacked me in 3093 02:41:27,390 --> 02:41:23,920 the face I thought what had come out of 3094 02:41:28,320 --> 02:41:27,400 my mouth what what you know where did 3095 02:41:34,591 --> 02:41:28,330 that come from 3096 02:41:36,720 --> 02:41:34,601 and I realized that I'm without thinking 3097 02:41:42,930 --> 02:41:36,730 I'm answering some of these questions 3098 02:41:44,790 --> 02:41:42,940 and it must be must be the the drug that 3099 02:41:46,620 --> 02:41:44,800 they gave me because I certainly did 3100 02:41:50,910 --> 02:41:46,630 everything I could to resist the 3101 02:41:55,290 --> 02:41:50,920 hypnosis and like you said I I think it 3102 02:41:58,620 --> 02:41:55,300 was not a failed hypnosis but a faulty 3103 02:42:00,690 --> 02:41:58,630 hypno salty right all right and you know 3104 02:42:02,600 --> 02:42:00,700 what it did was it brought back all of 3105 02:42:08,520 --> 02:42:02,610 these memories it brought back memories 3106 02:42:12,350 --> 02:42:08,530 from my childhood because he asked me 3107 02:42:17,010 --> 02:42:12,360 about the monkey man and when I was 3108 02:42:19,920 --> 02:42:17,020 eight years old I had terrifying 3109 02:42:22,440 --> 02:42:19,930 nightmares about these four little 3110 02:42:28,020 --> 02:42:22,450 monkeys that would come into my room at 3111 02:42:29,490 --> 02:42:28,030 night and they were it was always the 3112 02:42:32,700 --> 02:42:29,500 same they would come in and form a 3113 02:42:37,560 --> 02:42:32,710 semicircle around my bed with my back to 3114 02:42:40,800 --> 02:42:37,570 the wall and they this is I know I but 3115 02:42:44,640 --> 02:42:40,810 they all wore white masks with this big 3116 02:42:48,540 --> 02:42:44,650 broad smile painted on them and they had 3117 02:42:52,410 --> 02:42:48,550 yellow eyes and long tails and they were 3118 02:42:53,460 --> 02:42:52,420 like look like circus monkeys and one 3119 02:42:55,440 --> 02:42:53,470 closest to me 3120 02:42:57,480 --> 02:42:55,450 we're always talked to me but his lips 3121 02:43:01,140 --> 02:42:57,490 never moved but I heard him in my head 3122 02:43:04,890 --> 02:43:01,150 and he would say Carrie won't you come 3123 02:43:06,750 --> 02:43:04,900 with us come with us and play and I 3124 02:43:09,240 --> 02:43:06,760 remember thinking a couple times did I 3125 02:43:12,870 --> 02:43:09,250 go within the Horde have I done this 3126 02:43:15,750 --> 02:43:12,880 before and he would hold out a paw and 3127 02:43:18,210 --> 02:43:15,760 say come with us Terry and I would 3128 02:43:21,660 --> 02:43:18,220 scream bloody murder and these things 3129 02:43:25,290 --> 02:43:21,670 would just go - shadows in the wall and 3130 02:43:29,130 --> 02:43:25,300 be gone but one of the most horrific 3131 02:43:31,590 --> 02:43:29,140 nightmares that I have is I'm in that 3132 02:43:34,470 --> 02:43:31,600 situation I'm eight years old I'm in bed 3133 02:43:38,220 --> 02:43:34,480 the monkeys come in the room the one 3134 02:43:40,950 --> 02:43:38,230 closest to me holds out his paw and I 3135 02:43:43,950 --> 02:43:40,960 look and it's not a paw it's this hand 3136 02:43:46,950 --> 02:43:43,960 with these four long fingers and for 3137 02:43:49,080 --> 02:43:46,960 some reason well when I see that in my 3138 02:43:53,100 --> 02:43:49,090 dream that that that's the point where I 3139 02:43:58,620 --> 02:43:53,110 scream because that just just freaks me 3140 02:44:03,500 --> 02:43:58,630 out and Brad Brad connected the monkey 3141 02:44:07,770 --> 02:44:03,510 man to you and Toby in the meadow 3142 02:44:10,620 --> 02:44:07,780 somehow yes someone yes you know the 3143 02:44:12,780 --> 02:44:10,630 space people right right yeah does he 3144 02:44:14,760 --> 02:44:12,790 kept asking about the space people and I 3145 02:44:16,890 --> 02:44:14,770 said it's the monkey man and that's what 3146 02:44:20,490 --> 02:44:16,900 he wanted to know who the monkey men 3147 02:44:22,230 --> 02:44:20,500 were again stuff from when I was a 3148 02:44:27,340 --> 02:44:22,240 little kid 3149 02:44:32,410 --> 02:44:27,350 she knew way more about me then I had 3150 02:44:38,500 --> 02:44:32,420 any idea right and was was this group of 3151 02:44:41,559 --> 02:44:38,510 three were they trying to make you feel 3152 02:44:45,460 --> 02:44:41,569 comfortable you know to keep you moving 3153 02:44:47,320 --> 02:44:45,470 forward in in in your disclosing not 3154 02:44:50,769 --> 02:44:47,330 only your childhood but what is good 3155 02:44:52,840 --> 02:44:50,779 they were encouraging you yes the two 3156 02:44:56,080 --> 02:44:52,850 agents were they trying to be your 3157 02:44:59,230 --> 02:44:56,090 friend is what I'm getting at the major 3158 02:45:01,630 --> 02:44:59,240 did yeah gave this major all the 3159 02:45:02,950 --> 02:45:01,640 difference in the world and scooted 3160 02:45:05,590 --> 02:45:02,960 their chairs back because I can hear I'm 3161 02:45:08,290 --> 02:45:05,600 screwed on the concrete no I'm I'm you 3162 02:45:10,210 --> 02:45:08,300 know like a posture where my head's on 3163 02:45:11,889 --> 02:45:10,220 my chest because I'm supposed to be 3164 02:45:16,059 --> 02:45:11,899 hypnotized and I'm thinking that's the 3165 02:45:19,000 --> 02:45:16,069 posture to take and Brad keeps telling 3166 02:45:23,769 --> 02:45:19,010 me you know in your mind's eye tell me 3167 02:45:26,320 --> 02:45:23,779 what you see Terry and he said we're 3168 02:45:29,139 --> 02:45:26,330 gonna go back to the campground Gerry 3169 02:45:32,710 --> 02:45:29,149 and when you were in the tent you saw 3170 02:45:34,900 --> 02:45:32,720 some lights didn't you and he says think 3171 02:45:37,750 --> 02:45:34,910 about it and tell me what you see 3172 02:45:40,900 --> 02:45:37,760 and then I could see it I could see it 3173 02:45:46,269 --> 02:45:40,910 is crystal clear as if I were watching a 3174 02:45:51,400 --> 02:45:46,279 movie and they took us out of the tent 3175 02:45:55,059 --> 02:45:51,410 and I was inside this triangle and it 3176 02:45:57,300 --> 02:45:55,069 was it was more enormous looking from 3177 02:46:01,570 --> 02:45:57,310 the inside than it was from the outside 3178 02:46:06,580 --> 02:46:01,580 and I recall everything was stainless 3179 02:46:09,790 --> 02:46:06,590 steel and white and I think I told Brad 3180 02:46:12,820 --> 02:46:09,800 - there were three flying saucers there 3181 02:46:15,190 --> 02:46:12,830 were fleas three saucers parked at a 3182 02:46:20,650 --> 02:46:15,200 neat little row like like planes on 3183 02:46:25,120 --> 02:46:20,660 below a carrier deck and we were being 3184 02:46:28,840 --> 02:46:25,130 herded around by these by the little 3185 02:46:32,980 --> 02:46:28,850 gray guys and there was a guy in charge 3186 02:46:35,290 --> 02:46:32,990 a taller alien more humanoid but gray 3187 02:46:40,500 --> 02:46:35,300 still guy 3188 02:46:43,059 --> 02:46:40,510 who appeared to be in church and I 3189 02:46:46,030 --> 02:46:43,069 caught my attention for some reason and 3190 02:46:48,460 --> 02:46:46,040 I turn and I looked at him and at the 3191 02:46:52,679 --> 02:46:48,470 moment I looked at him he turned and 3192 02:46:58,120 --> 02:46:52,689 looked at me and and we locked eyes and 3193 02:47:01,469 --> 02:46:58,130 it was the most terrifying thing you 3194 02:47:04,260 --> 02:47:01,479 could imagine I immediately felt naked I 3195 02:47:09,190 --> 02:47:04,270 felt like he knew everything in my mind 3196 02:47:12,429 --> 02:47:09,200 he knew my secrets he knew my childhood 3197 02:47:17,860 --> 02:47:12,439 he knew my white everything in my head 3198 02:47:21,400 --> 02:47:17,870 he knew in an instant and I could just 3199 02:47:23,770 --> 02:47:21,410 in those eyes you know when I look at my 3200 02:47:25,570 --> 02:47:23,780 dog's eyes well my cat's eyes I can see 3201 02:47:29,830 --> 02:47:25,580 you know love and trust behind those 3202 02:47:32,200 --> 02:47:29,840 eyes and behind these eyes it was just 3203 02:47:35,500 --> 02:47:32,210 intellect now I don't know how I could 3204 02:47:40,500 --> 02:47:35,510 tell that but it was it just was just 3205 02:47:43,300 --> 02:47:40,510 pure intellect you also described 3206 02:47:49,120 --> 02:47:43,310 different types of beings at this point 3207 02:47:52,179 --> 02:47:49,130 some were taller and tell me about that 3208 02:47:56,820 --> 02:47:52,189 and it was a pretty large group too as 3209 02:48:00,400 --> 02:47:56,830 well and I think you saw humans right 3210 02:48:03,460 --> 02:48:00,410 yes I saw two groups of humans and that 3211 02:48:05,260 --> 02:48:03,470 troubles me to this day and maybe that's 3212 02:48:07,349 --> 02:48:05,270 survivor's guilt or you know I don't 3213 02:48:09,700 --> 02:48:07,359 know what happened to these people but 3214 02:48:14,980 --> 02:48:09,710 Jimmy this is hard to believe but there 3215 02:48:16,360 --> 02:48:14,990 were 50 people now various ages there 3216 02:48:18,700 --> 02:48:16,370 were children there were men there were 3217 02:48:21,400 --> 02:48:18,710 women they were black or white there was 3218 02:48:23,530 --> 02:48:21,410 just a crowd a mixed crowd of people and 3219 02:48:26,380 --> 02:48:23,540 they were all like me and they were all 3220 02:48:29,469 --> 02:48:26,390 we're all standing there and we're 3221 02:48:30,700 --> 02:48:29,479 waiting our turn and some are new to 3222 02:48:34,290 --> 02:48:30,710 holding your clothes 3223 02:48:38,010 --> 02:48:34,300 what do you mean waiting their turn they 3224 02:48:42,790 --> 02:48:38,020 they were taking us there was this 3225 02:48:45,400 --> 02:48:42,800 insect looking thing that was over six 3226 02:48:48,460 --> 02:48:45,410 feet tall that was almost praying 3227 02:48:51,860 --> 02:48:48,470 mantis-like with the big eyes bye guys 3228 02:48:55,219 --> 02:48:51,870 not in my mind I picture this being 3229 02:48:58,820 --> 02:48:55,229 we're in a white lab coat now I know 3230 02:49:03,170 --> 02:48:58,830 that's probably not real but that's how 3231 02:49:07,490 --> 02:49:03,180 I picture him mm-hmm and I remember I 3232 02:49:10,010 --> 02:49:07,500 heard Toby screaming and then that just 3233 02:49:12,679 --> 02:49:10,020 filled me with dread and then after that 3234 02:49:15,200 --> 02:49:12,689 a woman was screaming and her scream I 3235 02:49:20,110 --> 02:49:15,210 hear in my nightmares this war lynches 3236 02:49:24,740 --> 02:49:20,120 me and then the gray guys took me and 3237 02:49:29,000 --> 02:49:24,750 then well I know I'm new and I'm seeing 3238 02:49:31,130 --> 02:49:29,010 this play out in front of Brad and there 3239 02:49:35,929 --> 02:49:31,140 are parts in this where I see things 3240 02:49:38,030 --> 02:49:35,939 that I didn't recall he dredged all this 3241 02:49:41,810 --> 02:49:38,040 up from my subconscious or from 3242 02:49:47,929 --> 02:49:41,820 somewhere and I get at least two points 3243 02:49:52,460 --> 02:49:47,939 I screamed and fainted or passed out but 3244 02:49:54,560 --> 02:49:52,470 the big insect like looking thing they I 3245 02:49:57,860 --> 02:49:54,570 was on the stainless steel table and I 3246 02:50:04,490 --> 02:49:57,870 fill my lungs with air and scream and 3247 02:50:08,740 --> 02:50:04,500 nothing would come out there is another 3248 02:50:11,480 --> 02:50:08,750 part and and the book is very detailed 3249 02:50:15,469 --> 02:50:11,490 everyone you've got to get the book we 3250 02:50:19,219 --> 02:50:15,479 are literally just these are just little 3251 02:50:21,890 --> 02:50:19,229 snippets of of the story it's it's done 3252 02:50:27,590 --> 02:50:21,900 in great detail but there was something 3253 02:50:32,360 --> 02:50:27,600 here that spoke to me about military our 3254 02:50:38,810 --> 02:50:32,370 military because you describe the some 3255 02:50:42,310 --> 02:50:38,820 of these humans wearing uniforms and 3256 02:50:44,870 --> 02:50:42,320 they were crew members on this ship 3257 02:50:47,120 --> 02:50:44,880 absolutely absolutely no doubt in my 3258 02:50:52,570 --> 02:50:47,130 mind they were dressed in tan flight 3259 02:50:58,360 --> 02:50:52,580 suits right had orange round orange 3260 02:51:01,460 --> 02:50:58,370 insignias on their on their shoulder and 3261 02:51:02,180 --> 02:51:01,470 I remember orange stripes wear a nametag 3262 02:51:05,301 --> 02:51:02,190 with 3263 02:51:06,980 --> 02:51:05,311 I wish I could visualize what was on 3264 02:51:10,070 --> 02:51:06,990 that patch I would love to know what 3265 02:51:12,650 --> 02:51:10,080 that hat says well you're a human you're 3266 02:51:15,860 --> 02:51:12,660 there you're abducted yeah you're 3267 02:51:17,841 --> 02:51:15,870 screaming you're terrified tear Toby's 3268 02:51:23,831 --> 02:51:17,851 freaking out you've got a woman there 3269 02:51:27,230 --> 02:51:23,841 also screaming these humans in uniform 3270 02:51:30,591 --> 02:51:27,240 did they care did they try to help you 3271 02:51:35,150 --> 02:51:30,601 or were they I mean artists would not 3272 02:51:37,190 --> 02:51:35,160 make eye contact with me would not know 3273 02:51:39,801 --> 02:51:37,200 absolutely the it was like we didn't 3274 02:51:41,411 --> 02:51:39,811 exist and there was no doubt that these 3275 02:51:46,220 --> 02:51:41,421 were crew members because this one guy 3276 02:51:51,560 --> 02:51:46,230 and there was a there was a woman too a 3277 02:51:53,841 --> 02:51:51,570 young Hispanic looking woman also but 3278 02:51:55,640 --> 02:51:53,851 this one guy was working on like a panel 3279 02:51:58,671 --> 02:51:55,650 that looked like a breaker box or 3280 02:52:04,970 --> 02:51:58,681 something so there's no question these 3281 02:52:07,341 --> 02:52:04,980 were crewmen these were these were these 3282 02:52:12,291 --> 02:52:07,351 were captured people like us right and 3283 02:52:14,690 --> 02:52:12,301 and Gregory's listening to this what did 3284 02:52:16,761 --> 02:52:14,700 he have to say about the human crew 3285 02:52:19,461 --> 02:52:16,771 member because this is what I'm linking 3286 02:52:22,430 --> 02:52:19,471 them they they know right these are 3287 02:52:26,301 --> 02:52:22,440 probably Air Force personnel that are 3288 02:52:29,661 --> 02:52:26,311 that are part of this project is is just 3289 02:52:32,360 --> 02:52:29,671 me going full-on conspiracy but what did 3290 02:52:35,091 --> 02:52:32,370 Gregory have to say about the human crew 3291 02:52:38,511 --> 02:52:35,101 members in uniform there were a couple 3292 02:52:43,251 --> 02:52:38,521 of points and that's one when I 3293 02:52:47,051 --> 02:52:43,261 mentioned that there was a hush and 3294 02:52:51,560 --> 02:52:47,061 discussion and a ruffling of papers and 3295 02:52:53,360 --> 02:52:51,570 Brad said you know you know you lookee 3296 02:52:54,640 --> 02:52:53,370 what are you seeing Terry and I told him 3297 02:52:58,030 --> 02:52:54,650 I'm seeing the man with the orange 3298 02:53:01,400 --> 02:52:58,040 shoulder patch and he said okay well 3299 02:53:03,740 --> 02:53:01,410 that didn't happen Terry it did not 3300 02:53:06,680 --> 02:53:03,750 happen there were no there were no 3301 02:53:08,751 --> 02:53:06,690 people there that didn't happen and 3302 02:53:09,501 --> 02:53:08,761 you'll forget about that and you won't 3303 02:53:16,070 --> 02:53:09,511 remember it 3304 02:53:18,540 --> 02:53:16,080 because it didn't happen and and 3305 02:53:19,770 --> 02:53:18,550 they were freaked out by that they did 3306 02:53:21,900 --> 02:53:19,780 they did not like that there were a 3307 02:53:25,559 --> 02:53:21,910 couple of things that struck a nerve 3308 02:53:28,099 --> 02:53:25,569 with them and that was probably and was 3309 02:53:31,500 --> 02:53:28,109 it because do you think that you would 3310 02:53:35,490 --> 02:53:31,510 remember this and repeat this and tell 3311 02:53:38,130 --> 02:53:35,500 the world about this later I mean why 3312 02:53:41,910 --> 02:53:38,140 would they have freaked out I mean this 3313 02:53:45,980 --> 02:53:41,920 is secret information right that's yeah 3314 02:53:51,090 --> 02:53:45,990 I mean I think that's that's proof 3315 02:53:54,030 --> 02:53:51,100 collusion elaboration right I mean you 3316 02:53:56,190 --> 02:53:54,040 know we we got guys on that our crew 3317 02:53:57,599 --> 02:53:56,200 members you know I don't know what 3318 02:54:00,660 --> 02:53:57,609 they're American or not I didn't hear 3319 02:54:02,910 --> 02:54:00,670 them talk but you know my guess is they 3320 02:54:04,770 --> 02:54:02,920 were I don't know why I just guessed 3321 02:54:06,330 --> 02:54:04,780 that but I do but they could have been 3322 02:54:09,719 --> 02:54:06,340 anything but they were definitely human 3323 02:54:14,639 --> 02:54:09,729 beings and and that absolutely struck a 3324 02:54:16,590 --> 02:54:14,649 nerve now I want the the some of this 3325 02:54:18,510 --> 02:54:16,600 other stuff to stay in the book I want 3326 02:54:20,790 --> 02:54:18,520 everybody to go and read it there's 3327 02:54:23,010 --> 02:54:20,800 there's so much there but I have a 3328 02:54:25,440 --> 02:54:23,020 couple of questions for myself you know 3329 02:54:26,670 --> 02:54:25,450 the the Jimmy Church I'm a dude I'm a 3330 02:54:31,139 --> 02:54:26,680 guy 3331 02:54:34,290 --> 02:54:31,149 let's get to some nuts and bolts so what 3332 02:54:37,290 --> 02:54:34,300 did you what else did you see inside of 3333 02:54:38,849 --> 02:54:37,300 the craft what did it smell like that 3334 02:54:44,700 --> 02:54:38,859 would do you remember that 3335 02:54:48,990 --> 02:54:44,710 I don't recall the smell I've been asked 3336 02:54:54,840 --> 02:54:49,000 that a couple of times and I I don't 3337 02:54:57,360 --> 02:54:54,850 recall a smell now I I can't I can't say 3338 02:54:59,960 --> 02:54:57,370 that I recall fair enough did you did 3339 02:55:02,820 --> 02:54:59,970 the craft ever feel like it was moving 3340 02:55:06,660 --> 02:55:02,830 it stationary 3341 02:55:09,120 --> 02:55:06,670 it felt stationary okay now what next 3342 02:55:12,960 --> 02:55:09,130 you describe stainless steel and white 3343 02:55:15,420 --> 02:55:12,970 and I get that I get that visual was it 3344 02:55:17,219 --> 02:55:15,430 was there anything on the walls you know 3345 02:55:20,700 --> 02:55:17,229 were there any paintings was there 3346 02:55:21,900 --> 02:55:20,710 anything you know was it was there 3347 02:55:25,580 --> 02:55:21,910 anything like that or was it just 3348 02:55:28,360 --> 02:55:25,590 completely clean no there were 3349 02:55:31,660 --> 02:55:28,370 hieroglyphic like markings 3350 02:55:33,520 --> 02:55:31,670 their water and they were in you know 3351 02:55:36,370 --> 02:55:33,530 where you would have an X like over a 3352 02:55:38,880 --> 02:55:36,380 portal or a doorway have you been able 3353 02:55:41,770 --> 02:55:38,890 to write those down and recall those I 3354 02:55:45,940 --> 02:55:41,780 maybe could if I were under hypnosis I 3355 02:55:49,420 --> 02:55:45,950 bet I could but I saw one thing that was 3356 02:55:51,460 --> 02:55:49,430 ornamental and it struck me and I don't 3357 02:55:54,250 --> 02:55:51,470 I don't know if I even made it a book or 3358 02:55:58,420 --> 02:55:54,260 not but there was a stainless steel 3359 02:56:03,400 --> 02:55:58,430 piano and engraved in the metal was kind 3360 02:56:06,370 --> 02:56:03,410 of a stylized S and then leaves like 3361 02:56:09,700 --> 02:56:06,380 Rick leaves off of a plant Wow 3362 02:56:11,200 --> 02:56:09,710 and maybe half a dozen and I thought and 3363 02:56:14,890 --> 02:56:11,210 that was the only thing I saw that was 3364 02:56:18,120 --> 02:56:14,900 kind of decorative and it just was so it 3365 02:56:23,740 --> 02:56:18,130 seems so out of place in this you know 3366 02:56:27,190 --> 02:56:23,750 plane yeah yeah session yeah now were 3367 02:56:30,720 --> 02:56:27,200 you did they did you walk around the 3368 02:56:34,360 --> 02:56:30,730 ship were you escorted anywhere else 3369 02:56:37,420 --> 02:56:34,370 yeah they took us down the hallway and 3370 02:56:40,360 --> 02:56:37,430 in the beginning that's one less that's 3371 02:56:43,240 --> 02:56:40,370 what I saw the group of 50 people and 3372 02:56:47,500 --> 02:56:43,250 that's when they took us and the the 3373 02:56:49,210 --> 02:56:47,510 grace herded us down this walkway that 3374 02:56:51,970 --> 02:56:49,220 was to the side now in the middle of the 3375 02:56:54,430 --> 02:56:51,980 thing it was all open for five stories 3376 02:56:58,060 --> 02:56:54,440 up you could look up and there were 3377 02:57:01,330 --> 02:56:58,070 walkways and offices and I don't know 3378 02:57:05,350 --> 02:57:01,340 what but they took us down a corridor 3379 02:57:07,660 --> 02:57:05,360 and this is all this is one of the 3380 02:57:11,440 --> 02:57:07,670 things that don't haunt my thoughts my 3381 02:57:15,690 --> 02:57:11,450 sleep on the wall there was a row of 3382 02:57:17,560 --> 02:57:15,700 aquariums and inside these aquariums 3383 02:57:18,511 --> 02:57:17,570 there were these things that look like 3384 02:57:22,720 --> 02:57:18,521 puppies 3385 02:57:25,480 --> 02:57:22,730 how big how big were the aquariums the 3386 02:57:29,290 --> 02:57:25,490 aquariums were all about three feet in 3387 02:57:31,841 --> 02:57:29,300 diameter okay so they were circular know 3388 02:57:35,410 --> 02:57:31,851 they were square they were square okay 3389 02:57:39,790 --> 02:57:35,420 well they were square there was a 3390 02:57:41,700 --> 02:57:39,800 pinkish fluid inside them and I saw 3391 02:57:46,680 --> 02:57:41,710 these things that look like puppies 3392 02:57:51,840 --> 02:57:46,690 and for some reason one of them twitched 3393 02:57:55,530 --> 02:57:51,850 and I think in the book I ice cream an 3394 02:57:58,110 --> 02:57:55,540 expletive and I must have passed that 3395 02:58:01,170 --> 02:57:58,120 because I I there's a blank space there 3396 02:58:03,930 --> 02:58:01,180 in the neighbor called hearing the zip 3397 02:58:09,950 --> 02:58:03,940 of the blood pressure cuff and rad was 3398 02:58:12,060 --> 02:58:09,960 taking my blood pressure but that visual 3399 02:58:15,870 --> 02:58:12,070 absolutely freaked me out 3400 02:58:17,969 --> 02:58:15,880 now when you say poppy are you saying 3401 02:58:21,030 --> 02:58:17,979 fetus or are you saying something that 3402 02:58:23,190 --> 02:58:21,040 looked like a puppy like a dog at first 3403 02:58:25,920 --> 02:58:23,200 glance it looked like a dog puppy to me 3404 02:58:30,210 --> 02:58:25,930 right no I think it was a fetus I think 3405 02:58:36,240 --> 02:58:30,220 it was a fetus Wow and then I recognized 3406 02:58:37,920 --> 02:58:36,250 them as being human laughter and I see 3407 02:58:40,200 --> 02:58:37,930 this in the book at first glance I take 3408 02:58:43,670 --> 02:58:40,210 these 4 P of puppies and I'm looking at 3409 02:58:46,500 --> 02:58:43,680 them and then I can see no these are 3410 02:58:48,150 --> 02:58:46,510 formed there's a vertebrae there and 3411 02:58:52,200 --> 02:58:48,160 there are legs and these are these are 3412 02:58:58,080 --> 02:58:52,210 embryos but about the size of puppies 3413 02:59:07,490 --> 02:58:58,090 how many aquariums you know I miss that 3414 02:59:18,050 --> 02:59:07,500 a lot and I gotta say 50 holy crap now 3415 02:59:23,460 --> 02:59:18,060 is this is this farming boy you know 3416 02:59:29,820 --> 02:59:23,470 what what goes back to me is my 3417 02:59:32,760 --> 02:59:29,830 interaction with Betty this alien that 3418 02:59:37,500 --> 02:59:32,770 tells me that you know these things in 3419 02:59:43,200 --> 02:59:37,510 my legs you know that they've been doing 3420 02:59:50,570 --> 02:59:43,210 this for three generations now and I had 3421 02:59:56,150 --> 02:59:54,510 and I don't know if this is in the book 3422 02:59:59,030 --> 02:59:56,160 or not 3423 03:00:03,631 --> 02:59:59,040 but he said something like there are 3424 03:00:06,301 --> 03:00:03,641 alien alien-human hybrids and that's 3425 03:00:10,620 --> 03:00:06,311 what she said she was and that's why she 3426 03:00:13,591 --> 03:00:10,630 had human characteristics she could have 3427 03:00:18,950 --> 03:00:13,601 come from one of those aquariums that 3428 03:00:22,110 --> 03:00:18,960 was my thought teri I want to thank you 3429 03:00:25,290 --> 03:00:22,120 what an extraordinary conversation I 3430 03:00:28,320 --> 03:00:25,300 can't wait to get you on this show again 3431 03:00:30,690 --> 03:00:28,330 there's so much more to talk about with 3432 03:00:33,810 --> 03:00:30,700 you we got as much in tonight as we 3433 03:00:35,370 --> 03:00:33,820 could and I want to thank you for that 3434 03:00:38,850 --> 03:00:35,380 and thank you for opening up with us 3435 03:00:40,740 --> 03:00:38,860 tonight the the book the links and all 3436 03:00:42,631 --> 03:00:40,750 the information that everyone needs is 3437 03:00:45,480 --> 03:00:42,641 over at Jimmy Church radio.com you can 3438 03:00:49,110 --> 03:00:45,490 go and click and and go and get the book 3439 03:00:53,011 --> 03:00:49,120 it is a fantastic read and Terry just 3440 03:00:55,860 --> 03:00:53,021 just thank you for for the book and for 3441 03:00:58,910 --> 03:00:55,870 coming out and and sharing these you 3442 03:01:01,381 --> 03:00:58,920 know these are these are emotional 3443 03:01:04,350 --> 03:01:01,391 memories and encounters and experiences 3444 03:01:08,520 --> 03:01:04,360 of yours and this audience thanks you 3445 03:01:11,610 --> 03:01:08,530 and I thank you support people should 3446 03:01:13,950 --> 03:01:11,620 know this this stuff is real people 3447 03:01:15,690 --> 03:01:13,960 should know we have so much more that we 3448 03:01:18,270 --> 03:01:15,700 need to talk about and we will do it 3449 03:01:21,030 --> 03:01:18,280 again very very soon thank you so much 3450 03:01:23,640 --> 03:01:21,040 Terry and I say I say it at the end of 3451 03:01:24,990 --> 03:01:23,650 every show keep rolling that rock uphill 3452 03:01:28,830 --> 03:01:25,000 don't change 3453 03:01:31,500 --> 03:01:28,840 mm-hmm Thank You Terry thank you thank 3454 03:01:34,290 --> 03:01:31,510 you great conversation right there and 3455 03:01:36,720 --> 03:01:34,300 all the way up to the end I have got to 3456 03:01:38,671 --> 03:01:36,730 get credits going and get out of here 3457 03:01:41,940 --> 03:01:38,681 before the network just you know does 3458 03:01:44,190 --> 03:01:41,950 that thing and just cuts me off and what 3459 03:01:48,620 --> 03:01:44,200 a great conversation tonight again the 3460 03:01:51,690 --> 03:01:48,630 links are over at Jimmy Church radio.com 3461 03:01:53,940 --> 03:01:51,700 Terry Lovelace fade to black cigs ecute 3462 03:01:55,980 --> 03:01:53,950 of producers Rita Kumari on shows 3463 03:01:58,500 --> 03:01:55,990 produced by hilton jaipur in a 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